Rap Monster (Pt. 2)
A few weeks pass since our fake marriage has been announced. Namjoon and I have been getting closer but I still feel a little awkward around him.
"Do you want some?", I asked Namjoon as I held up a piece of mango.
He leaned forward to take a bite but I quickly ate it, smirking at him. I got another piece and held it in front of him. I was waiting for him to get it out of my hands but he quickly leaned forward and kissed me before biting the mango.
"Never trick me", he said and turned on the tv.
I was bored and had a feeling Namjoon was to so I grabbed a pillow from the couch and hit him behind his head.
"What was that for??", he asked.
"For kissing me", I stuck my tongue out at him.
He grabbed me by the waist and started tickling me until I was laying down while he was on top of me. He kissed me again and again until we ended up making out. His hand was going up my leg but I stopped him from going any further.
"Uh..Namjoon..the cameras are still on", I whispered.
"Oh right! I forgot", he laughed and sat up.
I cleared my throat and focused on the tv. We never really talked about what happened a few weeks ago when the cameras were off. I meant to talk to him about it but I kinda chicken out.
While I was watching the tv, Namjoon put his arm around me. We were enjoying our time until Namjoon's phone rang.
"Yah, is (y/n) with you?"
"Yeah. Why?", Namjoon asked.
"Bad news. We're gonna have to cancel the show. We've been getting a lot of negative criticism and it's not looking good for your group. Pack your bags. Show's over."
His manager hung up and I just sat there, speechless. Namjoon didn't know what to say either.
"Um..well..it's not like any of this was real..right?", Namjoon asked, looking at me.
For some reason I felt my heart being ripped out of my chest. I guess he doesn't feel the same way I do. But why would he let what happened a few weeks ago happen? Am I just a fling to him? Is he using me? Was all of this for nothing?
"(Y/n)? Are you okay?", he asked.
"Uh..Yeah..allergies", I laughed awkwardly as I wiped away the tears from my eyes.
"But it's winter", he said.
"I'm gonna go pack my stuck", I said.
Namjoon called out for me but I didn't want him to see me crying.
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*Gate 24 is now boarding*
"We should go n-", Namjoon was cut off by me walking away.
For the next few hours I was stuck sitting next to Namjoon. I had no problem with the turbulence this time since I wasn't focusing at all. My eyes were staring out the window. I wish this plane could land already.
"When we get off, I wanna talk to you", he said.
"Why? We're not together. We're not married. What is there to talk about?", I said.
I plugged in my headphones and tried to sleep the rest of the way.
When we arrived, I grabbed my bags and called for a cab.
"What are you doing? They brought the car. I'll drive you home", Namjoon said.
"No thanks. I wanna take a cab", I said.
Before I could get in the cab, Namjoon grabbed my suitcases and put them in his car. I was protesting but he lightly pushed me into the car.
"I can't believe he did that", I muttered to myself.
He drove off and tried to get me talking.
"I'm not stopping the car until you tell me what's going on. You were fine earlier", he said.
"I'm surprised you don't know. I kinda made it obvious", I said.
"You're upset because we're not together anymore?", he asked.
"It's not that. 'It's not real right?' How can you say that after we-...after all the things we did? Do you think I wouldn't feel anything afterwards? Was all of that just to use me?", I asked.
"I didn't know you would feel this way. I shouldn't have taken advantage of you. Somehow I knew this was gonna hurt you but I guess my hormones just took over. I'm sorry", he said.
"Don't you..feel the same way?", I asked him.
"Look (y/n)-"
"Forget it. Just stop the car", I said.
"What? No I was just gonna say there's gonna be a bunch of people who aren't gonna be on board with this. The last girl I dated, people spread rumors about her and she couldn't take it so she left me. I just don't want you to get your hopes up because dating an idol can be difficult physically and emotionally. I want you to be prepared", he said.
"I know what I'll be facing. I can handle it. So..does that mean you like me back?", I asked him.
"No..", he said.
My smile turned into a frown.
"I love you", he smiled.
I nudged him as I looked away. He quickly grabbed my hand and intertwined our hands together.
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We spent the rest of the day together before he took me home...walked me to my door...kissed me on the cheek...kissed me on the forehead.......kissed me on the lips repeatedly until he pushed me up against door.
"I gotta go now", he said, out of breath.
"Me too", I said.
He pressed his lips against me again and opened the door. I pulled him inside and made our way towards the bedroom.
"Aren't we going a little too fast?", I asked.
"I mean...we already slept with each other but you're right. I'll go now", he said.
"I'll see you tomorrow?", I asked him.
"And the day after. And the day after that. And the day after that. And the day aft-"
I cut him of by pulling him in for a kiss.
"Goodnight", he said.
"Goodnight", I smiled and waited for him to drive off.
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That's it you guys. This is the end. Well the end for this book. Book 3 is coming soon. Don't forget about me. Thank you guys for all the support and the sweet things you said to me. I will be back with more BTS but for now Seventeen imagines and updates on 'In Love With My Best Friend'. BYEEEE!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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