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(A/n: M/n's outfit is up above, I changed the picture, sorry about that and mince the tattoo. I hope you all enjoy part two! ☀️🌈💕✨ )

Song: "Joke" by Namjoon
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M/N's P.O.V

I opened my eyes, I must have cried myself asleep. I sighed, slowly sitting up on the couch, wrapping the comforter around me for more warmth.

I raised my right hand to my face, gently rubbing my eyes, they probably were red and puffy from so much crying, I just hope Namjoon doesn't see me like this.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. With my luck today, it's probably Namjoon. I sighed, once again, and stood up, quickly walked towards the door. I was probably going to regret opening the door, but I opened it anyway.

Slowly opening the door, I caught a glimpse of his blonde hair. I opened the door all the way to reveal his taller form. He was dressed in his casual clothes, as usual when he came to see me. I pulled my sweater sleeves down over my hands, avoiding eye contact with him.
"(M/n), are you going to let me in or are we going to stand here all day? It's pretty cold outside." He asked with a chuckle. I nodded and quickly moved out of the doorway.

I shut the door behind me, locking it for safety. Namjoon walked in, slipping his shoes off and setting them near mine. I ran a hand through my hair, walking over to the couch. I sat down, still trying to avoid eye contact with him. I stared at my shoes near the door.

"(M/n), look at me," Namjoon spoke, causing me to jump at his closeness. I hadn't realized he was sitting next to me.
"Y-Yes?" I asked, looking down at my hands. I felt something touch my chin, forcing my head to turn.

Namjoon had gently grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him, but I refused to open my eyes and look at him. I am too scared of rejection, I don't want to ruin our beautiful friendship.
"Please, let me see your beautiful eyes." He pleaded, sighing I opened my eyes. He gave me a small smile, letting go of my chin.

"I need to tell you something. It's very important, and I want to make sure that you won't hate me after what I tell you." He told me, my anxiety growing at his words.
"Of course, I won't hate you. I'm not that mean..." I softly spoke, not knowing how this conversation will go.

He softly sighed and ran a hand through his blonde hair, he was obviously nervous, but what was there to be nervous about? He turned, his brown eyes looking directly into mine. I could see love, nervousness, and fear all burning in his eyes as he looked at me.

"(M/n), I've liked you, as more than friends, for a long time now. Since we were in high school, I have liked, no, loved you. You are always so nice and sweet to me. You make me laugh and smile when I'm stressed and you are always there for me. So, when I heard your sadness over the phone, I came running here. It pains me to see you this hurt. Please, tell me what's wrong and we can work it out together." He spoke, looking at me, I was frozen, processing his words.

"Of course, I understand if you don't like—" He began, but I quickly cut him off.
"No! I've liked you since we were in high school, as well. I was so scared you would reject and my father contacted me the other day, triggering more flashbacks, so I haven't been my cheerful self lately." I confessed. It felt good to finally get all of that off my chest.

I hadn't even realized I was crying until Namjoon lifted his right hand up to my cheek, gently wiping away my tears.
"Please, don't cry." He whispered, moving closer to me. I didn't mind his closeness, we would cuddle and hug a lot, so this was normal.

"May I ask you one more thing?" He asked me, looking deeply into my eyes.
"Sure," I answered, looking back into his eyes.
"Will you be my boyfriend?" He asked. A smile spread across my face, my eyes seemed to light up with happiness.

"Yes!" I exclaimed happily, seeming to return to my cheerful old self.
"There's the (M/n) I know and love." He spoke softly, pulling me into a warm and gentle hug. I chuckled, laying my head on his shoulder.

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(A/n: I'm sorry this was updated late! It was originally supposed to be posted yesterday, but I fell asleep while writing this! Other than that, I hope you enjoyed! ☀️✨💛 )
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