I was sitting on Namjoon's bed as I watched him sleep. It's been three weeks since I've seen him and I feel bad that he's so tired.

He stirred around in his sleep and smiled when he saw me. I returned the smile and snuggled up against him.

"Should I leave? You need all the sleep you can get", I said.

"No, I'm not gonna go back to sleep now that you're here. How are you?", he asked, wrapping his arms around me.

"Good", I smiled but soon it disappeared.

"Did you miss me?", he asked.

"Very much. I miss you everyday when you leave", I pouted.

He imitated me and kissed my forehead. He kept a smile on my face while I had trouble keeping mine.

"What's wrong?", he asked.

"..nothing", I said.

"Something. What's going on?", he sat up and looked at me.

"It's just...I got accepted into that university I applied for", I said.

"What?? That's great! I'm so proud of you!", he hugged me so tight.

"Um..I'm not going though. It's too far", I mumbled.

"What? You have to go. You worked so hard on it", he said.

"Well what about us? I can't handle being far away from you. Its bad enough you always leave for work purposes", I mumbled as I looked down.

"Wait..I thought you said me going away wasn't gonna be a problem for you. You should go. There's still gonna be an us only we won't get to see each other everyday. We can still call each other and video chat. I can go over and visit. It won't be that difficult", he said.

"You don't know that. Long distance relationships is difficult to maintain. I don't think I can do that. I'm not going", I told him.

"Yes you are. Either you go or-"

"Or what? You'll break up with me?", I rolled my eyes.

I thought he would be kidding but he stayed silent. When I looked back at him, he had a serious expression.

"You wouldn't do that..would you?", I asked, worried about losing him.

"Your education is very important to me. I don't want you blowing this opportunity just because of me", he explained.

"So you would break up with me just because I won't go? That's cruel", I said.

"Well why did you apply in the first place if you weren't gonna go?? I was excited for you but you ruined it. Choose now. Go to school or leave this room and never have contact with me again", he said.

My eyes widened. Is he really making me choose?? Why can't he understand that I can't do this??

"I...I can't choose", I mumbled.

"Should I choose for you? Because you already know what I want you to do. Are you gonna make me choose the other option for you? If you really love me and yourself then you would go to the school. This relationship wouldn't work if we let it destroy us. I'll work hard and I know you'll work hard. Our relationship will be stronger than ever. Just try it for a month and if you feel like you still can't do it then we'll figure it out", he said.

"I start in three weeks. I don't think I'm prepared", I said.

I got accepted a few weeks ago and didn't want to tell him because I didn't know how he would feel about it. I guess I waited last minute.

"I'll help you prepare. We could even go to the school this weekend to get a tour or something", he said.

"But you just got back from your trip with the guys. You should be resting", I said, noticed the little bags under his eyes.

"I don't care. I want to help you. We can go shopping for clothes", he smiled.

"What's wrong with what I wear?", I asked, looking down at my outfit.

"You wear my shirts. When you leave, you have to take something of yours or else I won't have any shirts to wear", he joked.

"Aww but I love wearing your shirts. They're so comfy", I said, tugging on the shirt.

"I know they are. I'm the one who bought them. Anyways, we don't have to buy a bunch of clothes. You already have a lot", he chuckled as he looked at the pile of my clothes that were on his floor.

"I keep forgetting to take my clothes home. You should remind me since you're the smart one", I said.

"I do but you always end up leaving wearing my shirts. And you're the smart one. You are the one who got into the university", he nudged me.

"Yeah but you are the one who has the most success and the most fans...well not just you but the guys too. I can't top that", I pouted.

"So does that mean you'll go?", he asked.

"Yeah I'll go. But we have to talk everyday", I said.

"Will do", he smiled.

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"So how are you liking the school? Did you make any friends?"

"No. Not really. Some girl helped me look for a class but that's it."

I was in my dorm talking to Namjoon over the phone. I was laying down on my phone as I stared at the ceiling.

"And no roommate?"

"Nope. Just me", I said.

"Really? Hmm....what are you wearing?"

"Um..my pjs", I said as I looked down at the clothes I was wearing.

"The ones I bought you?"

"Yeah. They're very comfortable. And very see through. Anyways why are you asking?....Wait....you're not-...that's gross Namjoon. Seriously? You couldn't wait until I got off the phone?", I asked.

"Hey that's what people in long distance relationships do. And it's been three days since I've seen you."

"Weren't you the one to encourage me to go to school? Don't complain because this is on you", I laughed.

"Are you wearing anything under?"

"Goodnight Namjoon", I said.

"Wait (y-"

I hung up on him and laughed as I put my phone to the side. I fell a sleep with a smile on my face, knowing it'll be very interesting the next time I talk to him.
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