About a year ago, my boyfriend Taehyung died due to health problems. The first couple of months without him were horrible.

I locked myself in my room, I wouldn't eat, I wouldn't hang out with my friends anymore, etc.

Then Jungkook started to take care of me. He made sure I wasn't alone and if I didn't feel like talking, he would just sit with me in silence.

Eight months later, I started feeling like myself again. All because of Jungkook. We would hang out more often and we've gotten close. So close, we ended up having feelings for each other but we agreed not to date until I was ready.

"(Y/n), lets go to the park! The guys are already there!", Jungkook yelled from the bedroom.

"I'm just changing!", I yelled.

I stared at myself in the mirror and nodded when I felt comfortable. I made sure I wore the necklace Taehyung gave me for my birthday and walked towards Jungkook.

"I'm ready", I smiled.

"Lets go then", he said as he grabbed my hand and walked out of the house.
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"Finally! What took you guys so long?", J-Hope asked.

"(Y/n) was having trouble picking out an outfit", Jungkook elbowed me.

"I want to look nice", I shrugged my shoulders.

"You look beautiful so next time just choose whatever", Jungkook smiled as he poked my side.

I sat down and leaned on a tree as I watched the guys play basketball. I closed my eyes and thought about the first time Taehyung and I came to this park.

"Having fun?"

I opened my eyes and slowly turned my head to the left. I covered my mouth to prevent me from screaming. My heart started beating fast and I wasn't sure whether to be happy or scared.

"Taehyung?", I said.

He smiled and scooted closer to me.

"This can't be happening again", I said to myself.

"What? You actually thought you'd never see me again", he smirked.

"You can't be here. I already told you I have to let you go. I can't.."

"Then why are you wearing the necklace I gave you?", he asked as he pointed to the small heart shaped necklace.

"I...it helps me relax", I said as I looked away.

He put his hand under my chin and lightly turned my head so I would look at him.

"I like Jungkook now", I said.

"But you're still in love with me", he said.

I closed my eyes and turned away.

"You can't be here. I can't love you forever. You have to go", I said.

"Go where?"

I opened my eyes and didn't find Taehyung next to me but Jungkook. I sighed in relief and smiled at Jungkook.

"Nothing. Can we go now?", I asked him.

"Yea, let me just grab my stuff", he said before walking away towards the benches.

I'm sorry Taehyung.
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We spent the rest of the day at the movies and the beach but we had to go home because Jungkook had to go to practice.

"Are you okay? You seemed a little off today at the park", he said.

"I'm fine", I said.

"Are you sure? If something is bothering you, you know you can tell me right?", he asked.

"Yes I know", I smiled.

When Jungkook left for practice, I walked towards my closet and took out a black sweater. I stared at it for a couple of seconds and threw it over my back. I slithered my hands into the sleeves and hugged myself as the long sweater warmed up my upper body.

"What a way of letting me go."

I looked back to find Taehyung sitting on my bed. I closed my eyes and turned away so my back would be facing him.

"You're not real. You're not real. I'm just hallucinating", I said to myself.

I felt a pair of hands on my waist and soft lips on my neck.

"My sweater looks good on you", he whispered.

The way he said that made the little hairs on the back of my neck stand.

He turned me around and put one hand on my cheek.

"I miss you", my voice cracked as the tears in my eyes were rolling down my cheeks.

He wiped the tears away and slowly leaned in. I couldn't believe I'm feeling his lips once again. I know he's not actually there but why does it feel like he is.

"Start being happy from now on. I don't want my (y/n) faking a smile", he said as he softly poked the tip of my nose.

He leaned in again and I closed my eyes.
I heard a knock on the door and Jungkook calling for me.

I opened my eyes and Taehyung was gone.

"Isn't that Taehyung's sweater? Why do you have it? And why are you crying??", Jungkook asked.

"You know how you asked if something is bothering me?", I asked him. He nodded.

I took off the sweater and handed it to him.

"Burn it."
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A couple of days have passed and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me. I decided I was ready to take the next step with Jungkook which he proudly agreed and accepted. I still wear Taehyung's necklace because it calms me anytime I feel scared or nervous. Sometimes I feel like Taehyung is watching over me, just not the way I experienced.
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I got this idea from Grey's Anatomy. Such a good show👌🏻