Time is so cruel. I hate how things go between us. Now seeing each other for once is so hard between us.

-- Spring Day

This song touches heart again and again. BTS dedicated this song as a memorial to the souls who died in the Sewol ferry incident on April 16, 2014.

While listening to this song, I just felt so good that It scared me when I thought someday will come when our boys will disband. I just wanted to pour my emotions somewhere so I tried to put my words with this song lyrics.

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One day will come when our boys will be on different paths, living their own lives and when they will remember about their moments they would feel something like this.

Do you remember when we all seven entered through that gate chasing our dreams? When our dreams were bigger than our height and our eyes were filled with hope that one day we will achieve them. 7 boys, unknown to each other left their family at an age when other children whine to their parents for little things. As to say we left our family but as the days gone by we became each other's family.

I remember how we all used to hide and cry in our rooms. How we used to struggle to express our feelings. Each day was like a war with ourself. When we used to practice at any time of the day so we can be better from before. I remember those bruises and sprain in our muscles, going to sleep with half stomach and big dreams.

Then, one day came when we achieved it, the day when we walked proudly together. That day I was not happy to see that I achieved my dreams but I laughed because we achieved it together. That day was the biggest day of my life when I saw those smiles which flashed more than the flashing cameras.

The changing weather, the falling snowflakes are coming and going as we are getting farther away. I say I miss you and then I just miss you more.

I am looking at our pictures, our posters which are lying in my room. With every pic, the memories run and haunt me because I can't go back to that moment. Nothing feels like before, the flowers don't bloom life before. My heart aches as tears fall from my eyes. With you, even tears felt good because we had each other's shoulders to cry on.

Many times came when I felt like quitting, I felt torn and wet with blood, Sweat, and tears. It was so hard to survive one more day with little food and double hard work but when I used to see your faces, my heart used to scream that No, not today. Toady I have to fight. With you, everything seemed easy.

What happened to us guys? Time is so cruel, it fled like our album sales. I wanna laugh but I don't know why my cheeks get wet with tears. The warm tears give me warmth in this winter and I just want to cry more. I want to meet you guys, yet it seems so far.

How more tests until we meet again? I wanna flow like a snowball and reach to you faster but I know things can't be same like before. I think of doing so many things but end with only thoughts in my mind and in the end I just wanna scream that...

I miss you

I miss you

My lips spread wide open when I remember how we use to get nervous before every stage performance and how we use to make faces to increase each other's courage. Now, I can't find anyone who comes and does that to me. This life is so cruel, people don't want to understand anyone.

Sometimes, I cry alone as the burdens suppress me. I feel like calling you and telling you everything but I fear I will get dependant on you and it will get more tough to stay away. My heart doesn't flutter anymore like it used to flutter hearing our fan chants.

Remembering those days, which are left behind I just want to scream that.

I miss you

I miss you

How much more do I have to wait? How much more nights do I have to stay up? Maybe, the end of my life can bring us together again like that. Where we will live together, sleep together, eat together and love together. Where there will be nothing to worry about and there will only be love. Our love, the love for each other.
Until then I just want to scream that...

I miss you

I miss you

Bogo Shipda

Bogo Shipda

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Sorry, but it didn't come out as I thought. I wanted to express it with more impact. I think some pains just can't be put into words. I didn't want it to be too emotional so I added few funny lines. For now we can only enjoy the moments without worrying about the future.

Should I do more lyrics related stories?