It has been exactly 210 days since I've been together with Yoongi and 150 days since I've seen him. He went overseas to study for his music. His manager thought it was a bad idea to stay away from the group for a long time but if it meant helping him with perfecting his skills then he let him go for a while. The guys were happy for him to take such an important opportunity like this but I, on the other hand, miss him so much.

We talk on the phone sometimes but for me it isn't enough. I try not to show that it bothers me when Yoongi calls me but it's hard knowing he's miles away from me.

I was sitting on a lounge chair outside on the balcony as I let the cold wind softly hit my face. I would always come out here to get some peace and quiet. Ever since Yoongi's ex-girlfriend talked to me a couple of weeks ago, I've been feeling distant from Yoongi. She told me a bunch of stuff when they were together and our relationship isn't like theirs. I don't know why he decided to go out with me. She's so much better than I am in any way.

"(Y/n), dinner is ready", Jimin said.

"I'm not hungry", I said with my eyes closed.

"But you haven't eaten anything", he said.

"Well maybe because I'm not in the mood to eat", I said as I hugged my knees.

I heard his footsteps fading away and I sighed. I can hear mumbling voices but I'm not sure what was said.

"(Y/n)."

Jin sat down in front of me and looked at me as I stared at the view in the other direction.

"You're not gonna eat?", he asked. I shook my head.

"Why not?", he asked again.

"I'm not hungry", I said. I thought he would believe me but the growling noises my stomach made him think otherwise.

"You've been acting strange these past couple of weeks. What's going on?", he asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"I know you really miss Suga but skipping meals will only make him angry. Why are you skipping meals anyways? Are you trying to lose weight? You don't need to lose weight. Will you promise me you won't do that again?", he asked.

That's not really the reason why I stopped eating but if it makes him think I'm okay...

"Yea I promise", I said.

He smiled hesitantly and walked away.

A couple of hours later, I was still sitting on the balcony but the sky changed from light blue to black. It was around 9 pm and I was waiting for Yoongi to call me. I set my laptop in front of me and right when I opened it, Yoongi was calling me.

"Hey Jagi", he smiled.

"Hey", I showed a small smile.

"What did you do today? I bet you were busy bothering the guys since I'm not there right?", he laughed.

"Uh..no. I didn't really do anything today", I said.

"Why not?", he asked.

"There was really nothing to do", I shrugged my shoulders.

"So..Jin call me a couple of minutes ago. He seems worried about you. He said you haven't been yourself lately. What's wrong? And don't tell me nothing because I know when you're lying", he said.

"Uh...umm....", I didn't know what to say so I just hung up on him.

I wasn't really good at explaining my feelings towards him...or anyone for that matter. I closed my laptop and turned off my phone when Yoongi would call me. I went to my room and buried my face on my pillow. I didn't bother wiping the tears from my face since they wouldn't stop. I fell asleep as soon as my eyes started to close.

The next morning, I felt someone caressing my face. I slowly opened my eyes and gasped when I saw Yoongi smiling at me. I grabbed my pillow and covered my face so he wouldn't see how red my eyes were and how puffy my face was.

"What are you doing here?", I mumbled.

"I was worried about you since you weren't answering my calls. Jagiya, what's wrong? Why were you crying?", he asked as he took the pillow away from my face.

I covered my face with my hands but that didn't stop him. He took both of my wrists and pinned them on each side of my head. I kept my eyes closed and tried not to let his voice get to me.

"Why won't you talk to me?", he asked.

My heart started beating so fast and my face became hot.

"Is this about Seoyun? Jin told me he saw her talking to you. What did she tell you?", he asked.

"That our relationship can't compare to the one you guys had. Is it true you had sex with her? She said you guys would do it everyday. She even said you almost proposed to her", I bit my lip.

"Um...it's true. I almost did but I didn't because she was so controlling. The first time I had sex wth her, it's like she changed after. I didn't wait long enough that's why she was so attached to me. I don't want that to happen with us, that's why I haven't been rushing you to do anything", he said softly.

"But I'm already attached to you", I said as I looked at him.

He chuckled as he saw the cute clueless face I made.

"Not the way Seoyun was. Anyways, now that I'm here, you wanna go get breakfast? Since you haven't been eating these past couple of days", he said.

My eyes widened and my face turned red.
How did he know?

"Jin told me", he said as if he read my mind.

"I should stop making everything so obvious", I made a face.

"No I'm glad you do that way I can take care of you", he smiled as he hugged me.

I ended up falling asleep in his arms as he talked about his trip.
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So..much...cheese.

Anyways I hope you guys liked it.