I have been working for BTS for a couple of weeks now. I get their schedules ready, I get their wardrobe to them, I tell them information about future interviews they'll be having, etc. I have gotten pretty close to them but I have trouble being around Rap monster. He's so tall and handsome. They sometimes invite me to go eat with them but I don't dare to because I already don't eat comfortable in front of people so imagine when I'm there with Rap monster? No thanks.
I was on my way to their studio to give Suga some paperwork. When I entered, I didn't see Suga there but Rapmonster.
"Hey Jinny, come in," he said.
I hesitated at first but walked slowly to him.
"H-Have you seen S-Suga?", I stuttered.
"Yea, he actually left a while ago. Why? Do you need something?", he asked.
"Umm..I-I need to give him some paperwork", I said.
"Oh. You can just leave them here. He'll be back in a couple of hours", he smiled. I nodded and put them on the table. I was about to leave but he grabbed my wrist.
"Do you want to go eat after work? The guys and I are going to a coffee shop nearby. I hear they have amazing chocolate croissants", he smiled.
"I-I can't. I have something to do", I told him without looking at him. I tried to get my arm back but he just held on tighter.
"Why do you do that? Why is it whenever we ask you to go somewhere with us, you make up an excuse not to go", he asked.
"I'm no-"
"Yes you are. Why? Don't you like us?", he asked.
"Y-Yes", I whispered. He turned me around only to find me blushing intensely.
He smirked and asked, "Do you like me?"
I couldn't look at him when I nodded.
"Great. So after work we're going to the coffee shop. Meet me in front of the building or you'll suffer the consequences", he said before walking out of the room. I had to fan myself because I was sweating and I couldn't breathe.
Now what am I gonna do? And what did he mean I'll suffer the consequences?
Throughout work I couldn't concentrate. Rapmonster kept staring at me if I was in the same room as him. From the corner of my eye I could see him licking his lips. I only had a couple of minutes left until I was almost done with work. I went to the bathroom and splashed water all over my face. No matter how many times I did that I still felt heat on my face. I took a couple of minutes to breathe and headed towards the front of the building.
"So you decided to come", Rapmonster was smirking. I slowly nodded.
"Well let's get going then", he said as he took my hand.
"Wait. Where are the others?", I asked him.
"They're gonna meet us there", he said as he tugged on my arm to get moving.
We were both quiet as we walked to the coffee shop. He was still holding my hand which made my blush a little. Now and then he would caress my hand with his thumb or he would softly squeeze. I tried not to look at him, even though that's impossible because his face is so hypnotizing.
"You know it's considered impolite to stare", he smirked at me.
I shook my head and looked away.
"I-I wasn't s-staring", I said. He just chuckled.
When we got there, I didn't see any of the guys.
"Where are they?", I asked.
He went towards a table and sat down. I did the same.
"They're not here. It's just you and me. If I told you that it was just gonna be the both of us, you wouldn't have came", he said.
"Oh." Is all I could say. I didn't feel comfortable. Especially with Rapmonster sitting across from me and staring right into my soul.
"You need to relax. I'm not gonna eat you or anything like that. I mean I would. But I'm not going to", he said smirking. I blushed at what he said.
"Just try to enjoy yourself," he smiled. I nodded.
The whole time we talked about music. I actually sang a little. Not professionally. After we were done he walked me home.
I didn't feel as nervous as before but I managed.
"Thanks for today. I had fun",I told him.
"And now when we ask you to go somewhere, you won't make up an excuse," he said. I nodded.
We stared at each other for what seemed like forever. He leaned in closer until our noses touched. He was about to go further but his phone rang. He picked it up and I heard him say he was on his way over to the studio. After he hung up, he looked at me.
"I have to go. We were supposed to continue practice 10 minutes ago", he said.
"It's ok. I have to clean my place up anyways. The kids make such a mess", I said.
"Kids?", he asked.
"Yea. My little brothers. I'm their legal guardian", I said.
"Oh", is all that came out his mouth.
"Jinny, Alex took my toys and won't give them back!"
"They're mine! She bought them for me!"
"I have to go or else there's gonna be a war in there", I told him.
"Ok. I'll see you tomorrow", he said before walking off.
I closed the door and looked at the mess that was in front of me. I was picking up the clothes that were on the floor until I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and Rapmonster instantly cupped my cheeks and kissed me. I was surprised at first but I wrapped my arms around his neck and responded.
"Jinny! Alex isn't listeni- eww gross."
I pulled away laughing and turned to Mathew.
"Go and tell Alex that both of you guys need to shower and go to bed. I'll be right up", I told him. He nodded and went upstairs. I looked back at Rapmonster to see him smiling. He leaned in again and kissed me. Before things got heated, I pulled away and told him he had to leave to practice or he'll get into trouble.
"I'll see you tomorrow then", he said and kissed me one more time before he left.
I closed the door and leaned against it while biting me lip.
"I'm gonna shower first!"
"No I'm gonna shower first!"
"Jinny tell him I'm gonna shower first!"
I just laughed and went upstairs.

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Rapmonster looks so cute in that picture. I love his smile it's so perfect!