Third POV

A delicate white light entered the room filling the atmosphere around the sleeping body with the sound of water tapping on the glass window and occasional closing doors or whispers.

The girl stirred in her sleep, like a cat hissing out a yawn. She was ready to open her eyes and stretch her body. It seemed to enjoy the feeling of being refreshed and well rested. The girl hadn't gotten that much rest in a long time since becoming an idol, or maybe even a trainee at that.

With another yawn Zoe quickly felt around the bed for her glasses. She had fell asleep the night before while texting her now boyfriend along with her best friend. Putting her glasses on made the world clear again. She could see the raindrops on the window and her dog sleeping at her feet.

Just as she smiled the speakers of the house turned on at full volume. Blasting from them was BigBang's song 'Haru Haru'. With a whine and bark from her dog, she made her way to the bathroom. She looked around realising that not only did she need to take a shower but also clean up the mess she made the day before.

She had thrown up everything she had ate, a side affect of the pills. A side affect she knew too well. Once done cleaning up she took a shower. Later on she slid her way down the stairs, all cleaned up, only to see the eldest of the group dancing while sweeping the floor of the house they all lived in.

"What are you doing? " Zoe asked over the loud music. Some how it was low enough for the male to hear her. He stopped sweeping and looked at her.

"Cleaning." He made a 'duh' face before going back to moving his hips like Shakira. Zoe stood there completely astonished at the elder in front of her was doing. So shocked that she didn't even reply back with a smart mouth. She just decided to comment on the movenent Jin was making with his hips.

"Wow. You should really be careful. At your age you might break a hip." She laughed before walking her way into the kitchen to find something to eat. Leaving the poor male all annoyed.

The music got lower until it was completely shut off. Not long after a messy haired Jin came in the kitchen. Pink apron and yellow rubber gloves decorating him. Along with the rest of the cleaning supplies.

"Wanna bake some cookies? " Jin asked Zoe as he fixed his hair with a quick 'swish'. He had probably noticed the girl looking around for anything quick too eat.

"You're letting me eat cookies for breakfast!? " The surprise in Zoe's voice couldn't be hidden. It was a glorious moment. A moment to go down in history. She was never allowed to eat anything sweet for breakfast. She didn't even try to hide her saltiness when watching the other members pour cups of sugar in their cereal bowls or coffee.

"You need it hunny. " Was all he answered with. Zoe could hear a bit of sass in his voice but choose to ignore it when remember the cookies.

Zoe's POV

Jin gently pat my head afterwards as he walked over to a cabinet and grabbed two aprons. He handed me one that was all black while his was all pastel pink.

"I guess you can say Blackpink is in our area! " He started laughing that laugh of his. Main while I watched Storm run off into the living room. You don't know how much I wanted him to take me too.

"Okay let's get started! You grab the measuring cups and some bowls. Stuff like that while I get the ingredients." He gave instructions like a soldier. I gave a quick nod and salute before I was off into the different sections of the kitchen getting the necessary utensils.

Once we had finished placing and organizing everything onto the counter he looked at me with and gave me a smile. He hid something behind his back, yet I noticed when I probably wasn't supposed too. I gave him a look anyway giving away what I knew.

"This is a secret ingredient that you can't tell anyone about. Got it?" I nodded rapidly wanting to find out what it was that would make the cookies oh so special. Hear the sarcasm because I can.

"MY HEARTUE!! "

"... so how do you bake cookies. " I turned to the counter that had everything layed on it trying to forget what had just happened. He cleared his throat before grabbing a bowl and a few eggs.

"Crack those into the bowl, here. " He handed them to be while I awkwardly did it. When I had achieved on cracking the second egg into the bowl, and by second I actually mean like fourth since I kept on tapping them too hard. Jin out of no where snatched the egg from my hand and cracked it himself. Clearly agitated.

"It's like you've never cracked an egg before... " He muttered under his breath as I looked down at my shoes. I didn't have a smart remark for that one.. Ha.ha.

"Oh..You...have cracked an egg before, right? " I shifted my gaze to the butter that was melting onto the counter. Quickly pointing it out.

"Oh no! Look the butter is melting. let's hurry up! I'm hungry, so shall we." I smiled happily and energetically at him as he just gave me a slight off look before nodding and turning back to the process in front of us.

"Okay, grab the flour and measure how many cups you can get with the rest of the flour we have. I'm pretty sure it will be enough." I nodded and started doing what he asked of, as he mixed all the wet ingredients together. That was for later on in the recipe.

"Well, Zoe you've been to the hospital quite a few times the past few months.. " I hummed in agreement as I waited for him to continue in the amused tone he was using.

