"Oppa..oppa...oppa...Namjoon...namjoon oppa..joonie..oppa..", I kept poking Namjoon's cheek, hoping he would wake up.

That's weird. He usually wakes up.

"Oppa are you dead?", I opened his eyes only to have them close again.

I put my head against his chest and sighed in relief as I felt his breathing. I looked back at him and noticed he was smiling.

"Namjoon you're awake. Stop pretending to sleep and notice meeeeeee", I whined.

He snored really loud and I groaned, earning a laugh from him. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead.

"(Y/n), I'm only kidding. You know I'm always gonna give you my attention", he said.

"You're not just saying that because you wanna have sex with me right?", I mumbled.

"What? When have I ever implied that?", he asked, acting innocent.

"You do it all the time. Like when you squeezed my butt that day we went shopping with the guys. Or how you push me up against the wall and rub yourself against me. And every night you pretend to hug me but your hand ends up on my breast", I said, sitting up and crossed my arms.

"Well...you said you wanted my attention didn't you?", he laughed.

"Namjoon, not like that. I wanna wait. I don't want you to be like those other that tried to get with me just for that", I mumbled.

"I know. It's just you're so damn sexy. I can't help it. But for you I'll try to control it", he said.

"You can't even control it in your sleep", I said.

"Really? I thought I was just dreaming", he said.

"Are we gonna spend our morning together before you leave or not?", I asked.

"I'm sorry. I have to be at the studio in a half hour. I promise when I get back we'll spend our night together again", he smiled.

"Aw..but I hardly get to spend any time with you. Fine. Go ahead and leave me alone while you have fun with your friends", I said, turning away from him.

"Don't do that. Don't make me feel bad for something I have to do. It's work, not fun and games", he said.

"It's just not fair that they spend their time with you. When is it my turn?", I whined.

"I have an idea. Come with me", he smiled.

"But remember what happened last time? I kept getting in the way and your manager got mad. Even Jin got mad. He called me a distraction", I muttered quietly as I played with my fingers.

"He apologized though. And you won't be in the way", he said.

"No it's okay. Just go to work and I'll wait for you here", I smiled softly.

"You sure?", he asked.

"Yeah. I'll survive. I need to finish a few papers anyways. For work", I said.

"Okay. Call me if you get bored. I'll stop whatever I'm doing and come pick you up", he said.

He kissed my cheek and got ready for work.
After he left, I cleaned the house a bit and ate some food. I lied to Namjoon. I didn't have papers to finish. I just didn't want him to think that I'll be bored alone at the house...which I am!

A couple of hours later, I was laying upside down on the couch while watching tv when my phone rang. I got excited when I saw Namjoon's contact number on my phone.

"Hi Namjoon! Are you coming home now?", I asked.

"Stop it."

"Namjoon?", I asked.

"Come on. It's not like your innocent little girlfriend will know. I bet she does the same thing behind your back."

"Hello?", I asked again.

"The last time was a mistake. I told you I wasn't gonna do it again. I love my girlfriend."

"You have some way of showing it. You didn't say you loved her when you were on top of me, kissing all over my neck. You want to do it again. And by the looks of it, she doesn't even let you stick your tongue down her throat. How long have you guys been together? A year and a half? She's pathetic. You need a real woman who can satisfy your needs."

The tears on my face began to form. I quickly hung up and threw my phone across the room, probably breaking it. I kept pacing back and forth.

Why would he do this to me?? And why with her??? So I told him I wanted to wait and couldn't handle it so he had to go out and look for pleasure somewhere else?? I can't believe it!

My anger got the best of me. Instead of controlling it, I turned my hand into a fist and rammed it into the wall. I heard a cracking noise after. My knuckles were bloody red and was starting to swell up.

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"(Y/n), I'm home!"

Namjoon found it weird how all the lights were off. He put his stuff down in the living room and noticed light under the little gap of the bedroom door. He walked towards it and when he opened the door, he saw my phone on the floor.

"(Y/n), what happened to your phone?", he asked, picking up the cracked device.

"Why is there a hole in the wall?", he asked again.

He looked over at me and panicked as he saw me crying. He kneeled down in front of me and tried to grab my hand but I pulled away.

"What's wrong?..what happened to your hand??", he asked, worried.

"Why do you care about how I feel? You didn't care when you were having sex with that girl from work", I said.

"H-How did you-"

"I heard over the phone. Why would you do that to me?? I thought you loved me", I said, trying to keep the tears from falling.

"I do love you. I-I swear that was just a mistake. It happened a long time ago. It doesn't mean anything to me", he explained.

"What about me?? You think it doesn't mean anything to me?? You've been lying to me ever since that day! I hate you!", I yelled.

"I'm sorry (y/n). Please. It only happened once. I wouldn't do it again", he explained.

He looked over to his far right and noticed bags and suitcases on the floor. He looked back at me with tears in his eyes and tried to hug me. I quickly stood up and grabbed my bags. Namjoon stood in the way with his arms spread out.

"Don't leave..please. I'm sorry", he said.

I looked at him dead in the eyes and tried not to keep crying.

"Your zipper is down by the way", I said and walked passed him.

I never looked back. I had to move in with my sister. She was really pissed and took care of me after that. I never wanna see him again.
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Will be ending this book soon😭
Just a couple of more left and it'll be done. Unless you guys want me to start another book of bts imagines??

After I'm done with this book, I'll publish the Seventeen imagines and I'll continue to update the Jimin fanfiction. Just have patience.

Thank you guys for all your positive comments! I know I keep saying that but I want you guys to know how much I appreciate it! Plus I'm feeling A LOT better now so expect more updates!