The sun shining through the window woke me up. My eyes blinked rapidly so my vision would clear. My hair was in my face and the pillows were on the floor. I tried to remember what happened last night but when I turned over and saw Yoongi's sleeping face, the memory came back to me. My cheeks turned pink and I covered my body with the blanket.

I have to get out of here.

My head was pounding as I put on my clothes. I was putting on my pants but I lost my balance and ended up falling on the floor. Yoongi starting moving in his sleep and my body froze. I looked over the edge and sighed in relief as I noticed he was still sleeping.

After putting on my clothes, I carefully walked out of the room, closing the door behind me. As I entered the room I shared with Jimin, my head was killing me. I grabbed some pills in the bathroom and swallowed them.

"Where were you last night?", Jimin asked, leaning against the door.

"Huh?", I turned and almost bumped into Jimin.

"Well you disappeared yesterday after we had a few drinks. You weren't in the room when I got here. Where were you?", he asked.

"I..I was..in the other room?", I said nervously.

"What other room?", he asked.

"Um.."

"You were in Yoongi's room, weren't you?", he asked.

"W-Why would you say that?", I asked, avoiding eye contact.

"I'm not stupid. You know he has a girlfriend right? Why would you do something like this?", he asked.

"I didn't mean to. It just happened. I don't remember anything", I said, groaning.

I went back to the room and he followed. I sat down on my bed and combed my hair with my fingers.

"Look, I know you like him but drinking the way you were last night is not gonna make him like you. Like I said, he has a girlfriend. A girlfriend of three years. If she finds out, both of you are in trouble", he said.

"I just wanted to impress him. I don't think he'll remember either so it's best to not bring it up. I'll just pretend nothing happened", I said.

"He'll remember sooner or later", he said.

"Well if he remembers then I'll pretend nothing happened. It was just a dream he had", I said.

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I took a shower and made sure I looked decent. While I was putting on my sweater, a knock startled me.

"Hey, your phone was in my room", Yoongi said.

"..oh..I wonder how that got in there..", I laughed nervously and grabbed my phone.

Before I could pull away, he grabbed my wrist, keeping me in place. My breath hitched and my cheeks were burning.

"I found something else", he said.

He put opened my hand and placed something on it. When he pulled away, I blushed intensely as I noticed what he put in my hand were the panties I wore last night.

"..uh..these aren't your girlfriend's?", I asked him.

"No. My girlfriend broke up with me a few days ago so I doubt these are hers. Plus, she hates the color pink", he said.

"Your girlfriend broke up with you? Why?", I asked.

"Don't change the subject. Anyways, it doesn't matter. Are we gonna talk about what happened last night or do you just wanna avoid it?", he asked, walking in and closing the door.

"I don't know what you're talking about", I said, backing up.

"I wasn't drunk yesterday..well not as much as you. Do you remember what you told me?", he asked.

I was already sitting down on my bed. He kneeled down in front of me and smiled.

"You said that you've had feelings for me for a really long time. You said you were jealous that my girlfriend..or ex girlfriend..was with me almost all of the time. You dreamt about marrying me and having three children with me. The look on your face when you were telling me all of this. I knew you weren't lying. I shouldn't have let it gone that far. I should've stopped myself. I don't want you to think that you're just a rebound. If it's okay with you, I think it's best if we want a future together then we should wait. I want my ex-girlfriend completely out of my head. I only want to be thinking of you", he said.

"Do you really mean that?", I asked him.

"Yeah. I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel anything for you. But it wouldn't be fair if I asked you to be my girlfriend right at this minute. I'm not sure how long it'll take but I will ask you to be my girlfriend", he said.

"That doesn't sound like you", I said.

"I know. But I remember you saying that if a guy would've asked you out, you would want him to do it in front of everyone and it has to be romantic. I'm not a romantic but I'll try", he smiled.

"You don't need to. And...you remember that?..I said that a few years back", I said.

"I remember everything. Even last night. So..do me a favor and don't go out with anyone else. Wait for me", he said.

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*Six months later*

I was in my room, putting my hair up in a bun. I was exhausted from work and I wish I could sleep but I have a date with Yoongi. It's our third date and I'm a little nervous. I don't know why but I just am.

Yoongi drove us to the beach and we left our shoes in the car. No one was around so we held hands and let our feet sink into the cold sand. We walked along the beach and talked for a while.

"Are you cold?", he asked.

"A Little But I'll warm up soon", I said.

He took off his jacket and wrapped it around me. He stood in front of me and smiled. It was quiet. All you could hear were the waves crashing. Our feet were touching the water which gave me goosebumps. He slowly leaned in so I closed my eyes though I didn't feel his lips on mine. I yelped as water was splashed onto my face. Yoongi held his stomach as he laughed.

"You're gonna get it", I threatened him and put my hands together so I can get a handful of water.

I threw it at him and it got all over his hair. I laughed and laughed until I couldn't breathe.
He grabbed my wrists and pulled me towards him. His hand landed on my cheek and his thumb softly caressed my face. His smile caused my face to turn red. I couldn't look away since his hand prevented me from doing so.

He slowly leaned in once again but I didn't close my eyes until I felt his lips on mine. My arms wrapped around his neck and pulled him closer. The kiss lasted for a few seconds but it felt like hours. When he pulled away, my lips felt like there were sparks.

"Finally", he said.

"Finally? What do you mean?", I asked.

"I didn't really feel anything with my ex-girlfriend. But I kiss you and I felt a lot. What do you say we go back home? The guys are out celebrating something", he said.

"Sure. I'd love that", I smiled.

We went back home to find the guys playing video games. We weren't really loud but it was still perfect.
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I know it's been a couple of days since I've last updated. I'm going through some stuff involving my depression and anxiety. I went back home to my parents so I can focus on myself right now.
Also, I don't know if after I'm done with this book I'll be putting up the seventeen imagines. Not right away anyways. It'll take sometime but hopefully you guys will wait for me. Thanks for understanding!❤️

AND don't worry me too much. I'll be back on my feet in no time!