I was in front of my locker, staring at my phone as I kept replaying the video that was on my profile after I deleted it plenty of times.

"(Y/n), hey."

I looked up and saw Namjoon smiling at me.

"Hey, what's up?", I asked him.

"So you must know about the dance this Friday. And I wanted to see if you'd like to go with me?", he asked.

"Me? With you?", I raised an eyebrow and asked him again to make sure I heard right.

"Yeah..are you going with someone already or..?", his eyes wondered around us.

"No, I'd love to go with you", I said, trying not to sound too excited.

"Great, I'll see you later then", he smiled and walked away.

I kept my eyes on him until his body was no longer in sight. I sighed and bit my lip. I heard a bunch of giggling coming from a group of girls and noticed they were pointing at me. I tried not to let it bother me so I grabbed my stuff and walked to class.

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It's been about 10 minutes since the bell rang and the teacher still isn't here, not surprised. She came thirty minutes late last time.

I tried to avoid the whispers and giggling coming from my 'classmates'.

"I heard it wasn't with just one guy."
"Can't believe she actually did that."
"Guess she showed her true colors."
"What a slut."

It was one night! I was drunk and it was a mistake. Everyone gets drunk at parties. Why do they care all of a sudden when I had fun?? And nothing happened!

"Can't school end already?", I muttered to myself and rested my head on my desk.

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The next morning, I was laying in bed with my phone in front of my face. With no sleep at all, my eyes were red and under was a dark shade.

No matter how many times I delete the video, it ends up on my profile once again with more disgusting comments than before.

'Nice girl gone bad. I like it!'
'Seriously has no respect for herself'
'I heard that wasn't her first time doing it. Apparently she's done it with three guys..at the same time!'
'Don't be surprised if you see her with me'
'Never turns down an offer. I would know'
'She uses people for her own entertainment'
'Gross. Don't want that near me'

I groaned and shut off my phone before setting it aside. I didn't want to face anyone today so I decided to stay home.

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A while later, I couldn't help but check my profile again. More comments. Why can't people just move on!

As I kept scrolling down, the comments have gotten worse. Since I didn't show up to school today, people are saying it's because I'm getting an abortion. Where the hell do people come up with these lies?? What if Namjoon sees it?

Like before, I shut off my phone and covered my face with the blankets.

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The next day, I kept telling myself 'I shouldn't let what people say get to me'. So I got up, changed my clothes, and put on a smile.

That smile didn't last long as I heard people saying more stuff about me.

"How can she be that happy when she just aborted her baby?"

"Being pregnant, I don't think she'd have fun anymore."

"I feel bad for her."

"What if she got some disease??"

I couldn't stand to hear it so I ran all the way to the bathroom as the tears kept falling. I stayed there for two hours until I got the courage to wipe away my tears and face everyone.

I saw Namjoon with his friends and decided to talk to him.

"Hey Namjoon", I said.

"Oh..hey", he said.

"So are we still on for this Friday?", I asked, softly sniffling.

"Uh..actually..I have a thing I gotta do..with the guys. So I can't go. Sorry", he said.

I lightly nodded and bit my lip. I tried not to let the tears fall but failed so I quickly turned the other way and walked away.

"(Y/n)!...wait!", Namjoon called out.

I ran. I kept running until I got home. Hyperventilating and crying is not a good combination. I was pacing around my room and wondered why he would change his mind.

He hates me. He thinks I'm disgusting. It was a mistake. Why don't they see it as a mistake??

A knock on the door interrupted my thoughts. I looked through the peephole and was surprised to see who it was.

"Namjoon? What are you doing here?", I asked.

"I wanted to see if you were okay? I mean, you looked pretty upset from what I told you. I can schedule another meeting and go with you to the dance if it means that much to you", he said.

"Meeting?", I raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah, I got an offer to work on something big. I'm not sure what it is but they made it sound really important", he said.

"So..it's not because of the video?", I asked.

"What video? I don't really pay attention to social media since I'm always busy with school work and my job. Did something happen?", he asked.

I took out my phone and searched up the video. Once I did, I handed him my phone so he could watch it.

His face would scrunch up and his eyebrows raised a little.

"So this actually happened?", he asked.

"It was a mistake. I got drunk that one time and I got carried away. All I did was make out with a few people but there are nasty rumors about me. Saying that it was more than that and apparently I aborted a baby because it would prevent me from having any fun", I started pacing around again only to have tears falling from my face.

"Is that why you were crying? You know you could tell the principal. This is cyber bullying", he said as he scrolled through the comments.

"Who would believe me? That video is gonna make it look like I wanted it", I said.

"I believe you okay? This cyber bullying still isn't okay. I'll be with you every step of the way", he smiled which calmed me down a bit.

"Let's go back to school and deal with this problem", he said extended his hand forward.

It took a while until the rumors went away and eventually the video was taken down since there was so much going on.

Sadly Namjoon and I didn't end up being together but we're super close. He's helped me get through a bunch. Being friends with him is better than pushing a relationship that wasn't meant to be.
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