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(A/n: Thank you so much for 95k reads! I deeply apologize for no update on Monday, I was still sick and I wasn't feeling the best at all! I hope you can forgive me and I promise you I'm trying to update on time and more frequently! I hope you all enjoy and have a wonderful day/night! ☀️🌈💕✨)

Requested by: @StraykidsMemeHacker

Song: "Softcore" by The Neighbour

+ Don't worry, I will be doing a happy ending for the "Just Friends...?" series! It will be out soon! Also, (M/n) is a vampire in this, so this is an alternate universe! +
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M/N's P.O.V.

My thoughts carried me away as I walked down the empty street without a care in the world. In the 2,000 years that I've been alive, so many things have changed and it was astonishing to watch it all happen. Humans were continuously evolving and it was intriguing to see how their minds worked, but sometimes, it was concerning. Some of their ideas were malicious and full of hatred, it made me wonder if I ever thought that way when I was a human. Sometimes,'they were kind to one another, other times they weren't. It was an endless cycle of purity and evil that everyone would go through; they would be kind one day and angry the next. It made me even more curious about who I used to be when I was a human... Was I kind and humble or was I greedy and evil? That was a question I would never know the answer, but matter how much I wanted to.

Suddenly, a cold breeze of wind blew at my face and pulled me out of my daze. I glanced around, amused at the fact that very few humans were up at 3 am. I always took the chance to roam around the town and collect my thoughts while they all slept, so know one would question me being out so late. There was so always so much going on in my head that, sometimes, I thought my head would combust. The knowledge I had assembled over the years would sometimes become too much for me to handle and I would just lay on my bedroom floor until I felt the urge to move. People always assumed that living forever with so much knowledge would be a blessing, not a curse, but they were so very wrong. I would get things mixed up and sometimes forget what era I was in or other times, I would assume I was being hunted by those horrid hunters agin and start crying out of fear.

Humans always made being a vampire seem so exciting and fun, but could you imagine living forever and not ever being able to die? You would spend thousands of years having everyone you ever loved die before your eyes and you couldn't do anything. You could possibly turn them into a vampire, while they're dying, but what if they didn't want to turn? What if they regret your choice later on? What if they suffer for a stupid choice you made? I wouldn't dare to let anyone suffer the way I have. No one should have to go through that. Around five years ago, I tried to distance myself from people because of that, but there was one persistent human who had managed to drag me out of my shell and get me to see the world in a more positive way. That one person so happened to be the beautiful and talented Park Jimin; a human that was well known from his amazing dancing at a dance studio that was nearby the apartment complex I lived in.

He was determined to make me smile when he first met me. He told me he hadn't seen someone look so sad and that he was determined to cheer me up. I tried to tell him it was useless and that he would be wasting his time, but he somehow managed it as if it was the easiest thing he'd ever done. After that, we grew close to one another and became inseparable, basically never leaving each other's side. He taught me what it was like to be warm. He taught me that it's okay to make friends, you just need to always remember them in your heart when they're gone. He taught me so many things about being a human that made me long to be a human even more. If I could go back to being a human, I would do it in a heartbeat. I wanted to remember what a beating heart felt like. I wanted to remember what it was like to be warm and full of life. I wanted to remember so many things, but I knew It was impossible. It was improbable.

I sighed as I looked up at the night sky that was full of the same stars I had seen for the past 2,000 years. They were still as gorgeous as they were back then, it seems that they only grow more and more beautiful as time goes on.
"(M/n), what are you doing?" A familiar voice called out, dragging me away from my thoughts. "Get out of the road or you'll get hurt!" I smiled at his words, finding it funny he still worried for me even when he knew I was a vampire that couldn't be easily injured.
"Jimin, did you not remember I'm a vampire?" I asked with a small laugh as I spun around in the street like a beloved prima ballerina on her stage. "I won't die if I got hit by a car, so don't worry." He nodded, but he didn't seem assured that I would be okay.
"I know... It's just... I don't want to see you get hit by a car." He mumbled, fiddling with his light blue sleeve as I saw tears pooling in his brown eyes. "Can we go home now?" I nodded, quickly making my way towards him and wrapping my arms around him.
"I'm sorry," I stated as I felt feeling guilt consume me for worrying him. "I didn't mean to worry you." He simply nodded and laid his head on my shoulder as the cold winter breeze nipped at our noses.