I looked at myself in the mirror, nervously fixing my dress. I paced around the room and kept thinking about if I'm gonna make a fool out of myself.

"(Y/n), are you ready for your big day? I have your veil right here", Suzy said excitedly.

"Thanks", I said as she placed it on my hair.

"Suzy, do you think I'm doing the right thing?", I asked, looking at my dress from the mirror.

She looked at me with a serious face before turning me around and held both of my hands.

"This is normal. To feel like if you're heading in the right direction. Do you really love Jin?", she asked.

"With all my heart", I replied with no hesitation.

"Then you'll be fine. Once you guys are married, you'll feel more than happy. Now put a smile on that face because it's time to walk down the aisle", she said as she squealed like a little girl.

"You ready?", Jungkook said with a huge smile on his face.

My eyes widened as I saw Jungkook wearing a tux that made him look so handsome.

"Whoa, look at you. You don't look like my little brother anymore", I said.

"You look so good Kookie. I just wanna eat you up", Suzy said as she held on to his arm and poked his nose.

"Okay okay I get it. I look hot. We have to get going now", Jungkook laughed.

*~*~*~*~*~

I held onto Jungkook's arm tightly as I bit my lip nervously.

"Dad would've been so proud of you", Jungkook said, interrupting me from my thoughts.

"I doubt it. I sent him an invitation and he never responded. I just wanna focus on today without having any distractions", I said.

As soon as the music started playing, Jungkook and I began walking. I was having trouble breathing once I saw Jin looking so handsome. And to think in just a few minutes we'll be married.

I lightly blushed as I stood in front of Jin, wondering what he thinks of me being in this dress. During the ceremony, I felt like my face was red the entire time.

"You may now kiss the bride."

Jin leaned in as I watched his sudden move. When our lips touched, it felt as if we were the only two people on Earth. Everyone was cheering us on, whistling and clapping.

*~*~*~*~*~

"Have fun on your honeymoon! Just not too much fun. I may be your brother but I am too young to be an uncle", Jungkook said as he helped me with my bags.

"You're too young for anything. Remember you have to wait also until you're married. Tell Suzy not to get ahead of herself because if she does then I will not hesitate to kick both your asses. Anyways see you guys in a month!", I yelled as I waved goodbye.

I got in the car and sat next to Jin. I felt more nervous to be around him now. It took about four hours until we arrived at our destination.

I was about to enter the house until Jin carried me bridal style.

"We wouldn't be called a married couple if I didn't do this", Jin smiled.

"Aren't you supposed to do that when we have a house together?", I asked him.

"This is our house from now on until we leave", he said.

He carried me all the way to the bedroom. I blushed intensely as I saw rose petals scattered around the room. Not to mention the beautiful scenery through the window.

He put me down and left to get our bags. I roamed around the room, admiring all the romantic details that were set up. I lay a hand on the bed and let the soft fabric of the sheets rub against my skin.

"You okay?", Jin asked.

I jumped at the sound of his voice. I must have been too focused on my thoughts.

"Um..yeah..I just..", I couldn't finish my sentence as I felt my face heat up.

I looked down at the bed and bit my lip.

"I never got to tell you how beautiful you look in your wedding dress", he said as he got closer to me.

I struggled to say anything back since Jin was holding me from my waist. We've been together for 5 years and I still get butterflies in my stomach when I see him.

"Um...Jin..I love you...and I trust you to take care of me. I know that because you've been taking care of me these past couple of years. I'm happy we get to start our new life together", I said, avoiding his eyes, knowing he'll tease me for saying something so cheesy.

"I love you too. I'm glad you trust me. Because I want to prove to you that you can trust me after tonight. I'll be gentle so you can enjoy our moment together. I want you to remember this and only see it as something special to you", he said.

I blushed and nodded.

He leaned in until our lips touched. All the other kisses he gave me were different than this one.

I felt his hands tug on the dress as he looked for the small zipper. Chills formed all over my body as I felt his warm touch brush along my skin. As the dress fell on the floor, I covered my body, feeling insecure about the small scars I have around my stomach.

He carried me to the bed and kissed me passionately. He kissed all the way down to my stomach, making sure I get the message that he loves the scars that made me stronger.

I panicked as I saw his member exposed and hard. I kept thinking whether it's gonna fit. Jin kissed me as he slid in slowly, hoping I wouldn't think about the pain.

While he thrusted in me, he kept telling me how beautiful I am and how lucky he is to have me in his life. It calmed me down a bit and made me enjoy it even more.

*~*~*~*~*~

I slowly opened my eyes and stretched before looking around the room. Jin wasn't there. I smiled as I remembered the event that happened last night. I touched my lips, remembering how Jin's tongue danced with mine.

I wanted to look for Jin so I stood up but realized I made a mistake as I took a step forward.

"Shit!", I yelled as my body fell forward, causing my face to hit the floor.

"(Y/n)?? Are you okay?", Jin asked as he helped me up.

"Yea, I guess I should've stayed in bed longer. I'm a bit...sore", I sheepishly said as I rubbed the back of my neck.

"Oh, did I hurt you?", he asked, carrying me to the bed.

"Um...no...it was amazing...and to prove it, I'm gonna have to wait a bit longer until I could feel my legs", I muttered, looking away from him.

"Hm...you know that was the first time I ever heard you cuss. Now that we're gonna start having our own family, there shall be no cussing. Should I have to punish you so you could learn your lesson?", he smirked.

I blushed and hit him with a pillow.

"Kim Seokjin, get near me and I'll make sure you don't get to touch me for a long time!", I yelled with red cheeks.

He laughed as he tried to dodge the pillow.
I guess this is what I have to deal with now that I'm married to him.