"Rosie, what did you do? Your teacher called me saying that you pushed someone. Is that true?", I asked my five year old daughter.

She stood in front of me while looking down at her feet. She slowly nodded and rubbed her eyes.

"Why did you do that?", I asked her.

"Because she started it", she whined while stomping her foot.

"That doesn't mean you have to do it back. Next time just tell the teacher. Are you listening?", I said.

"Yes", she said with a very sad voice.

"Okay. Go put on your pjs. Your dad is gonna be here any second", I said, sitting down on my bed.

She moved her little feet to start running towards her room. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. I heard the front door open and the sound of shuffling.

"Hellooooo. I'm home."

"I'm in the room!", I yelled out.

My fiancé walked into the room with a huge smile on his face.

"Hey, how was work with the guys?", I asked him after receiving a kiss.

"Great. It's really busy. How'd it go today with you?", he asked, plopping down next to me.

"Rose got in trouble today. Apparently she pushed one of her classmates. She said the other kid started it", I said.

"Really? Well that's not good. Gonna have to talk to her", he sighed.

"Daaaaaaad", Rose ran in and towards Jin.

She sat on his lap and hugged him. She had a huge smile on her face and her pjs were wrinkled.

"Did you bring me something?", she asked.

"Well I was going to. Mom said you pushed someone today. Is that true?", he asked her.

"Moooom", she whined as she lightly kicked her feet.

"Don't blame mom. Come on, let's go have a talk", he carried her to her room.

I changed into comfortable clothes to sleep in and got ready for bed. The lights were already turned of when I was laying down with warm blankets covering my body. A few minutes later, Jin came in and laid down next to me. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close so my head would be resting on his chest.

"Jin?", I called out.

"Hmm?", he mumbled with his eyes closed.

"Can I ask you something?", I said.

"You already did", he chuckled.

"I'm serious...would you be up to have another baby?", I asked him, tracing little patterns on his chest.

Silence filled the air in the room. I thought he didn't hear me so I looked up at him to find his eyes already looking at me.

"What made you ask that?", he asked.

"I just thought it would be nice to have another baby", I said.

"I mean..it would be nice..but I'm already busy with work. I hardly see you and Rose so imagine if we have another baby. It's gonna be hard on both of us. And I can't put off time from work because I won't be able to provide for you guys. Maybe in the future we can", he said.

"Oh..yeah you're right", I said, sighing almost.

I turned around and grabbed Jin's arm so he'd be hugging me.

"Are you okay?", he asked.

"Yeah..I'm fine. We should go to sleep", I smiled and kissed his cheek.

While Jin was asleep, I was in my own thoughts. It's quiet upsetting knowing doesn't wanna have more kids...well at he moment. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep.

The next morning, Jin took Rose to school before he went to work while I stayed home and continued sleeping.

Rose's teacher didn't call me this time so that meant Rose behaved today.

"..made us apologize to each other. She didn't want to but I did it", Rose said, skipping as I held her hand.

"Are you gonna do it again?", I asked her.

"Nope. Did you know an octopus has eight legs? Did you know their legs are so strong that if they got a hold of your arm, they'll pull it right off? I thought the octopus was only blue but I guess they come in different colors. Did you know that.."

A smile was put on my face as she talked about what she learned today in school. When we arrived home, she had her snack while I helped her with her homework.

We played hide and seek for a while until she started getting sleepy so I sat her down on the couch so I could brush her hair. She's like me, if I brush her hair, she instantly falls asleep. For me, it took like five minutes to fall asleep. But with her, it takes like half an hour. As time passes, I carried her to her room and placed her on her bed.

A couple of hours later, Jin came home early. I was in the bathroom, brushing my teeth.

"Hey, practice was done early. Where's Rose?", he asked, kissing my cheek.

"She's playing in her room", I mumbled with the toothbrush in my mouth.

"What's that smell? Is that coming from me?? I should take a shower. Do you wanna do something? Go somewhere?", he asked, taking off his clothes as he turned on the water.

"Not really. I just wanna stay home", I said, placing the toothbrush back in its usual spot.

"Are you okay?", he asked.

"Yeah. I'm just tired from playing with Rose. I don't get how she has this much energy. She's so tiny", I said.

"She got that from me", he said proudly.

He got in the shower as I headed out of the bathroom. I sat on the bed and brushed the tips of my hair. I noticed I had split ends and parts of my hair were dry. I grabbed the special oil I bought a couple of days ago and rubbed it with both of my hands before placing it on the places where it needs it most. I guess I sorta spaced out since I didn't hear Jin coming into the room. I flinched when wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Okay, what's going on? Ever since yesterday you've been a bit gloomy. Why? Is it because of what we were talking about yesterday night?", he asked.

"Yes and no", I mumbled.

"(Y/n), we still have time to have more babies. It's just not isn't the right time", he said.

"I'm pregnant Jin", I said.

"W-...What? You're pregnant?", he asked.

"Yeah..I found out a couple of days ago", I said.

He shifted around so he would be sitting down next to me.

"So..yesterday when you asked me if I wanted to have another baby.."

"I wanted to see what you're reaction would be before I told you. I didn't really get the response I wanted", I chuckled sadly.

"Well it's true what I said. But if you really are pregnant then I'm super excited and happy. It's gonna be hard but I'll do my best to be there for you and Rose and our little one. I'm so sorry for upsetting you", he kissed my cheek repeatedly.

"It doesn't matter now. I'm just glad you didn't get mad. Well now we have to explain it to Rose", I laughed.

"She said she always wanted a baby brother. I don't think she would mind", he smiled.

When we told Rose, she was excited as well but she thought I ate the baby. She said when the baby is ready to come out, I'll throw it up. Didn't really know what to say to that but as long as everyone is happy, I'm fine with it.
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