"Namjoon, can we please talk?", I asked from outside of the bedroom door.

It's been weeks since I told Namjoon about what happened. He was furious and didn't hesitate to kick me out of the room. He got in a really heated argument with Jungkook. Jungkook kept telling him it was his fault but he didn't want to listen. I just want everything to go back to the way it was.

"Namjoon, I'm sorry", I cried.

I leaned against the door and dropped myself onto the floor, hiding my face between my knees.

Namjoon was right. I am weak. Instead of talking to Namjoon about it, I had to let my guard down and sleep with someone else.

"(Y/n)? It's almost 2am. What are you doing?", Jungkook asked.

I turned away from him and continued crying.

I haven't been speaking to Jungkook either. It's his fault Namjoon hates me. Well, half his fault.

"You should be asleep", he said.

"I'll sleep when Namjoon stops being mad at me. Now leave me alone", I said, wiping the tears from my face.

He walked away with a pained face and I watched him walk into his room.

I stayed there for a couple of hours until everyone woke up. My head was bobbing around but I woke up when  the door behind me opened. I fell back and stared at the one person who's been ignoring me.

He stepped over me and continued walking until he was out of the house. I stood up and sat on the couch.

"Here, (y/n)", Jin said as he gave me a plate of food.

"Thanks Jin but I'm not really hungry", I said.

"You have to eat though. Having an empty stomach is gonna make you upset", he said.

"Namjoon won't talk to me and you think an empty stomach is gonna upset me?", I said, feeling tired.

"Have you told Jungkook yet?",he asked.

"Told him what?", I said.

"You know", he replied.

"I'm not gonna tell him. And I'm not gonna tell Namjoon. I'm gonna make this go away so I could get Namjoon back and we'll forget anything ever happened", I said.

"You know that's not how it goes. It's gonna haunt you and eventually you're gonna crack. Namjoon AND Jungkook will get mad if you don't tell them", he said.

"I'm gonna go clean Namjoon's room. I know he's always busy to clean it", I said as I walked away.

I peeked into Namjoon's room and noticed clothes all over the floor. I went in and started picking up the clothes from the floor and put them in his laundry basket.

After I was done with that, I made his bed and I found a picture under his pillow. It was a picture of me and him when we went on our first date. Why would he have this?

I laid down on his bed and just stared at the picture until my eyes were closing. I fell asleep with the picture in my hand.

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"Hey...(y/n)...wake up."

I slowly opened my eyes once I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Namjoon?", I said as I rubbed my eyes.

"You uh...slept on my bed", he said.

"Oh..sorry..I didn't mean to..I was just cleaning and found.."

"The picture. I can't sleep without it", he said.

I put the picture under his pillow and stood up.

"I'll leave you alone now", I said before walking away.

"Wait. I need to talk to you", he said as he grabbed my wrist.

"About what?", I asked.

"I wanted to apologize. I know I've been hard on you for cheating on me but I should blame myself also for not paying enough attention to you. I've been more focused on my work than you. I really do miss you", he said.

"I don't understand. I cheat on you twice an-"

"Twice? You had sex with him twice?", he asked.

"Um...no?", I said, blushing in embarrassment.

"Wow you must have been really upset about it. I know I said I miss you. I really do. But we can't be together anymore. What are you gonna do about Jungkook?", he asked.

"I'm not really talking to him. I'm trying so hard not to blame him but he was the one saying I shouldn't feel bad and I felt for it", I said.

"Well you should talk to him", he said.

"Why?", I asked.

"I think you know why", he said.

"I don't know what you're talking about", I said, avoiding his eyes.

"You really think I don't know? You've been throwing up a lot lately. And I'm pretty sure Jungkook will find out soon", he said.

"He's not gonna find out. I already made an appointment for next week", I said.

"You're really gonna go through with that? What if Jungkook finds out? He'll be pretty upset", he said.

"I don't care what he thinks or says, it's not his decision. I don't love him, I love you. That's why I'm doing this", I said.

I started pacing around the room and was biting my nails.

"You think if you do this, I'll get back with you? What if you were pregnant with my child and I wanted to keep it? Would you still get an abortion?", he asked.

"Of course not", I scoffed.

"Then why is Jungkook any different? What if he wants to have the kid?", he asked.

"He's the kid. He's too young to be a father and I'm too young to be a mom", I said.

"Yet, you would still keep the baby if it was mine. I'm just letting you know, even though I miss you and still love you, I'm not getting back together with you. So you need to figure out what you're gonna do. Either you tell him, or I will", he said before walking out of the room.

I groaned and sat down on the bed.
A knock interrupted me from my thoughts.

"Hey, hyung said you wanted to talk to me?", Jungkook said as he walked in.
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Part 3 coming soon!
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