"Don't they have scary movies here? It's a bunch of shows and news I don't understand", I groaned as I changed through the channels of the tv.

"Well, hospitals don't really have anything good to watch on tv. But they have wifi", Jungkook said.

I fixed my hospital gown as I got off the bed and looked through my bag. I took out my phone and frowned as I didn't see any missed calls or text messages.

"What's wrong?", Jungkook asked.

"Taehyung hasn't called me. Have you seen him today?", I asked him as I turned to face him.

"Not since last night. He looked really pissed. What happened?", he asked.

"We got into a fight. I forgot to take my medication and he was scolding me and I told him I don't need him to remind me about anything and so he left", I said, sitting back down on the bed.

"Have you tried calling him?", he asked. I shook my head.

"I'll just let him cool down for a bit. I'll call him later.

A couple of minutes later, Jungkook was on the chair sleeping while I was staring at my phone. The doctor came in with a not so huge smile, meaning there must be something wrong.

"Ms. (Y/n), how are you feeling?", he asked.

"A bit tired but I'm used to it", I said as I shrugged my shoulders.

"Um..(y/n), there's something that you should know. Your heart isn't improving on the medication that you are taking. So your heart is becoming weaker. We can examine you and give the treatment that you need..but people that have the same condition as you that take this treatment either get better or they end up worse", he said.

"So there's a 50% chance I won't get better?", I asked.

"Well in your state, 30% chance. I'm sorry but if we start right away with the treatment, we're very hopeful you have a better chance of recovery", he said. I nodded.

~~~~

I was in the bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror. I don't even look like myself anymore. I have dark circles, my body has gotten a bit slimmer, I lost the color of my skin, and my hair is thinning out.

Are they sure they're hopeful with a recovery?

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A few days have passed since they started the treatment. I don't feel any different after, I just feel more tired. The guys sometimes come in to check on me but they can't stay long because of their schedule. Jungkook, on the other hand, stays by my side 24/7. He's my big brother, he worries a lot.

It was around 2 pm when I got a text message.

T: hey

Taehyung?

Me: hi

.

T: how are you
.
Me: tired

.

T: did you take your medication?

I frowned. I can't tell him. I can't tell any of them. They'll just worry more and be distracted from their work. It won't hurt to lie right? Just a small lie. Doctor said the treatments working so no need to tell them.

Me: yes

.

T: that's good. Eat and sleep well. I gotta go.

I sighed in relief and smiled. I laid down on the bed but flinched when I felt pain on my side.

"Ouch", I held on to my side.

"What's wrong?? Want me to call the doctor?", Jungkook asked as he quickly walked towards me.

"No...I just hit myself", I chuckled awkwardly, hoping he doesn't worry.

He nodded and sat down on the chair.

"Taehyung texted me", I said, smiling as I stared at my phone.

"Oh...so everything is okay with you two now?", he asked.

"Not exactly. He just wanted to know how I was doing. It's not really much but it's something", I said.

I felt myself getting cold so I grabbed the blankets and covered my body. My throat felt dry and itchy.

"Jungkook, can you buy me water from the vending machines? I hate the water they bring", I asked.

"Sure", he said before leaving the room.

I was sweating yet my body felt cold. My breathing started getting heavy and my chest felt tight. I thought I was having another panic attack so I did what usually everyone tells me to do. Close your eyes and take deep breaths.

~~~~

"I hate practice sometimes. It gets so exhausting!", J-Hope whined as he dropped himself on the couch.

The rest of the guys walked into their dorm with sweaty clothes.

"We should go see (y/n). Jungkook must be tired. We should help him out", Jin said.

"I'm staying here", Taehyung said.

"Why don't you go see her? She is your girlfriend. She's gonna feel like you don't love her anymore", Jin said.

"She has you guys there to comfort her. It's not like she's alone anyways", Taehyung said.

"You don't even miss her? Not even a little?", Rap monster asked.

"Mmmm....yea I do", Taehyung said, smiling weakly at his hands.

"Then let's go", J-Hope said.

It took them a while to convince Taehyung to go. They were close to opening the door but Jungkook entered with a puffy face.

"Hey Jungkook what's going on? Aren't you supposed to be with (y/n)?", J-Hope asked.

"She's dead."

Everyone's face dropped when they heard those two words come out of Jungkook's mouth.

"She asked me to buy her water from the vending machines. When I got back, I thought she was sleeping. I felt her skin and she was cold. I tried to wake her up but she never responded. Her doctor said her heart wasn't responding to the treatment she was getting. She's gone", he said and walked away to his room with hunched shoulders and his head down.

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Months have passed since they heard the bad news. I wish I knew it was gonna happen so I could at least tell Taehyung I was sorry.

Sometimes I would watch them from afar. They seem to have gotten back to themselves but Taehyung is different. He smiles here and then but not like before. I just hope he meets someone to make him happy again.