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Requested by: @I_Am_The_MULTLFANDOM

Song: "Habits Of My Heart" by Jaymes Young
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M/N's P.O.V

I had thrown on some decent-looking clothing, hoping Yoongi wouldn't notice the dark bags that had formed under my eyes. I had so much on my mind lately that I didn't even sleep anymore, I just stayed up and thought about everything and questioned my existence.

I sat on my bed, insecurely glancing into the mirror, that sat above my dresser, to make sure I looked okay and that my hair wasn't sticking up in random places. I had on a simple, grey turtleneck with some black jeans to match. It wasn't anything fancy, just something Yoongi had said made me look stunning. I remember how my heart fluttered and my cheeks began to heat up because of his words. I knew I shouldn't have fallen for my best friend, but my pulsating heart was a stupid organ that I sometimes wanted to rip out of my chest. I  cherished the moments he and I shared together, we usually didn't spend much time with each other due to our different college classes.

I smiled at the fond memory, remembering every detail of the day he took me out for dinner since our classes had ended so late. He was persistent on taking me out, saying I wouldn't eat when I got home since I would be preoccupied with my homework, but he wasn't wrong. I had spent nights forgetting to eat since I had so much work to do, I even lost a lot of sleep due to that. It was late that night, around 11 pm, when he took me to our favorite fast food place. The same place we loved as teenagers. We spent hours talking about random things and laughing at old, inside jokes just like we did back in high school. We spent the time catching up with one another and learning how life had been treating us.

Every time we met up with each other, I could sense a thick tension in the air and I wondered why, but I knew it would be rude to pressure him into answering. It wasn't my business, so I kept my mouth shut and didn't say anything. It was around 2 am when we finally left the McDonald's, laughing as we walked down the empty sidewalks towards my apartment building that wasn't too far away. He walked me home, holding my hand as we usually would. I felt my cheek heat up at his actions, I knew it was stupid to fall for your best friend, but my heart did it anyways.

Suddenly, there was a knock at my front door, knocking me out of my flashback. I stood up from the bed, quickly walking over to the door and opening it.
"Yoongi, h-" He cut me off, pulling me close to him and wrapping his arms around me.
"I was so, so worried..." He mumbled into my ear, his arms around my waist. I let out a soft sigh, resting my head on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry," I spoke, feeling stupid that my phone had been on airplane mood for nearly two weeks. "It won't happen again."
"It better not or I'll die." He chuckled lightly, trying to lighten the tense atmosphere. "You scared me." He gently rubbed my back, a smile spreading onto his face.
"You're wearing the outfit that I said looked lovely on you." He remarked, causing me to nod.
"Yeah," I replied, not wanting our hug to end. "Why don't you come on in?" He nodded, letting go of me as I moved out of his way, so he could come in. I shut the door, locking it, so no one would try to break in or something like that.

I turned to face Yoongi, but he suddenly grabbed my hand, pulling me close to him. I gazed up at him, my face contorted with confusion as his cheeks began to turn bright pink.
"This is something I've wanted to do for a while, I hope you can forgive me if you don't like it." He stated, leaning closer to my face. My heartbeat began to quicken as my cheeks flushed red. His lips touched mine and my mind went blank, it was as if the word had stopped. The kiss was soft, short, and sweet, showing me he meant what he had said. He pulled away, looking at me with worry as his face slowly turned red.
"Was... that okay?" He shyly asked, fiddling with his sleeve. I nodded, my brain forgetting how to speak.
"Y-Yes!" I exclaimed, quickly slapping my hands over my mouth which caused him to laugh. "I mean, uh, yes, it was... amazing." I smiled, not wanting to admit that was my first kiss.

"What does that make us?" He inquired, walking over to the couch as I followed close behind.
"Boyfriends?" I suggested, causing a soft smile to form on his face.
"I like the sound of that." He remarked as I nodded and plopped down onto the couch right next to him. "Now, come here, I wanna cuddle." I let out a giggle, cuddling closer to him for warmth.