I was in Namjoon's old room, lying on the bed and crying. It took me five minutes to get on the bed. It used to take me 1 second. I keep sending messages to Namjoon but he won't reply. It's been six hours already. I didn't put my phone away as I heard a knock on the door. I quickly but carefully sat up, thinking it was Namjoon but frowned when I realized it was Jin holding a plate of food.

"(Y/n), I brought you dinner", Jin said.

"I'm not hungry", I said and covered myself in blankets.

"You have to eat. Namjoon told me to look out for you", he said.

"He told you that?? When?", I asked anxiously.

"When he left. (Y/n), why do you think you aren't getting better? He's only trying to help you so you can be happy again", he said, placing the plate in front of me.

"Its been too long Jin. I should've been walking by now. It's useless for me to even try", I said.

"That's because you give up too easily. You have to keep trying. If you want Namjoon to stay in your life, you gotta try. Do it for him..and you", he said.

I softly smiled at him and nodded. He leaned in to kiss my forehead and walked out of the room, leaving me in my thoughts. I looked down at the plate of food and scrunched up my face.

It does look good. Maybe just one bite.

I grabbed the fork and stabbed a piece to put it in my mouth. I tried to resist to get more but my stomach kept making noises. Bite after bite, I started feeling better.

A couple of minutes later, Taehyung came in to see what I was doing.

"Hey (y/n), how are you feeling?", he asked hesitantly.

His head was poking slightly from the door. He wanted to enter but second guessed it.

"You can come in Taehyung. I don't bite", I said.

He smiled and sat down in front of me. He noticed the sad smile on my face. He tried to think of a way to make me feel better but didn't know what. Then he shot up his head and faced me.

"(Y/n), close your eyes", he said.

"What? Why?", I asked.

"Just do it", he said.

I shrugged my shoulders and closed my eyes. I heard a bunch of shuffling and giggling. I felt the bed shift in front of me, meaning he's there.

"Okay..open them."

I slowly opened my eyes to have Taehyung RAWR in my face. He had something around his head and my cat ears.

"I'll give you an A for effort", I chuckled.

"Sorry. I'm just tying to see you smile again. Have you talked to hyung?", he asked.

"No. He won't respond to my messages", I said.

"He's right upstairs. He might be working in something. Well I have to go but I'll tell him that you are trying to get in contact with him.

When he wakes out, I put the empty plate aside and tried to get on my wheelchair. I rolled myself towards the stairs and groaned. They didn't have a damn elevator but I have to talk to Namjoon. I bit my lip and carefully stood up. I grabbed the railing of the stairs and slowly lifted each leg up. It took me about seven minutes to get half way up the stairs.

"(Y/n), what are you doing??"

I looked up and smiled when Namjoon was coming towards me.

"I wanted to talk to you. I'm sorry for being so stubborn", I said.

"D-Did you come up the stairs by yourself?", he asked.

"Um..yeah..you weren't answering my messages so I thought I should come to you", I said.

"(Y/n), don't you realize what you did?? You walked up the stairs by yourself", he said with wide eyes and a huge smile.

"Huh?..oh yeah..I guess I did", I said as I looked down the stairs.

He helped me back down and put me on my wheelchair. He kneeled down in front of me, not wiping that smile off his face.

"I'm sorry Namjoon for the way I've been acting. You just tried to help and I was ignoring that. Can you forgive me?", I said.

"(Y/n), of course I forgive you. But you have to stop saying that you can't do it because you can. And you just proved it to me by walking up the stairs. I'm so proud of you", he said.

"Namjoon, I wanna keep going to physical therapy. I don't wanna stop going", I said.

"I knew you would change your mind. You're so strong, you know that?", he said.

"No", I pouted just to tease him.

"Well you are", he pecked my lips and began giving me kisses all over my face until I started laughing.

"I missed your laugh. Please don't ever stop being happy. It hurts me when you aren't. Can you do that for me?", he asked.

"Yeah..just as long as you don't give up on me", I said.

"I never did and never will. Now, let's head home. It's getting late", he said.

It didn't take as much time for me to get back on my feet. It took me about six weeks. I still stumble a little but like Namjoon said, I can't give up.
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