Finally I got a grade higher than a D. Jin will be so proud. I have to show him my grade!

I started running with my test on my hand. Once I crossed the street, I kept thinking about a lot of stuff. Then I stopped in front of a restaurant.

Why am I gonna show him this? He won't care. He's just my tutor. He doesn't need some little girl showing off a stupid test grade. Anyways, a lot of girls he tutors must always do that. I'm not like them.

I put my test in my bag and walked towards the other direction to my house.
I looked at my phone to see I had two new messages and five missed phone calls....from Jin? I pressed on the message icon and read his text messages.

Jin: how was the test? Hopefully everything went well.
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Jin: we still on for tutoring later?

I smiled as I read his messages over and over again. Should I text him back?

Me: I would love to-

I thought about it for a second and erased what I wrote. I seem too eager to hang out with him. Maybe I should just show up to his house?

No. He'll probably be tutoring someone else if I don't let him know I'm going over. Maybe I should text him back.

Me: yes I will go to your house..on my way

Why do I feel so weird? My heart is pounding so fast.

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"(Y/n)! So nice of you to come over", Jin smiled.

"Well I kinda need tutoring. You even said so yourself", I smiled back.

I sat on the couch and put my bag aside while taking my books out. Jin sat across from me which made me a little nervous.

Am I blushing? Can he tell? I hope he doesn't notice. He's just so handsome. I can look at his face all day. Oh no I've been staring at him for a while now haven't I? Look away (y/n).. Look away.

As I was writing, my hand was shaking. I'm not sure if it's because of Jin watching me as I figure out these problems or if it's because I don't understand one single thing about this damn lesson.

"That one is wrong. You're supposed to divide it with this other problem", he said as he pointed at the mistake I made.

"Uh...", I didn't know what to say or do.

"Here I'll help you", he said before getting up and sat right next to me.

His hand went over mine as he explained how to solve the problem. I spaced out as I felt his breath hit my neck as he talked. His chest lightly rubbing against my shoulder.
His thumb slightly caressing mine once he finished explaining.

"Get it now?", he asked.

"Hm?", I said as he interrupted me from my thoughts.

"Do you understand now?", he asked once again.

"Oh...um.. yea...i-it's easier now.. thanks", I blushed as I looked away.

"(Y/n), tell me the truth. Do you really understand how to do this?", he asked in a soft voice.

I dare not to look at him as I stayed silent. I knew if I turned, his face will be close to mine. Then my whole face will turn red, making it obvious on why I don't understand anything. It's because of him. I can't concentrate because of him.

I bit my lip and slowly shook my head.
"I don't want you to think I'm stupid. I bet it's easier for you to tutor other girls since they're smarter than me, right?", I said quietly.

"You're the only one I'm tutoring. And you're not stupid. You're just distracted by something. May I ask what's distracting you so much?", he asked as he tried to face me.

I slightly looked down so my hair would mask my face, hopefully hiding how flushed my cheeks were. I felt his hand softly squeeze mine. Then he put my hair behind my ear so he could see my face clearly. I heard him chuckle once he saw my tinted cheeks. He leaned his face closer to mine but I quickly stood up, avoiding his gaze.

"I-I think that's enough for today. We should continue tomorrow. I have another test coming up", I said nervously while putting my stuff away.

I was about to walk out the door when I felt a hand pull me back, causing me to fall onto the floor.

Jin crawled on top of me and put both my arms above my head.

"Jin, w-what are you doing? I-I have to get home", I said, scared of what was gonna happen.

"Tell me something (y/n). Are you purposely saying you don't know anything just so I could tutor you? Or are you really that clueless when it comes to school?", he said in a low voice.

My eyes widened, surprised and hurt of what he said.

"You aren't the first girl to trick me into doing this. All you girls want is sex. Just because I'm well-known around the city doesn't mean I'm taking it as an advantage to sleep with who ever I want. So is that what you want? Because if it is, I'll just give it to you right now and you won't have to come back. I won't have to ever see you again. I despise girls like you. And here I thought you were different. So I'll just get it over with", he said angrily.

My tears were rolling down my face as I felt his lips on my neck. I was still in shock, I couldn't move.

"S-Stop", I cried as I pushed him off me.

I grabbed my stuff and quickly ran out of his house with tears still rolling down my face.

Is that what he thinks of me?
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Will be writing part 2 in a couple of minutes. It'll be up maybe tonight or tomorrow.