Rap Monster
Requested by @Yoongii_gc
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I was sitting on the grass while staring up at the sky. It was dark and the wind was fresh, which made me feel at ease. My mind kept wandering and my heart was beating slowly.
"What are you doing out here?"
I looked up to find Namjoon smiling down at me. He took a seat right next to me and waited for a response.
"Just needed some air", I said.
My eyes focused back towards the sky.
It went silent between us. I sighed as I could only see a couple of stars.
"You know, if we turned off all the lights in the city, you could see a billion of stars shining above you", he said.
"That would nice", I softly smiled.
"How's your wrist?", he asked.
I frowned as my hand touched over the gauze that was wrapped around my wrist. A fresh wound that still stung if I moved my hand around. He noticed how quiet I got so he carefully grabbed my hand into his and smiled at me.
"Remember, no guy is worth losing your life for. He wasn't the right one for you. Someone who yells at you and treats as if you were their slave is not love. I know you've been with him for a long time so I can't say it's easy to move on. But I'll be here to help you get through it", he smiled.
His thoughtful words caused a small smile to form on my face. I squeezed his hand and thanked him. We looked back at the sky. I wish I could see more of the stars.
"Let's go back in? There's not really much to see out here", I stood up and wiped the dirt from my jeans.
I walked before Namjoon. When I looked back at him, he was still sitting on the grass.
"Are you coming?", I asked him.
"Yeah", he stood up and walked towards me.
I sat down on the couch with the rest of the guys while Namjoon walked towards the kitchen.
"(Y/n), how was school?", Jin asked.
"School was school", I said, shrugging my shoulders.
Namjoon walked back towards me and kneeled in front of me. He had something on his hand.
"Can I see your wrist (y/n)?", he asked.
"Why?", I asked, holding my wrist against my chest.
"I'm just gonna put something on it so it'll heal faster. My grandma used this whenever some of her kids got hurt", he said.
I slowly extended my arm, exposing my wrist. He carefully took off the gauze and rubbed a type of ointment. I winced from the stinging pain.
"Sorry", he whispered.
After he was done, he wrapped new clean gauze around my wrist. I bit my lip until I felt nothing.
"There. All better", he smiled at me, showing his cute dimples.
"Wow, nurse hyung is in the house", Taehyung chuckled, showing his rectangular smile.
"Come on, I wanna talk to you", Namjoon said, ignoring what Taehyung said.
Namjoon grabbed my hand and led me to his room. He closed the door so no one would interrupt us.
"What's up?", I asked him.
"Uh..I know you've been having a hard time lately and I wanted to know what I could do to help", he asked.
"Um...I don't really know Namjoon", I said.
"How about we go camping? I know a spot where we could go. Let's go away for a while", he smiled.
"Camping? I've never been camping before", I said.
"That's great! I can show you a bunch of things while we're there. Well..only if you want to go", he said.
I thought about it for a while. I've been stuck at the house doing nothing, boring myself out. I guess I can take a few days off.
"Sure. I'd love to go", I smiled.
"Great! We'll go early in the morning. You should rest up. I'll pack for you", he said.
"No that's okay I could do it", I said.
"I'm serious. Go to bed. You'll be too exhausted to wake up tomorrow", he said.
"But-", he interrupted me by carefully carrying me to his bed.
He pulled up the blankets over me and kissed my forehead.
"I don't want you getting off of this bed you hear me? Go to sleep", he smiled and walked out of the room.
Why couldn't I just go to my own bed?...ahh I see what he did. He wants to make sure I don't pack so he could do it. Sometimes I wonder how did I meet such a sweet and caring person.
I closed my eyes to go to sleep but I kept tossing and turning, due to how tight my shirt was. I looked over at the computer chair and noticed one of Namjoon's shirt.
He won't mind if I wear it right?
I carefully walked over to the chair and grabbed his shirt. I grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it off. Goosebumps formed as I felt a cold breeze tickle my skin. I put on Namjoon's shirt which fit perfectly loose. Now I felt more comfortable. I laid back down and sighed in relief as my eyes began to close.
During the middle of the night, I woke up sweating. Namjoon shook me awake because apparently I was yelling. He embraced me in his arms and comforted me.
"It was just a nightmare. You're okay", he rocked back and forth while I was in his arms.
"Namjoon..do you think you can sleep on the bed with me?", I asked as I noticed blankets on the floor.
"Yeah, of course", he said.
He leaned back until he was laying flat on the bed. My head rest on his arm while he lightly caressed my head.
"Namjoon...why are you still helping me?..I don't understand. I pushed you away when I was with my ex boyfriend and you're acting as if that didn't happen", I mumbled.
"Because I knew what he was doing to you even though you denied it. I knew you were gonna need someone there to take care of you. Guys like him only hurt sweet girls like you. You're my best friend. I hate seeing you cry over him and still blame yourself for something that isn't your fault. Promise me one thing?", he said.
I looked up to meet his gaze. His eyes were shining and sparkling. I raised my eyebrows so he could continue.
"Promise me you won't hurt yourself anymore", he said, intertwining his hand with mine.
"Namjoon-"
"Promise me. Because if you keep hurting yourself, I'm gonna be upset at you. I want to see you happy. I want to see that smile on your face. I want to hear that laugh I always adore. You're the reason why I wake up every day. I don't want to pressure you into feeling something that you aren't ready for so I'll wait. Just promise me you won't hurt yourself anymore", he whispered.
My eyes were starting to water. The first tear that escaped my eye, he quickly wiped it away, keeping his hand on my cheek. I closed my eyes to prevent anymore to tears to come out. When I opened my eyes, I smiled at him.
"I promise."
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Should I make a part 2?
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