Today was my first day at work. During the last two years, I was put in a mental hospital because people thought I was crazy even though I thought I was completely sane but who was gonna believe me?

"So all you have to do is turn in all of these papers to their rightful owner. After that, we're meeting with the people you'll be working for."

I stared at the stack of papers in front of me. It's gonna take me a really long time to turn these in.

After turning in each paper, I went back to the 2nd floor to ask where to meet my boss.

I stood in front of the elevator, waiting for the doors to open. I was kind of nervous to be meeting the people I'm gonna work with. Apparently, they're really famous and important which doesn't help my nerves to calm down.

When I heard the 'ding' coming from the elevator, I prepared myself to enter once the doors opened. My mouth gaped open and my eyes slightly widened once I saw the person I missed so much with his arm over a girl's shoulders. I didn't even pay attention to the other guys around him as they stared at us.

"Well are you coming in or not?", the girl asked.

I bit my lip and walked in, giving them space.

Once the doors closed, I tried to fix my purse but ended up dropping everything.
Namjoon was about to help me but the girl ended up bending down. I saw her grab my pills and read them.

"So you're the girl who ended up going to that crazy place right? Namjoon Oppa told me all about you. I guess you must be all better now that you're out. Is it true that you used to cut yourself??", she said.

I glared at Namjoon and I yanked my pills from her hand, putting them back in my purse.
When we arrived at the 4th floor, my boss was waiting in front of the elevator.

"Ah (y/n), I guess you met BTS. You'll be working with them", he smiled.

Oh great.

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The whole day working with him was horrible. There were times when he tried to talk to me but I always ended up walking away, pretending to finish some paperwork.

Once again, I was waiting for the elevator so I could go back home and rest. As I got in, I groaned when the guys were right behind me.

The silence was killing me, not to mention how awkward it was. I can't believe he has the nerve to pretend like nothing happened between us. I guess he doesn't care now since he's with someone else.

When the doors opened at the lobby, I flinched as I saw my boyfriend waiting anxiously for me.

"Where the hell were you?? Why did you take so long?", he asked angrily.

"I...", the words wouldn't come out of my mouth.

His eyes shifted towards the guys that were right behind me and let me tell you, the way he stared at Namjoon scared me.

"Let's go", he grabbed me by the arm and roughly pulled me away.

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The next day was unbearable as I tried to hide the bruises on my arms. Every time I would pick up something, I would flinch from the pain.

I was relieved when it was my lunch break. I headed towards the little cafeteria and ordered my food.

It was great until a couple of minutes later I was accompanied by someone I do not want to see at the moment.

"How are you?", Namjoon asked.

I took a bite of my food and chewed slowly. I had no interest in having a single conversation with him.

"I see you're back with your ex-boyfriend. How is that going out for you? Seeing as the last time I saw you with him, there were bruises all over your body", he said.

"Why do you care?", I asked bitterly.

"Because I'm your friend-"

"A friend doesn't call the mental hospital to take their friend away. A friend wouldn't call her crazy. A friend wouldn't be ashamed to be around her. A friend wouldn't abandon their friend when they needed them the most. And a friend would believe their friend when they're telling the truth", I said.

"I know you're mad at me but I'm still your friend", he said.

"Then where were you during visiting hours? Where were you when I called you and left a voicemail saying I needed to see you? Where were you the day I got out?? Jihun did hurt me but at least he was there", I said before getting up and storming off.

I couldn't concentrate on my work since my mood was ruined. I tried to smile when my boss would talk to me but it's not as easy as it looks.

Once my shift was over, I grabbed my stuff and made my way out of the building.

"(Y/n)! Wait up!"

I looked back and rolled my eyes when I noticed Namjoon running towards me.

"I wanna talk to you", he said.

"Well I don't", I said before walking away.

"Wait", he grabbed my wrist and turned me around.

"Leave me alone! It's what you do best", I couldn't keep the tears from falling anymore.

"(Y/n), I'm sorry if I hurt you. But I'm trying to make things better. I don't like seeing you this way. You have to understand I had to do what was best for you-"

"By sending me to a mental hospital? How was that best for me?? They stuck needles into my arm, I felt tired all the time! And then you go tell your stupid girlfriend about me? Am I really a crazy person to you?!", I yelled.

"(Y/n), calm down", he said.

"Or what?? You're gonna call the mental hospital again so they could take me away and you won't have to deal with me anymore? Go ahead, I'd rather be in there than work here for you", I spat.

He looked hurt. I don't know why but I felt something in my chest, like pressure.

"What's going on here?? What are you doing here with him?? It's late, you have to make me dinner. Let's go", Jihun said as he grabbed me by the arm.

"She's staying with me", Namjoon said as he got my other arm.

"Like hell she is. (Y/n), would you rather go home with me or with this loser who left you at the crazy hospital?", Jihun asked.

I glanced at Namjoon, noticing how desperate he looked for me to choose him. It took me a while to come back to reality and grabbed Jihun's hand.

"Let's go home", I said as I turned around to walk away.

With my hand intertwined with Jihun's, I kept thinking about whether I did the right thing.

Do I still have feelings for Namjoon?
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Part 2 coming soon

Good news and bad news.

Good news is I'm finally stopping from isolating myself from others and volunteering at my cousin's school.

Bad news is I will have little time to update. Don't hate me😭

I will try to complete your requests soon and hopefully they will be good.