It's been a couple of months since I started getting feelings for Jimin. Ever since my ex boyfriend tried to force me to have sex with him, he's been taking care of me. Every time I'm with him, I feel safe, but I don't know if he just sees me as a really close friend. I'm afraid to confess to him because if he doesn't feel the same way, our friendship won't be the same anymore. The guys always tease me when I'm around him. I guess I make it that obvious.
We were in the living room watching tv shows. Two of their friends starred in them.
"Jenny is a really good actress," Taehyung said.
"I remember when Jimin used to have a crush on her. He would talk about her nonstop," Rap monster said.
"Oh yea Jimin would always get red when she was around. He looked like a tomato," J-hope laughed.
I was getting annoyed so I stood up and went to the kitchen. I got a cup and filled it with water.
"Mae, are you ok?", Jin asked as I took a sip.
"Yea. My throat was getting dry so," I said as I looked away. Jin came towards me and stood next to me, leaning against the sink.
"Why don't you just tell Jimin you like him already?", Jin asked. I choked on the water.
"W-What? I don't know w-what you're t-talking about", I said avoiding his eyes.
"Oh c'mon Mae. You make it so obvious. You're always happy when you're around him. And when he plays around with you, you start blushing. You bite you're lip when you stare at him. And when he makes you nervous, you stutter", he said.
"Well why does it matter now? I know he doesn't feel the same way. I'm not as pretty as that 'Jenny' girl. She's way more talented than I am. I mean why would he like me? I'm damaged", I said. Jin put his arm around me.
"You aren't damaged. Whatever that jerk did to you isn't your fault. And you are beautiful. Jimin takes care of you well. Have you ever thought about why he does that? Maybe telling him how you feel will help him realize that you are an amazing girl. You don't need to be talented for him to like you. Just think about it", he said as he ruffled my hair. He went back to the living room with the guys. I was confused and angry at the same time. I wasn't in the mood anymore to watch the tv shows so I made my way to the room.
"Mae? Where are you going?", Jungkook asked?
"Upstairs. I'm tired so imma just go to bed", I said. I didn't see Jin or Jimin in the living room anymore.
I walked into the room and changed to my pj's, a huge shirt and some shorts. I was laying down on my bed when I heard a knock on the door. I looked to see it was Jimin.
"What's wrong Mae?", he asked.
"Nothing", I said laying back down.
"You're lying", he said.
"And how do you know that?", I asked, staring at the ceiling.
"Cuz you aren't looking at me. Usually when you lie, you don't look directly into my eyes", he said. I sat back up and stared at him. It was silent for a bit. I didn't even realize I was biting my lip.
"So it IS true," he said with a smirk.
"Hmm? What?", I asked, confused.
"You bite your lip when you stare at me", he said.
"A-Ani I j-just spaced out", I said looking away.
"You aren't looking at me so you're lying. And am I making you nervous? You're stuttering. You look cute when you're blushing", he smirked as he walked towards me. How the hell does he know my weaknesses?? I tried to walk out the room but it was too late. He was already standing in front of me as I got up.
"Look at me", he said. I couldn't dare look at him. My face must be burning right now. He pulled my chin so I would be looking at him. We stayed like that for a while until he broke the silence.
"Stop biting your lip before I bite it for you", he said with a deep voice.
After he said that I felt like my face was on fire. What is he doing to me?? And why?? He chuckled at my reaction.
"Would you like that?", he asked as he got closer. As he kept taking a few steps forward I took a few steps back. My legs hit the edge of the bed causing me to fall back. I thought Jimin would stop but he kept coming forward. Next thing I knew he was lying on top of me as he bit his lip.
"J-Jimin?", I said nervously.
"Hmm?", is all he said.
"What are you doing?", I asked him again.
"Teasing you", he smirked.
"Why?", I didn't want to look at him.
"Cuz I'm enjoying it", he said before he chuckled.
I tried to push him off me but he wouldn't budge. I had trouble breathing because of the position we were in.
"I want to let you know that Jenny has nothing on you. I used to like her but that was a long time ago. She's not like you. I enjoy every time I'm with you. Especially now", he said before kissing me. It took me a while until I kissed him back. Things got a bit heated as I felt something hard between my legs. He pulled away and had a smirk on his face. I gave him a confused look. That's when I felt him grind on me. I moaned and covered my mouth after. I got embarrassed and looked away from him. Then I felt him kissing and sucking on my neck as he kept grinding on me. I bit my lip so hard I felt like I was gonna start bleeding. I was scared about what was gonna happen next because I've never gone that far. I've only had one boyfriend and he almost took advantage of me. I knew I could trust Jimin but I felt something that I've never felt before.
"I want you", is what he whispered into my ear. I didn't know what to do. I did want him too but he made me nervous.
"Are you ok? Why are you crying? Did I hurt you? I'm sorry", he said as he hugged me.
"No it's nothing. I'm fine. It's just...I've never-", I couldn't finish my sentence because Jimin interrupted me.
"I'm sorry if I'm rushing things. I know you almost experienced something horrible a couple of months ago. I don't want to do something you're not comfortable with", he said.
"No it's not that. I want to. I've been wanting to. It's just you make me nervous", I said blushing. He smiled. He was about to kiss me but we heard the door open. We looked and saw the guys with smirks on their faces. I pushed Jimin off me and covered my face with a pillow.
"I told you it would work. You owe $5," Taehyung said to J-Hope.
"What the hell are you guys talking about?", I said with the pillow on my face.
"We planned everything Mae. Since you wouldn't confess to Jimin, we thought we would help you", Taehyung said. I looked over at Jimin and saw him with a huge grin plastered onto his face.
"I feel so embarrassed," I said laying back on the bed.
"Why? You're mine now so you don't have to be embarrassed", Jimin said before kissing me all over my face.
"Kookie, cover your innocent eyes!", Jin said.
"Wae? All they're doing is kissi- o my god he has his hand up her shirt. Byyee!!", he said as he left.
"Gross. Get a room guys", Suga said.
"Gladly", Jimin said as he pushed the guys out of the room. He came back towards me and continued what we were doing. While we were in the middle of doing our business, I accidentally yelled out I love you and covered my mouth after. I blushed intensely and regret what I just said. Jimin stopped to look at me and uncovered my mouth.
"I love you too", he whispered. We continued what we were doing and I felt so happy to hear him say that. Now I know he wasn't teasing me for sex. I love him so much.