"Have you ever been there before? For a long period of time? " I flinched slightly at the change in voice and the question. Before counting how many cups I ended up getting.

"Zoe..? "

"Exactly how many cups we needed!  That's enough right?" I quickly told him as I rolled the flour around in the bowl. Jin nodded before giving me instructions on what to add next.  Which happened to have more measuring. Meaning more math. 

As I was mixing the wet ingredients Jin had put together I finally opened my mouth to answer that question that he wanted an answer too.  I took a deep breath before turning off the mixer that was very loud in our quite atmosphere.

"No, I have ever only been there for a short time, well not counting the times of the past few months that is. You know for simple everyday stuff. " I giggled as he nodded and started getting all the pots I had put in the oven.

"Why are these in here? I've been looking for them." He kept on talking as he kept on going. Taking out pot by pot. 

"Hehe.." Is all I could do along with a small shrug.

"So how is it going with that Jisung kid." Jin broke that silence that had fallen between us again. The question he asked made me look up from my phone as we waited for the cookies to finish golding and then cool. No one asked but yes, our oven does automatically cool down our food enough to eat. A feature our super expensive oven has that we totally didn't just find out about.

I felt warm at the thought Jisung and a smiled came to my face. About what we were talking about yesterday too.

"Why you smiling for! Huh! " I jolted and when I realized what happened I  rolled my eyes. I chose to tell him everything though.

"Well while we were on the date-" Jin interrupted me.

"You guys already went on a date! " His eyes widened even more if possible.

"Would you let me finish! Anyway while we were on our date for the show that we were FILMING. We had lost the crew before recording ever started and stuff so-"

"Y'all were alone for a whole day!" I glared at him before breathing in and out.

" Yes the crew gave up on finding us and went out to eat instead. As we were walking to the place where we agreed to meet up at he-"

"Kissed you!"

"OMG WOULD YOU STOP AND LET ME FINISH THE STORY! "

"Sorry, you may proceed. "

"Thank you! He asked me to be his girlfriend with his cute little eyes almost closed, his smile cheeks all red, but bravery in his voice. Well then I fainted and blah, blah, blah, after I woke up I answered him and bam I got a boyfriend!"

He opened his mouth about to say something but closed it when the oven went off. I laughed as Jin stomped his feet with every step he took.

Once he came back he had a plate of ready to eat cookies and a glass of milk. As he placed them down and sat down himself I grabbed a cookie and tasted it. The melting chocolate covered my tongue and the softness was really a treat.

I looked up at Jin who was looking at me weirdly as if with petty or sadness. I decided to change that.

"Thank you Jin Appa! I love you! Your secret ingredient does work!" I smiled,  yet cringed internally at my own cuteness before I went over to hug him. He held me tight as I buried my face in his shirt that smelt of colonge and air freshener.

"I love you too hunny. " He kissed the top of my head and still didn't let me go not that I minded though. He was very warm. He sat me on his lap still hugging me close. For some reason I wanted to cry deep inside but I kept it in. No sign of it evident.

"Remember when we first met. You fell asleep on me like this on our way home. You looked so cute. Your cheeks were less chubby and you looked skinner. I bet you didn't have any time to get a proper meal or proper sleep since you had became a trainee.  I took a favoritism towards you. I wanted you to grow into a young woman I would be proud. It sounds a but selfish that's for sure. But it's just like a little mixed puppy you find at the mall with blue eyes like that of a storm." Jin spoke calmly and lowly as I smiled feeling a knot in my throat that I quickly swallowed down.

"I'm glad you joined our group. I'm glad I was able to make you look healthier. I'm glad I am able to look after you like my own sister maybe even daughter. So when I say that if you let that boy touch you I'm going to get on him! You know better then to do what ever he asks! You heard me young lady! Only because he says something that's sounds like a threat doesn't mean you have to do it! " I rolled my eyes at him.

Jin you ruined the moment.

"It's not like he hasn't done anything before." I muttered under my breath for only me to hear my smart remark.

"WHAT... DID.. YOU SAY..! " He exploded a little more with each word.

"... shit." He gave me a deadly look as I looked up to him from his chest.

"I can explain it was all an accident. I-I tripped and fell over him thats all. Of course his hands were a little too close for comfort. Well at least back then. " I tried to keep the last part to myself which again didn't happen. His eyes showed every emotion belonging to a jealous Dad.

"Don't worry I won't let it happen again. Two too many tim-es. " My eyes widened at my own words. I just can't keep my mouth shut can I! Jin just started coming after me and my whole life after that.

The guys arrived and he was still on and on and before I could get scolded more about the safety of all that reproduction stuff. I ran into my room yelling  that I was gonna go to sleep.

All I can hope right now is that tomorrow nothing slips out my big ass mouth.