I was shifting around in my seat, feeling uncomfortable as the seven guys, who say they're my friends, were trying to make a small conversation with me.

"So are you excited to be going home?", the guy who was driving asked.

"Jin, right? Well I really don't know since I can't remember", I said as I looked out the car window.

"That's okay. Your doctor said the amnesia is only temporary so I guess we just wait until your memory comes back", Jin said.

"Well what if her memory doesn't come back?"

"Don't say that hyung. She will get her memory back", the younger one said.

I looked at the guy with blonde hair. His expression makes me worried. Out of all the guys in this car, he makes my insides feel weird....in a good way.

"Remember you sleep in Suga's room. Hopefully he isn't a problem", Jin said.

"Well was he a problem before?", I asked him.

"It's a long story. But don't worry about that. Just focus on trying to regain your memory. No pressure", he smiled.

We arrived in front of a building that is super huge. It doesn't even look like a house.

I was about to get my stuff but the guy they call Suga beat me to it. My heart started to beat really fast and my face felt hot.

"I'll show you where the room is at", he said before walking off.

I followed behind him as I stared at his back. Door after door, he never said a word. Did I do something to get him mad?

We finally arrived inside the room and my eyes widened by how big and organized the room was.

"You don't like the room being messy so I cleaned a little bit when you were in the hospital", he said as he put my stuff away.

"Thanks..Suga", I said shyly.

"Don't call me Suga. You always called me by my real name..Yoongi", he said.

"Oh...look if I did something to make you mad at me, I apologize. I don't want it to be awkward between us", I said.

"You didn't do anything...I did. I'm the reason why you can't remember anything", he said, both ends of his mouth pointing down, creating a frown.

"I doubt it. You don't look like the type of person to do something bad", I smiled.

"But I did. We were arguing about something so stupid, I pushed you and you tripped and hit your head. You lost a lot of blood. And now you can't remember me. I guess I deserve that right? I always have to argue with you when I'm angry. And you don't even do anything wrong", he said.

I watched how limp his body went as he sat down on the bed, staring at his shoes.

"Um..well..good thing is I'm not mad. When I see you, I get this tingly feeling in my stomach and my heart starts to beat really fast. When I look at the other guys, I don't feel that. What were we arguing about?", I asked him.

"I kinda thought you were cheating on me and I didn't believe you when you said you weren't. Then you kept calling me by my stage name which you knew I hate when you call me that. That's when I pushed you and you fell back", he said.

"And how long were we together for?", I asked.

"Almost two years", he replied.

"So why would you think I'd cheat on you? Obviously I loved you since we've been together for that long. Or else I would have left. I would never cheat on someone if I really loved them", I said as I sat down next to him.

I put my hand on his shoulder which caused him to look at me. It wasn't awkward at all. He leaned in until our lips met. I was caught off guard and thought of pushing him off me but for some reason I couldn't . Something inside me wants him to do more than that.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. I sat on his lap as he kissed down my neck. His hands massaged my waist and moved my hips forward.

I took off my shirt, surprising him from my sudden move. I blushed as he kept staring at my breasts. He didn't hesitate to slowly kiss around my chest, nibbling above the fabric of my bra.

I put my hands up his shirt and traced his abs, feeling the warmth of his soft skin.

I was the only one naked on the bed while Suga was in his underwear. I moaned his name as his hard member brushed against my thigh. I lowered my hand down to his erection and gripped it tight. He groaned in my ear and placed both of my hands over my head.

His lips left a trail of saliva as he kissed down my arms. He kept moving his hips forward, making my core soaking wet.

"Yoongi?", I asked as a moan slipped from my mouth.

"Hm?", he replied as his lips went down my stomach.

"Have we ever...done anything before?", I asked nervously.

He stopped what he was doing and looked deeply into my eyes.

"Do you want to stop?", he asked.

I stayed quiet as my eyes never left his. I had a slight pain on the side of my head. Suga kept calling me, making sure I was okay. When the pain stopped, my eyes went back to Suga's.

"I'm sorry. I swear I didn't cheat on you. I love you Yoongi", I whispered.

He laughed and kissed me to shut me up.
He positioned himself and slowly slid himself into me.

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"Can I ask you something?", I said as I caressed his chest.

"Anything", he kissed me temple.

"What made you think I was cheating on you?", I asked.

"I looked through your messages on your phone. When I read the messages your ex was sending you, I thought that you were seeing him behind my back", he said.

"Why would I go back with him after what he did to me? I'd be stupid to choose him over you. You treat me better than he has. And I bet he wouldn't have been able to pleasure me the way you have", I smiled against his skin.

He laughed and pulled me closer to him. I snuggled up against his chest and felt my eyes getting heavy.

"Goodnight (y/n)."

"Goodnight Yoongi", I yawned before closing my eyes.