Rapmonster has been ignoring me for a couple of days now. I don't know why. I've been trying to talk to him but all he does is shrug.
"Namjoon why are you ignoring me?", I asked him.
"I'm surprised you don't even know", he said without looking at me. I sat down on his lap to make sure he looked at me.
"Tell me please", I said.
"Do you still love me?", he asked seriously. I shot up my eyebrows in shock. "Of course I do. Why would you ask that?", I told him.
"You've been spending a lot of time with that guy from work", he said.
"He's just an old friend", I said.
"An old friend that you were in love with", he said.
"I don't love him anymore. I love you," I told him. He looked away.
"Right", he said with an uninterested voice.
"Do you want me to prove it to you?", I asked him. He looked back at me. I cupped his cheeks and kissed him. He didn't kiss back. I pulled away and tears started to form. I got up and walked out of the room. I walked and walked until I couldn't breathe. I stopped at a park and sat down on a bench. My phone kept vibrating. The guys were calling me but I didn't answer. I needed some fresh air.
"What are you doing here?"
I looked back and saw Kevin, the guy I work with.
"I just needed to breathe", I told him. He sat next to me.
"Right. Everyone needs to breathe", he said. I just smiled. My phone kept on ringing. I declined the call.
"Are you and Rap monster not talking?", he asked.
"I'd prefer not to say", I told him. He nodded. He put his hand on my thigh and rubbed it.
"If you need anyone, I'll be here", he whispered. I moved his hand from my thigh.
"Thanks but no thanks", I said feeling uncomfortable.
"You know you've changed a lot. Back then you were all smiley and you would tell me anything. We were best friends remember? You used to put your hair in two braids. I remember you're pants got stuck on something sharp and it ripped. You were wearing some panties that had hearts on it", he laughed.
"Hey that's not funny. I was so embarrassed. I had to walk with my hand covering my butt", I said lightly punching him.
"It was cute though. That's one of the reasons why I liked you", he said.
"What?", I told him.
"I liked you back then. And I still like you. I want to be with you. I know you used to like me back then. I was afraid to tell you how I felt though", he said.
"Really?", I asked him and he nodded.
"When I first saw you in a long time I thought how beautiful you've gotten. It's been killing me not to kiss you. I thought you would find me creepy", he said getting closer. He cupped my cheeks and leaned in. He hesitated at first but kissed me. I kissed him back. He grabbed my waist and put me on his lap so I would straddle him. No one was around, it was late. I moaned as he rubbed my core.
"F-Faster", I whispered. He did as I told him. I was close to reaching my climax but he took out his fingers and unbuckled his belt. He put my panties aside and put his member in me. I moaned his name repeatedly after every thrust. After I came, he carried me close to a tree and turned me over. He entered from behind as I held on to the tree.
"K-Kevin", I moaned. His speed increased meaning he was close. After we both came, he pulled himself out of me and kissed me. I didn't realized what I have done until Kevin told me he loved me. I panicked and left him there. I cried until I got home. I went up to the room and found Rapmonster sitting on the bed with his phone. He's been crying?
"Hey", I said. He looked up at me.
"So I'm guessing you don't love me anymore then", he said sternly. I gave him a look. He unlocked his phone and put the voicemail on speaker. My heart started beating fast. Tears already left my eyes.
"It's not what you think", I said crying.
"Really?! Then what is it?!", he yelled. I didn't know what to say so I stayed quiet.
"I want you out of here", he said.
"Wait Namjoon I'm sorry! I have no where else to go", I said.
"You should've thought about that when you screwed him. Maybe you should go with your new lover", he said before walking away. I stayed there crying. I had no choice but to pack my stuff and leave. I went to a hotel and stayed there. I quit my job because I didn't want anything to do with Kevin. A couple of days have passed and I've been trying to call Namjoon. He never answered. I had to go back to the U.S. where my parents were because I couldn't stand living in Korea anymore. I regret what I did to Namjoon and hopefully he is now happy.

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Never ever cheat on a person.
If you do you are so cruel for not thinking about the other person. And if you're doing it for revenge, it'll just make you look bad. Love the person you're with and if you're starting to doubt your feelings for them, be honest and tell them. What's better? Cheating on someone and putting drama into your life or being honest and at least tried to make things work? You choose your path.