I was driving around, trying to figure out where I was. Everything was blurry. Then I spotted a street sign that I recognized. I turned and accidentally hit a huge flower pot.

A few seconds later, I crookedly parked in front of the guys' house. I stumbled out of the car and walked inside the house.

They didn't lock the door? They're so dumb, anyone can get in. Wait, why am I holding the extra copy of their house key? Did I open it?

I shrugged my shoulders and struggled to see anything as it was pitch black.

"Ouch", I giggled as I hit my hip against the table.

I felt a doorknob and turned it. I saw Namjoon sleeping on his bed so I slowly walked over and sat on him. I softly moaned as I felt his member become hard.

That was fast.

I sucked on his neck and moved my hips forward.

"Mmm Namjoon", I moaned into his ear.

"(Y/n)??"

"J-Jin?", I asked.

He turned on the lights and found a flustered Jin in front of me.

"Oops..I thought you were Namjoon", I giggled and got off him.

"Are you drunk?", he asked.

"W-What? No you're crazy", I laughed as I rolled on his bed.

"Did you drive here? You know how Namjoon gets when you're driving under the influence. He gets worried. We all do. You have to stop", he said, sitting up.

"You're no fun", I whined, jumping off his bed.

I saw him on his phone but I didn't care because I was enjoying myself as I was putting on his clothes. Seconds later, Jin's door opened and there stands an angry Namjoon.

"Thanks Jin. I'll take care of it from here", Namjoon said as he grabbed my wrist, pulling me out of Jin's room.

As we entered Namjoon's room, I yanked my arm from his hand.

"Ow, that hurt", I whined.

"Are you stupid?! Driving while you're drunk?? Are you trying to get yourself killed??", he yelled.

"Calm down I was only having fun. I'm so exhausted. I had to drive Mia to her house and drive back. She needs her license", I giggled.

I walked up to Namjoon and tried to kiss him.

"Stop it! I'm sick and tired of you drinking all the time. Even more when you drive like this. What am I gonna do if something happened to you?? Huh?!", he pushed my hands away.

"Why are you yelling? My head hurts. I'm just having fun. Am I not allowed to have fun?? I like drinking. And if you don't like it then shove it up your ass", I told him.

"Fine. Go ahead and find someone who does like it because I'm done dealing with it", he said.

He left me standing there confused. I watched him as he sat on the edge of his bed with his face covered with his hands. Tears were rolling down my face as I processed the words that he said to me. I ran out of the house and got into my car.

I drove away and cried. I couldn't really see the road because the tears were blurring my vision. It started to rain which made it more hard for me to see. I was too focused on trying to get my vision back, I didn't notice the red light. The last thing I remember was being squished by a car that hit on the left side.

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As I had my eyes closed, I heard a bunch of beeping sounds and muffled voices. I tried so hard to open my eyes but I couldn't.

"(Y/n)?"

"Jin?", I asked.

I touched my face and felt gauze. I started panicking and tried to take it off.

"No don't! You're gonna start bleeding again", Jin lightly pushed my hands to my sides.

"What happened?", I asked him.

"You got into an accident. It was really bad. You were so close to dying. See this is why we don't want you to drive while you're drunk. We were so worried. Especially Namjoon. He's been here ever since you got here", he said.

"How long have I been here?", I asked.

"Three days. Namjoon blames himself. He said it's his fault because he didn't stop you from leaving the house", he said.

"Where is he?", I asked him.

"He's in the waiting room with the rest of the guys. He hasn't come up here to visit you, he's too afraid. He told me to keep an eye on you", he said.

I sighed and covered myself with the blanket. Everything hurt. Namjoon's right. I am stupid. I don't deserve to be with such an amazing and caring guy like him. I'm just a girl who's screwed up and damaged.

The next day, the doctor took off the gauze from my face. I had stitches above my eye that's gonna leave a huge scar. I felt more relieved now that I could see.

"So how does it feel to get the gauze removed?", Jin asked.

"Alright I guess", I shrugged my shoulders.

"What's wrong?", he asked as he grabbed my hand.

"I miss Namjoon", I whispered.

"He'll come around. Just remember he still cares about you. He's mad but he still cares", he smiled and lightly squeezed my hand.

"Do you think he'll leave me? I think so. I mean, who wants to have a stupid girlfriend anyways? I know he doesn't want that", I looked away and scoffed.

"You're not stupid. And if he didn't want you, he wouldn't be here. Just get some rest, I'll check on you later", he smiled and left.

After taking a long nap, I woke up to feel something heavy on my hand. It was Namjoon sleeping. I tried to pull my hand away carefully so I wouldn't wake him up but it was too late.

"Mian, I didn't mean to wake you", I whispered.

"No it's okay. How are you feeling?", he asked.

"Better", I said.

"You scared me to death you know? Don't ever do that to me again. I thought I lost you", he said softly.

"I'm sorry for being so stupid. You deserve to be with someone better than me. Someone who doesn't put you in so much stress",I cried so hard that it hurt my chest when I tried to breathe.

"Shhh you have to stay calm. You're not stupid. And if I thought I needed someone better, I wouldn't be in here with you. We'll talk about it later okay?", he asked.

He softly caressed my hand and I nodded.

"When can I go home?", I asked him.

"The doctor said if everything is fine, you can leave by tonight. And you're not going home. You're gonna stay with me for a couple of days", he said.

I ended up leaving the hospital the next morning because there was something wrong with the stitches. I'm still struggling to not drink anymore. Namjoon always checks on me so I guess that's a start.
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Finally another part! Sorry it took so long. Anyways hopefully I don't procrastinate again.