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(A/N: M/n's outfit is up above! Anyways I hope you all enjoy and have a wonderful day/night! ☀️🌈💕✨ )

Song: So Far Away by Suga ( ft. Jungkook and Seokjin )
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M/N's P.O.V

I sat on the light gray couch in the apartment that was normal size for two people. It had one and half bathrooms and two bedrooms: the one unused bedroom was normally a guest room when one of our friends stayed over. The other bedroom was used by Yoongi and I, of course. I sat on the gray couch in the living room, staring at the TV as it played one of my favorite k-dramas. I had a empty bowl that was once filled with buttered popcorn, but I had eaten it all all during the first k-drama episode. I have a knack to eat all the snacks before the movie or show begins, it's a bad habit I have.

I was trying my best to stay awake, so I could make sure Yoongi was okay when he got home since it was nearly one in the morning. I was beginning to grow more and more anxious as the minutes slowly ticked by. This entire week he was had spent his nights at his studio or he would come home so late that I was already asleep and didn't get the chance to even talk to him. It was the same thing all week long and, honestly, I was beginning to grown lonelier and lonelier as the days passed by. I didn't have many friends other than the rest of Bangtan, but they were always busy, now, so things were pretty lonely for me. I deeply sighed, standing up from the couch as the cold air that filled the apartment hit me. I shivered as I walked down the pitch black hallway and towards the bedroom. I pushed opened the light oak door, revealing our dark-colored bedroom.

The bed was a dark gray, matching perfectly with the lighter gray sheets and white and gray pillowcase covers. I walked over to the bed, dragging the comforter off the bed before wrapping it around me along my body to embrace its warmth. A soft smile of content spread across my face as I walked towards the bedroom door, shutting it behind me before making my way down the pitch black hallway, hoping I wouldn't ran into a wall, again. I walked back into the living room that was embraced in the light of the lamp that sat on one of end-tables next to the couch.  The TV also contributed to lighting up another half of the living, admitting its brightly shining light. I dragged myself over to the couch, plopping my being down exactly where I was before, trying to get comfy yet again.

Once I had finally found my comfy spot, I rewrapped the large comforter around me and snuggled into its warmth. I reached for the remote, grabbing it off of the end table and hitting play, continuing with the k-drama I had been watching earlier to pass the time, while I waited. As I was watching the k-drama, a scene came onto the TV and it showed one of the main characters, hadn't been taking good care of herself, and the her girlfriend and the main part of her family found out and began to worry about her. They made sure she went bed at proper times, eat enough food, took showers, etc. She had been so stressed out, that she had forgotten the basic necessities to keep herself alive and well during exam season at college.

Then, it hit me. Yoongi. He had been so busy with his Augst D mixtape (2016) that he barely ate or slept anymore. He had been spending his days at his studio, frustrated he couldn't think properly or find the right words. I knew my small boyfriend loved his sleep and it was heartbreaking to know he was rarely getting any of it, anymore. I felt my (e/c) eyes begin to well with tears, I tried my best to keep them at bay, but it was hard when I was so worried if he was even coming home tonight. I quickly picked up the remote, hitting the pause button on the remote before tossing the remote onto the couch.
'If he comes home tonight, I will make him something to eat. I'm making him take a small break.' I thought, nodding and agreeing with myself. 'I'm making him take a small break.' I quickly stood up from the couch, pushing aside the black comforter before dashing towards the kitchen.
I walked over to the one cupboards, bending down to grab a pan. I looked around, trying to find the right.
"Why do we have so many pans?" I asked aloud, finally finding the right pan. "When did we even get this many?" I held it in my hands, walking over to the stove, setting it down on one of the burners. I walked away from the stove and towards the fridge, opening the door, looking around for the right ingredients. I pushed aside a few containers of food, finally finding the rest of the ingredients. I grabbed them, pulling them out of the fridge.

I gently shut the fridge, before walking over to the stove. I sat the ingredients next to the stove, doing a quick check to make sure I had everything. I grabbed my (f/c) apron, that hung next to the stove, quickly putting it on. 'I'm glad I had all the ingredients for Andong jjimdak since it was Yoongi's favorite food.' I thought as I turned the knob, on the stove, to medium, just the right temperature. I began cooking, but I made sure to pay attention to the food since I didn't want it to burn it like the last time I cooked. I was a great cook since Jin taught me how to cook, but I could be quite forgetful, at times.

