What is a crush? Most would describe that word as a step before you realize you're in love with a person, if that 'crush' lasts longer than three months. Others would describe it as a bad feeling. Feeling crushed after their crush doesn't feel the same way.

In your case, the word 'crush' doesn't exist. You don't really get along with people, except your best friend. She is like your twin. She knows whenever someone gets on your nerves, she'll step in and take care of it. Unfortunately she moved away and now you have to deal with people yourself.

She moved right at the wrong time because the guy from your dance class keeps bothering you. It's been happening for weeks now.

You were waiting on the bleachers for your coach. You arrived a bit early so to kill time, you decided to practice the choreography that the coach taught you. You had to stretch first so you won't pull a muscle. You sat down on the ground, placing both legs out and together so you can touch your toes.

"Need help there?"

You mentally groaned as you heard the familiar voice that annoys you so much. You ignored him and continued to stretch. You can feel him staring intensely at you.

"Don't you have something better to do?", you asked, stretching your arms.

"No. I'd rather be here and watch you stretch", he said, leaning against the wall.

"Do I have to push you out again? I have a private dancing lesson in a few minutes", you said, standing up and placing your hands on your hips.

"Go ahead. I love when you push me around", he softly smirked.

"Ugh, you're impossible", you groaned as you walked towards him, grabbing his arm to push him out.

He stayed in placed. He kept smiling as you had a hard time getting him out of the room.

"I hate you", you groaned again.

"Okay, both you and I know...that's a lie", he whispered into your ear before backing away with a smirk on his face.

When he left the room, you looked back at the mirror wall and noticed you were blushing. You lightly slapped yourself so you can get over it.

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After dance practice, you headed home. It was already dark. You missed the bus that you always get at 7:45pm so you had to wait another hour. There was a creepy guy sitting on the bus bench so you had to stand, not like you had a choice. You kept glancing at the guy. He was staring right at you. Not long after, a car pulled up in front of you.

"Get in. I'll take you home", Jin said as he rolled down the window.

"I'm fine taking the bus", you said.

"Well I'm not fine with you staying out late. Get in", he said.

You rolled your eyes and got inside the car. During the drive, Jin kept glancing at you.

"Stop looking at me", you said.

"I can't. I don't know why but every time I look away from you, my eyes always seem to go back to you", he said.

"..shut up", you mumbled.

"What's this? Are you blushing?", he smirked, poking your side.

"I am not!", you said, getting frustrated.

"Yeah you are. You like me. Just admit it", he smiled.

"I-I have nothing to admit", you stuttered.

"Well I like you", he said.

Your eyes slightly widened and you can feel your cheeks heating up. You cleared your throat and looked out the window. He chuckled softly and continued to drive.

When he parked in front of your house, you kept playing with your fingers, not knowing what to say. He tried to look at you but you kept moving your head to another direction.

"Did I, like, freak you out or something?", he chuckled nervously.

"..thanks for the ride", you mumbled, quickly grabbing your things and opened the car door.

You were about to get out but Jin grabbed your wrist. You looked at him, eyes widening as his face was close to yours. You couldn't move. Both of you just stared at each other in silence. It wasn't until he placed his hand on your cheek that made you speak up.

"It's getting late. Maybe you should go", you said.

"What are you so afraid of? You push people away because, what? I don't think you've ever had a boyfriend. I think that's why you're scared", he said.

"I've had plenty of boyfriends. And I'm not scared", you said.

He raised an eyebrow. He quickly placed his lips against yours and waited for your reaction. Of course, you froze. Even as he pulled away.

"Do you still hate me?", he smirked, noticing you turned red.

"..uhh", you were at a loss for words.

"It's time to stop pretending. You like me too", he smiled.

He connected his lips with yours again but this time you kissed him back.

~~~

The next morning, you stretched your arms over your head as you head. You rubbed your eyes to get a clear vision. While doing so, an arm wrapped itself around you. Jin was mumbling in his sleep. You moved his arm away from you and flicked his forehead.

"Ow! What was that for?", he whined while holding his forehead.

"Get up. I have work in a bit", you said.

"Mmm..nah, I think I'll just stay here", he smiled teasingly while wrapping his arm around you again.

"I will flick your forehead again", you said, getting your hand in position.

"Alright I'm getting up", he said, positioning his hands in a surrender motion.

As he got off of your bed, your eyes widened and you looked away.

"It's not like you haven't seen it before", he chuckled while putting on his pants.

You rolled your eyes. He walked towards you and kneeled down in front of you.

"By the way, are you okay? You don't feel pain?", he asked, holding your hand.

"Im okay", you said.

"Great. I'll come back after you're out of work", he smiled and walked away.

"..wait!", you called out.

He turned around and waited for you to say something. You were struggling but he knew what you wanted. He walked back towards you and cupped your cheeks with his hand, placing a soft kiss on your lips.

"Have a good day", he smiled again and left you there as your heart raced, telling you that whatever you felt for him is way better than anyone can describe.
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So I want to make something clear and talk about something that's very sensitive. I've received a few messages from people who said that it was rude of me to say that people younger than 20 shouldn't be having sex and that I have no right to judge because I write smuts that even include the main characters being younger than 20. I've explained this before. I'm not telling anyone what to do. I was leading towards those who aren't mentally stable. Plus, I give a heads up to any smuts. Now, I want to say something that I don't really talk about but I should because I want people to understand me. I was raped at age 15 by a really close friend of mine. We both consented but then I changed my mind because I was scared. After that I couldn't really trust anyone and didn't feel comfortable at all. It took a while for me to get back to my old happy self. I made my peace with the past and I do feel comfortable writing smuts.The reason why I said people who are younger than 20 shouldn't have sex is because most might say something the other person wants to hear. Yes rape can happen at any age but I was just saying from experience. Make sure that you are 100% comfortable and do it because you want to, not because the other person wants to. It's your body so you must take care of it.