I was sitting on the swing at the park I used to go to when I was younger. I kept thinking about everything and couldn't tell myself that I don't care about it.
"(Y/n)"
I didn't bother looking back since I knew who's voice that was.
"What do you want Taehyung?", I asked him. He sat down on the swing that was next to mine.
"I want you to tell me the truth", he said.
"About what?", I scoffed.
"You said you don't care that Nina and I are together. It didn't looked like that a while ago when you yelled at her", he said.
"What the hell am I supposed to say? You said you'd wait for me until I get back but here you are with someone else. And that someone else happens to be MY best friend. I kept my promise while you just broke yours. Do you know how that makes me feel? I was so anxious and nervous and excited to come see you", I cried my eyes out.
"You don't understand. It was hard for me to just pretend like you leaving was okay for me. So I started hanging out with Nina. I like her but honestly I'm still in love with you. I can fix this I swear. I'll just tell her it's not working out", he said.
"And then what? You'll tell her you'll be with me? I don't think so. I don't want to be the reason why you broke up with her. It's too late already. She's madly in love with you. You already hurt me. It won't be fair if you do the same to her." I got up and walked away from him.
I didn't know if I was angry at him, or Nina... or myself.

I walked into the house and ran to my room. I couldn't breathe. I kept pacing back and forth. I thought maybe going to sleep should help me calm down.

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"(Y/n). (Y/n) wake up."
I slowly opened my eyes and saw Jimin's face close to mine. I yelled and pushed him, causing him to fall of the bed.
"What the hell?", he said as he rubbed his head.
"Sorry, you scared me", I said as I sat up.
"Am I really that ugly?", he joked. I threw him a pillow.
"Why did you wake me up? It's early", I told him.
"It's past 12pm", he said.
"That's early. Now get out and let me sleep", I put a pillow over my head.
"You've been sleeping a lot these past couple of days. You have to get up. The guys and I are going out and now you are too. Now get your lazy ass up before I grab you and shower you myself", he said crossing his arms.
"It's not like you haven't done it before. Anyways I don't feel like going out", I told him.
"Is this because of Taehyung? You can't let him do this to you. Show him that you aren't weak", he said.
"Nina will be there and I don't wanna see them swallowing each other's saliva", I said.
"I don't think she'll come. I haven't seen her with Taehyung", he said. I stayed silent.
"Let's go. Just for a bit. If you don't wanna be there any longer I'll bring you back home", he said.
"Fine. Just give me a couple of minutes", I said.

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All of the guys and I are at the park. I guess they're selling food or something to raise up money for a friend of theirs. I never left Jimin's side. I took a few glances at Taehyung. He wouldn't stop staring at me.

A few minutes pass when I felt someone grab my arm and pull me away.
"Taehyung what the hell are you doing??", I said as I tried to get my arm back. He didn't say anything, he just kept pulling me. He stopped in an area where hardly anyone can see us. He turned around and kissed me. I tried to push him away but I couldn't because his hands were holding my face.
"Are you insane??? Why did you do that??", I yelled.
"I love you", he said.
"You're with Nina. You can't love me", I told him.
"She broke up with me. She over heard me talking to Jimin about you. And how I feel about you. Ever since you came back, I couldn't stop thinking about you. The more I thought about you, the less I started having feelings for Nina. I'm sorry if I hurt you. I'm sorry if I broke my promise. But I'm trying so hard to fix it. And I can't do that if you won't try too", he said. I didn't know what to say.
"I-I don't know", I stuttered.
"Don't you love me anymore?", he asked.
I didn't want to admit it to him but I made it obvious to him since I felt my cheeks getting hot.
He leaned in and stared kissing me softly. I just stood there, not knowing what to do. A while later I responded to the kiss by wrapping my arms around his neck and pulled him closer.
After we pulled away, we were out of breath. What did I just do?
"I shouldn't have done that", I whisper.
"Why not?", he asked.
"Nina will be hurt if she finds out", I said.
"But she broke up with me. And she already knows about how feel for each other", he said.
"And that's supposed to be a good thing? She'll just feel worse", I said.
"I'll talk to her. I'll explain everything so she'll understand, okay?", he said. I thought about it but then nodded.

Weeks pass after Taehyung and I talked to Nina. She was hurt but she understood. I still felt a little awkward with the whole PDA thing and all the teasing but I'm sure I'll get over it. I just hope this relationship with Taehyung will work out.

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I don't know if this is lame or cheesy but oh well. I will continue writing tomorrow. Too much anxiety tonight. Goodnight👍🏻