Hobi and I were in the living room. I was sitting between his legs with my legs crossed while I got a few paperwork done. He was watching tv. Well not really watching. The tv was on as he watched me struggle with the paperwork.

"Jagi, you should take a break. You've been on this for weeks now", he said as he lightly kissed my neck.

"I can't take a break. I have to get this done or else they're gonna put Min Jun in foster care", I said.

"But they keep sending you more paper work. You're gonna stress yourself out", he said, trying to get the papers from my hands.

"No! I said have to get this finished!", I yelled in annoyance and walked into the bedroom while carrying the papers on my hands.

I huffed out a long sigh and continued filling out the blank spaces without even realizing what I just did.

About an hour later, Min Jun came into the bedroom and jumped on the bed.

"Hey sis, what are you doing?", he asked as he took off his shoes.

"What I always do", I said.

I didn't take my eyes off the papers.

"You've changed a lot since mom and dad died. You used to be all happy and smiley but now you're just focused on this. And I don't even see you hang out with Hoseok anymore", he said.

"I'm just trying to get everything out of the way so you could stay here with me instead of being with strangers. He understands what we're going through. Don't worry", I smiled at him and continued what I was doing.

"I don't know. He didn't look like himself when he picked me up from school. He looked sad. Did something happen?", he asked.

"He thinks I need a break from all this but I don't wanna get distracted. Look, I really want to finish this so is it okay if you play outside? You can ask Hobi to play with you", I said.

He nodded and headed out the bedroom door.

I groaned and held both sides of my head as I hardly understood the words that were on the paper.
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I ended up falling asleep. When I opened my eyes, I saw Hobi moving the papers out of the way and onto the small desk beside the bed.

"Wait, I still need those", I said as I reached forward.

"No what you need is sleep. I know you want to finish this but you're not gonna get anywhere if your brain is too stressed out. Sleep, eat, then you can continue this", he said.

"I can't. I have to prove that I can get anything done while still capable of taking care of Min Jun", I said.

"You're doing a great job but you need to take care of yourself too. Just so you won't lie to me, I'm taking these papers with me and I'll give them back to you once you have more energy", he said and walked away.

Once the door closed, I sighed and laid down so my head would rest on the pillow.

I don't need sleep.

About two hours later, the guys came over for dinner. I didn't bother talking to anyone since I wasn't in the mood. All I wanted was for the paperwork to be turned in so we could move on with our lives.

While everyone was trying to make the awkward silence less awkward, I kept my eyes on my plate. I noticed Min Jun looking at me with a worried expression so I quickly gave him a small smile and ate my food.

When we were done with dinner, I grabbed the papers and went back to the bedroom.

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A few days have passed and I kept getting back the paperwork.

"What am I doing wrong??", I asked myself, getting more frustrated at the thought of it.

I groaned as I threw the papers on the floor. I laid back and stared at the ceiling. I closed my eyes and felt the space next to me become warm.

"You really need to stop beating yourself over this", J-hope said.

"I don't know why I keep getting back the same paperwork. I turn them in and I get them again in the mail. If this keeps up, they'll think I'm irresponsible and lazy for not signing it and turning it in. They already think I'm incapable of taking care of Min Jun. Why did this have to happen??", I said.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him so I would be resting on his chest.

"I understand why you want to get this over with. You lost your parents and you don't want to lose Min Jun too. But forcing yourself to act as if nothing happened is making you lose your patience. You didn't even have time to mourn over your parent's death. Min Jun is worried about you. He doesn't like that you're always focusing on this. Look what it's doing to you, you're about to lose your mind. Why don't you finish this up with my help and we'll go on vacation after? And if you get this back in the mail, I'll make sure to talk to whoever is in charge of this. It isn't fair that you have to keep signing the same thing. So don't worry about that anymore. What do you say I give you a massage?", he asked.

"If you think that will help, sure", I sat up and turned so my back would be facing him.

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Like J-Hope promised, he rented a beach house so I could relax. Min Jun agreed to stay with Jin while Hobi and I were away.

I didn't get anything back in the mail except an arranged meeting to talk with my lawyer and other people. I ended up being the legal guardian for Min Jun which we were so happy about and I no longer had to stress about it.
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