Once the food was finished, I took off my (f/c) apron, hanging it back on one of the hooks on the wall. I walked back over to the stove and turned the burners off and took the skillet off the stove. I placed the burning hot Andong jjimdak on a glass red plate and placed it gently on the kitchen table. I grabbed some chopsticks and placed them done next to the plate along with a napkin. I walked back into the living room and grabbed my iPhone from the small end table, we had next to the couch. I tapped onto the messaging app and tapped on Yoongi's name.
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M/n: Yoongi, I made dinner for you. It's on the kitchen table if you're coming home tonight.
Read at 1:04 am

Yoongi ❤️: Okay, thank you. I'm on my way home, now. See you soon, love you.

M/n: You're welcome. See you soon, love you, too!
Read at 1:06 am
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I softly smiled at the thought of getting to cuddle with him as I sat my phone down gently on the end table and wrapped myself in the comforter, again. I hit the play button on the TV remote and began to watch my k-dramas, again. As I made it halfway through the episode, I saw the front door's doorknob move and the sound of keys being pulled from someone's pocket filled the room. I paused the k-drama and watched as Yoongi opened to door. He walked in and he looked paler than usual, almost a sickly kind of pale. He took off his black coat and shoes and sat them near the other coats and shoes near the door. He turned towards me and I saw his entire face clearly.

He had dark bags under his eyes and he looked smaller than usual. I stood up from the couch and quickly walked over to him. He smiled at me softly as he looked up at me. I pulled him into a gentle hug to show how much I had missed. Since I was 5'11 and he was 5'9, I was quite a bit taller than him when we hugged. He slowly hugged me back, I could see he was clearly exhausted.
"Why don't you go and eat? I'll come and keep you company if you want." I softly stated with a small smile. He nodded and gently grabbed my hand, taking me to the kitchen with him. Since he had gotten home earlier enough, the food was still pretty warm. I sat down on the chair next to him as he sat down and began to eat. He basically pigged out on the food, but I didn't mind at all. He must have been so hungry, so I didn't judge him. I haven't seen him in almost two days since he had been working all night at his studio, so it was nice to see him, again. But, it broke my heart to see him like this.

Once he was done, he smiled softly at me, showing his sweet gummy smile that I adored so very much.
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(A/N: He's too adorable! )
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"Thank you so much. But I'm sorry, I wasn't home yesterday or the day before that. I missed you so much." He softly whispered to me, looking up at me. His dark brown eyes shining in the kitchen light as he looked at me with sadness and guilt.
"It's okay. I know you've been busy. We're both idols, so I understand. I'm very proud of you and your work." I softly reassured him, he looked up at me. His eyes filled with tears as he pulled me into a hug.
"Thank you for understand and supporting me." He told me, gently laying his head on my shoulder.
"Can we... cuddle?" He softly asked, looking up at me with puppy dog eyes. I nodded, letting go of our warm hug. The tears faded away in his eyes, and they were replaced by exhaustion. I stood up from my chair and turned the kitchen light off before we walked into the living room. I turned the living room light off, leaving only the TV to light the room a small bit. I walked over to the couch and made room for me to sit on the coach. Once I was done with that, I sat down and gently grabbed Yoongi's wrist, pulling him into my lap. He was shocked by my actions but soon went along with it. He laid his head on the nip of my neck while I wrapped my arms around his waist. I pulled the comforter over us to keep us warm. I hit play on the TV remote but, turned it down the volume, so Yoongi could get some sleep.

After I watched the rest of my k-drama episode, I looked down at Yoongi to see he had fallen asleep. His smaller hands gripped onto my soft black and white striped sweater as his face was buried in my chest. A few strands of his soft black hair fell onto his face and covered his closed eyes. I gently pushed them away and smiled softly at his cuteness before turning the TV off. I re-wrapped the comforter around us and changed position on the couch so, it would be more comfortable for Yoongi and me.
"You really need to take better care of yourself. I can't stand to see you overwork yourself like this, it breaks my heart." I confessed aloud in a soft whisper. I sighed before gently kissing his forehead, pushing his hair out of his closed eyes before letting my exhaustion take over me.

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(A/n: I hope you all enjoyed! ☀️✨💛 )
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