Jimin (Pt. 2)
Later that afternoon, I carefully unwrapped Jimin's arm from my waist and got dressed. I paced around the room and stared at Jimin while he was asleep.
Hopefully nothing will happen. Why am I so stupid? That's why they say to use protection.
Should I tell Jin?
I sat on the edge of the bed and sighed.
"What's wrong?", Jimin asked.
"Um..nothing. I'm just tired", I put on a fake smile.
"Hm so I'm guessing you don't wanna go again?", he asked as he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck.
"Uh..I don't feel good. Maybe later", I said.
"Okay. You hungry? We can go out and eat", he hugged me from behind and rested his chin on my shoulder.
"Yea. Let me just wash up", I said.
I walked towards my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
What do I do?
*~*~*~*~*~
After finished getting ready, Jimin took me to our usual place. I was hoping we could go back home to eat the food but Jimin wanted to eat there.
"Are you sure you're okay? You haven't said a word since we left the house", he said.
"I'm fine", I took a bite of my food.
I have to do something fast. I don't know if I should tell Jin. Maybe he'll know what to do.
A few days have passed and I've tried to make up excuses to Jimin so we wouldn't have sex again.
"I'll be back Jimin", I said as I got my keys.
"Where are you going?", he asked.
"I need to talk to Jin", I put on my shoes.
"About what?", he asked.
"Um..something", I said nervously.
"Oh...I'll go with you", he said as he got up from the couch.
"No!...I mean, you don't have to. I'm just gonna go and come back in a jiff", I said.
"But I-"
"I'll be back", I said and quickly walked out of the door.
*~*~*~*~*~
"So let me get this straight. You and Jimin had unprotected sex and now you want me to go get you the morning after pill so you won't end up pregnant?", Jin asked.
I nodded while Jin still looked unconvinced.
"Please Jiiiiiin. Do you know what my parents will do if they found out I'm pregnant? They'll force me to get an abortion and I'll have to move back in with them and I won't be able to see Jimin again. They don't even know I'm living with him", I pleaded.
"Why don't you just ask Jimin? He could get it for you too. Its best if he does it", he said.
"I don't want Jimin to know", I looked down as I played with my fingers.
"Look (y/n), as much as I love and care about you, you have to tell Jimin. If he finds out, he'll think you don't trust him. I'm sorry, I'm not gonna do this for you. If you really like Jimin, you'd tell him. I wouldn't wait that long though. The pill won't be as effective after five days", he said.
"Oh", I said.
Shit.
*~*~*~*~*~
I was in my room, groaning as I looked at the ceiling.
What am I gonna do now? It's been more than a week and I can't take the pill.
"Hey (y/n)", Jimin said, laying down next to me.
"Hey", I sighed.
For a couple of minutes we stayed quiet. I want to tell him but I just don't know how. I crossed my arms over my stomach and chewed on my bottom lip.
"Okay what's going on? Ever since we had sex, you haven't been yourself lately. Was I really that bad?", he asked.
"No it's not that. It was actually amazing", I smiled weakly at him.
"Then why have you been moping around?", he asked, pulling me close to him.
Should I tell him?
"Um...I have to tell you something", I said nervously.
He raised his eyebrows so I could continue.
"Please don't get mad", I whispered.
"Why would I be mad?", he asked.
"Well...that day when we..did it...um...I wanted to tell you to stop before you....you know...but I couldn't because it felt good...and then it was too late. I was worried because I kept thinking I'm gonna end up pregnant so I talked to Jin about getting me the after pill and he told me you should be the one getting it for me. And then he said I shouldn't wait that long because the pill isn't effective after five days and it's been more than that already. Now I just don't know what to do", I said quickly so I could get it over with.
"Oh...that's..a lot to take in. I thought you were on birth control", he said.
"Why would I be on birth control? You knew it was my first time", I sat up, annoyed with his response.
"Some girls do it", he shrugged his shoulders.
"But I'm not like them. You know what, just forget it", I angrily said and stood up to walk away.
"Wait, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that", Jimin grabbed my wrist before I had the chance to escape.
"But you did. Jimin, what if I end up pregnant? I can't be a mother at 17. My parents will kill me and I won't be able to see you again", I cried.
"We'll figure something out. But if you do end up pregnant, I'll be there for you. No matter what your decision is, I'll be here for you. Just don't stress yourself too much. As for your parents, they don't control you anymore. They let you leave when you needed someone and they don't bother calling you. Screw them, they can go to hell. You can depend on me", he said.
After telling him, I felt more relaxed.
A couple of weeks later, I was in the bathroom with a pregnancy stick on one hand, waiting for the results.
I bit my lip nervously, my legs kept shaking, and my heart wouldn't stop beating fast. Once the results showed, I looked in the mirror and sighed. I walked out of the bathroom and walked towards Jimin's room.
"Jimin?", I called him as I peeked through his room.
"What's up?", he asked.
I chewed on the inside of my cheek as I showed him the stick.
"So how sure is this thing?", he asked.
"Well I took two of them and both showed the same result. Two lines means pregnant, one line means not pregnant", I explained to him.
"So you're-"
"Not pregnant", I said calmly.
"Hm..well I guess we can put that behind us. But I was kinda hoping you'd be pregnant. It would've been nice to have a family with you", he said as he sat me down on his lap.
"Yea it would be nice....in the future", I chuckled softly.
He smiled and kissed me. He rubbed my waist as he made the kiss more intense.
"Oh no, we are not doing that again until we are married", I said after pulling away.
"What? Why? Can't I just do stuff that doesn't involve my you-know-what in your you-know-who? I can make it pleasurable enough for you and you won't get pregnant", he said, pulling me back towards him.
"Maybe...I don't know yet. Just make sure next time you use a condom if we do end up doing it", I said.
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