*Warning: this one is really really really sad.
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I was lying down in the bed as I stared at the ceiling, replaying what had happened days ago.

"Jungkook, you can't leave me here. Please!", I cried out.

"I'm sorry (y/n). You need help. You won't listen to me so it's best if you get professional help. I'm not allowed to come for visits so I'll just call you on your laptop. Please accept the help. If you don't, you'll die", Jungkook said.

"I'm not changing anything. You can't force me to stay here", I said, passing by him only to be grabbed by two nurses.

Jungkook kissed my forehead before heading towards the exit.

"Jungkook! Jungkook wait! Please don't leave me here!", you cried out, trying to escape the nurse's grip but I couldn't.

All I could do was watch Jungkook as he left the building.

My thoughts were interrupted by a ringing sound coming from my laptop. I sat up and answered the call.

"Hey (y/n)."

"Hey Taehyung". I smiled weakly.

"What are you doing?", he asked.

"Nothing..is Jungkook there with you? He hasn't called me in a week", I said.

"He's in the living room. I'll go get him for you", he smiled cheekily before heading towards the living room with the laptop.

"Kookie, (y/n) wants to talk to you", Taehyung handed the laptop to Jungkook.

I smiled once I saw his face. His expression was quite different than mine. A thin line remained on his face as he stared at you.

"Hey Jungkook, why haven't you called me? I was starting to get worried", I said.

"Have you been eating?", he asked, getting right to the point.

My smile disappeared and was replaced by a slight frown.

"Jungkook I really don't want to get into that. I don't want to fight-"

"I asked you a question", he said.

I sighed and shook my head. His jaw clenched up. I could tell he tried not to get too angry in front of his hyungs.

"Your dinner has arrived", the nurse smiled brightly as she carried a tray of food.

She placed the tray on the table that was next to the hospital bed. Then she put two white pills next to the food, saying once again to take them when I finish the food. The nurse left the room and all I could do is stare at the food. I felt uncomfortable because Jungkook was watching me through the laptop. Usually I would just throw the food and pills away into the trash but I can't do that with him watching.

"Eat the food", he demanded.

"Jungkook..I'm not hungry..", I mumbled.

"I'm not telling you again. Eat the damn food", he repeated.

"...I'm not hu-"

"(Y/n)!", he yelled, startling me.

"I'm getting sick and tired of trying to help you and you refuse it. I'm I just supposed to pretend that you're healthy and not in danger of dying?! Are you really happy and proud with the way you look??", he kept scolding me.

"Jungkook, that's a bit too harsh."

I could hear Taehyung trying to calm Jungkook down.

"I don't care! If she doesn't care about my regards I'm her health, then I can deal with it anymore", Jungkook said before walking away from the laptop.

"Jungkook Wait! Please!", I cried out but all I could hear was the door slamming.

Taehyung was about to speak but I couldn't handle talking to him so I hung up. I wiped away my tears and glanced over at the food. I picked up the tray and threw it across the room. I picked up anything that I saw and just threw it anywhere.

The nurses came in to calm me down but I was too upset. One of them hugged me, hoping the pressure would help but all that made me feel was dizzy. I ended up fainting in her arms.

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When I woke up, I noticed a tube going into my nose and down into my throat. I began to cough, groaning as my head was hurting.

"(Y/n), how are you feeling?"

"Taehyung? What are you doing here?", I asked, carefully sitting up.

"The hospital called us. We came to check on you", he said.

"We?..is Jungkook here too?", I asked.

"Yeah. Unfortunately he doesn't want to see you. He's really upset at you (y/n). And actually I am too. How can you just not eat? You're already on the tube. This is dangerous what you're doing", he said.

I bit my lip and looked down at my hands. Taehyung sighed and took my hand in his.

"We really care about you (y/n). And Jungkook loves you so much. Which is why he put you in this hospital in the first place. We want to see you get better. Do you not want to live? Is that it? You're close to dying", he said.

I pulled my sleeves and wiped away my tears.

"I want to see Jungkook. I want to apologize to him", I mumbled.

Taehyung nodded and left the room. I was feeling a bit cold despite having it be 90 degrees outside. I wrapped myself with the blankets and sighed. I stared out the window and noticed a bird chirping while hanging out on a branch, putting a smile on my face.

"I don't know why you're smiling in this situation."

I turned my gaze back to the door. Jungkook was standing there, a frown on his face.

"Hey Jungkook..", I mumbled.

The atmosphere turned quite awkward as it went silent. Jungkook day down on the chair and hugged out a breath.

"I know you're mad at me-"

"Mad? No. Furious? Way furious", he said.

"I'm sorry Jungkook. I just can't eat", I said.

"And why is that?", he asked.

"Because...I don't want to get fat again...", I mumbled.

He chuckled coldly and shook his head.

"You don't understand. You don't know how it feels like, people staring at you and making disgusting comments about your 'rolls'. I hated the way I look. I just don't want to look like that again", I said.

"(Y/n), there was nothing wrong with you. You were so beautiful in my eyes. But starving yourself is only causing you to rot. What would I do if something worse happened to you? I wouldn't be able to bare it. I love you (y/n). Do you not see that?? Please, I'm begging you. Let me help you get better. Because if not, I can't come back here knowing you're gonna die soon", he said.

A few tears spilled from my eyes. He grabbed my hand and kissed the palm. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him in for a kiss.

"Promise me you'll start eating again", he said.

"..."

"Please", he whispered.

"Okay. I promise", I said, a smile appearing on Jungkook's face before kissing me.
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Not trying to offend anyone. Just know how it feels like to not eat in order to get that "perfect" body. It wasn't too bad though. All of you are beautiful people and more beautiful when you take care of yourselves. Please do so you can continue on living a beautiful life❤️❤️❤️