I look at my body in the mirror, filled with scars on my hands and slash marks on my back and legs. No tears came out of my eyes. There are no tears left to cry anymore. I ran myself a hot bath to relax my muscles and get ready for college.

I live with my father who became a drunk after my mom died in an accident. He started running illegal businesses and doing drugs. He became abusive towards me and hit me even if for a small blunder.

"You slut! What were you doing instead of making breakfast for me" He curses at me. I just keep my head low and get on with cooking. I make some toast and an omelet and serve it to him.

"What the fuck is this? It tastes like shit! I better go out and eat rather than yours." he spits out everything and stands up to go out.

I sighed and ate my breakfast. He does this every day and I am used to it anyway.

I stepped into the campus and made my way toward my locker to get the books for the first period. Just then I am pushed back.

"Taehyung, not today, please. Leave me alone." I say and push him back in annoyance. He clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes at me.

"Oh come on Y/N! Don't you have any fun in your boring life? Loosen up!"

He said laughing at me and I just scoffed thinking about how 'fun' my life is. I just ignored him and proceeded to go to my class.

He was not exactly my bully but has been teasing and provoking me about something or the other every day. He annoys me a lot, which to be honest is the best part of my day. At least, I get to smile about something. He has been my crush for a while now but I didn't confess because who will even like me, a dull girl with ugly scars all over my body?

"I'll be giving you some assignments which you will be submitting tomorrow  itself and no excuses." Our teacher said with a strict face.

Shit, I have to complete it today itself because I don't have time at home. I got out of the class and went to the library to complete.

Time skip

I knocked on the door of my house nervously, scared that he would hurt me again because I was late. I was completely the project and I lost track of time.

The door slammed open and I screamed when I felt my hair almost rip away from my head.

"YOU WHORE, WHERE WERE YOU HUH?!? ALWAYS FUCKING WITH BOYS!"

He screamed at me, spit spraying on my face. I can smell alcohol from him. He drank again and I doubt that I am gonna survive today.