Well damn is all I have to say....
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"Jungkook...sleepyhead...It's time to get up", I whispered as I massaged his back.

"Mmmm", he groaned as he stirred in his sleep.

"Five more minutes", he mumbled with his eyes closed, digging his face deeper into the pillow.

"It's already 10. You have practice silly", I kissed his cheek.

He turned around and smiled. He admired the way my hair looked and bit his lip.

"You look like you're glowing. Why is that?", he asked.

"You should know. You were there", I blushed.

"Hm? I don't remember. You should remind me", he smirked.

"I know what you're doing. Get up...now", I said.

"Someone's a little dominant. That's what I like about you. Usually you're the one who's submissive but the aggression that comes from you kinda turns me on", he smirked.

"You need to stop or else-"

"Or else what? Hmm? Tell me. What are you gonna do?", he glanced at my lips as he sat up.

I quickly got off of his bed and crossed my arms over my chest. He bit his lip and raised his eyebrows.

"I already told you we're not gonna do it again until..."

"We're exclusive?"

The pained look on my face caused him to sigh and lightly grab my wrists. I stayed silent and kept my eyes focusing on a small penny that was on the floor.

"We can't", he said.

I scoffed and pulled my hands away. I turned so my back would be facing him and stepped out of his room while he called for me.

I sat down on the couch next to Hoseok. I groaned and muttered stuff under my breath. Hoseok on the other hand looked at me weirdly and laughed as he messed up my hair.

"What's gotten you so grumpy?", he asked.

"Jungkook", I said.

"What did he do this time?", he asked.

"He...has he ever asked you about asking me to be his girlfriend?", I asked him.

"Not really..I mean he talks about you about small things but never that. He seems really smitten with you", he smiled.

"If he's so smitten with me then how come he hasn't asked me to be his girlfriend? I mean we already-...nevermind", I cursed at myself mentally.

"What?? But you two have just started seeing each other", he said, turning his body a bit.

"We've known each other for a really long time. Anyways...I don't really think he likes me that way. If he did, he would've already asked me", I mumbled as I hugged my knees.

"He likes you. He really likes you. He's never had a girlfriend so I doubt he knows how to ask", he said.

"It's not that difficult", I muttered.

"Look, why don't you go his breakfast while I go talk to him. Will that make you feel better?", he asked.

"That's not gonna do anything but sure...I guess I can use that as payback", I said.

I went over to the table and sat down to find a plate of delicious food prepared for Jungkook but now for me. As I ate, Taehyung walked by and widened his eyes.

"You're eating again? You just ate like an hour ago", he said as he watched me devour the food.

"I was still hungry", I said with my mouth full.

"Right", he said.

I noticed he was still standing near me. He was propped against the chair and stared at me.

"What?", I asked.

"Nothing. Where's Jungkook?", he asked.

"In his room...do you guys have ice cream?", I asked, biting on some bacon.

"Ice cream? In the morning?", he asked.

"Yeah...think of it as an early dessert", I said.

"Well we just ran out. Are you feeling okay?", he asked.

"Yeah I'm totally fine. Even though Jungkook doesn't want to be in a relationship with me, I'm doing fine. I'm perfectly fine", I said as I cut a piece of chocolate fudge cake from the plate that was in the center of the table.

"Um..I wasn't referring to that", he said.

"What? What do you mean?", I asked, setting the fork down into the plate.

He bit his lip and eyes me from head to toe.

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"Yah, hyung did you eat my breakfast??", Jungkook asked Taehyung as he put the plate in the sink.

"It wasn't me. It was (y/n)", he answered.

"Oh...where is she by the way. I have to talk to her", Jungkook said.

"Yeah no kidding", Taehyung muttered.

"What?"

"Huh?"

"You said something", Jungkook said.

"Uh..look I wasn't gonna say anything but..I think you really do need to talk to her", Taehyung said.

"I know. She's really upset about not going exclusive but I need to explain why we can't", Jungkook said.

"That's not..That's not what you need to talk to her about", Taehyung said.

"Then what about?", Jungkook asked.

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I was sitting on my bed as I hugged my knees. I rested my chin in my knees and sighed. I turned to my left when I heard a knock on the door.

"Hey", Jungkook said.

"Hey", I said as I looked away.

"I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to upset you", he said.

"It's whatever", I said.

"Are you....are you pregnant?", he asked.

My face shot up and my eyes started to well up with tears. I bit my lip and tried not to cry.

"(Y/n)....why didn't you tell me before?", he asked softly.

"You know now. So what? You gonna run off so you can leave me here to deal things by myself? It's not like you wanna be with me anyways", I muttered as I wiped the tears away.

"No I do wanna be with you. I just didn't want to rush things although we've already..You know. But I will be here for you. I'll be here for you and this baby. I won't let you down", he said, sitting down in front of me.

"Wait..you really think I'm gonna go through with this pregnancy?", I asked him.

"Well yeah...aren't you?", he asked.

"No..I'm too young to have a baby and so are you", I said.

"But that means you're gonna...no..I'm not letting you terminate the pregnancy", he said, standing up.

"Frankly that's not up to you. This is my decision", I said.

"No! It isn't. It's our decision. You can't do this. If you do this then I want nothing to do with you", he said angrily.

My heart was breaking into pieces. It's like I couldn't breathe.

"Jungkook..I can't", I said, tears falling again.

"Great. You made your decision and so have I", he said and walked out.

"Jungkook wait!"

I sunk into my bed and cried all day.
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Part 2 coming soon

So my mom wants to meet my roommate aka my girlfriend. What an awkward position I was put in. Well at least I can break the news to her easily that I'm bisexual....hopefully🙄