☆Just be with me forever☆

🖤Kim Namjoon🖤

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Author pov

Opening the door forcefully. Holding lots of emotions. right now all you want is to disappear. you run towards your bedroom. Throw yourself in bed hug the side pillow tightly and start crying harder and harder. You are mind is full of negative thoughts. "Why I am not good enough?" why i can't be happy?" The thoughts making you more and more cry.

A man rushes towards you seeing you crying his heart broke. your husband your, your love of life, The one you want to spend all your life. Seeing you like the make him weak. Yes, You are his weakness. You are the only one he loves. He sits on the bed edge. Silently looking at you.

You sit on the bed still sobbing. Look at him. He is busy looking at you admiring you. He wants to cry but he can't he knows if you see him crying you will hurt badly. You see his eyes showing the emotions. That emotion he is holding. You put the pillow aside and open your arms to signal him to come to you.

He comes hugs you tightly buried his face in your neck. "Let out," you said softly. He stopped himself to don't burst out but your soft voice make him weak he start crying in your arms. You feel useless. You can't give him one thing. He always wants to be a father. You are both willing to be parents but one month ago you went for a health check-up and the doctor said you can't be a mother.

Today you again take a check-up but the result. One month you see the sadness in your husband's eyes but he always comforts you. Last few minutes you both cry in each other arms.

Namjoon- stop crying love. (He said wiping her tears with his thumb. His voice makes you weaker you start crying harder.)
Y/n- I am such a useless person. (i am so disappointed in myself)Namjoon- No you Are not love. ( He said take me in his arms.)

Y/n- I am! I can't give you a baby I am such-(he interprets you by saying) Namjoon- the love I didn't marry for the child. I married you because I love you. you are the most important person in my life. It's okay if we don't have a baby. Don't make yourself suffer I am okay. You are with me it's enough. You are enough to make me happy. Just be with me forever.

Y/n- but-(He pecks your lips. Then smiles sadly.)Namjoon- stop listening to people who are always here for judging and stop going to meet your stupid friends. they make fun of you. He said with a smile. you smile back and nod. Namjoon- I think you are tired just go and take shower. Then we will sleep okay? (He said kiss my forehead you nodded. He walked out of the room)

(I am so lucky to have you. But I can see your sad face. I know becoming a father it's your wish you want a family I know how much you are suffering because of me. Your all friends have kids except you. I have to do something I can't see you like this and I will do everything to make you happy.)

Time skip.

We are on the bed cuddling. Feeling warmth to each other. Side all negative thoughts and worries. he is snuggled his face in my neck. Showing so much love. Suddenly you feel tickles on your neck. He is leaving wet kissing all in your neck to collarbone. Then he kisses you passionately Softly. Only love not lust or pleasure. He gives you a last peck on your lips. Then he pulled you cooler to him. You put your face on his chest listening to his heartbeats.

Y/n- honey! Can I ask something? (He just hummed. I take a deep breath.)
Y/n- it's hurts right?
(Suddenly, He hovered me. kiss my whole face. I let out giggles. )
Namjoon- yes it hurts. it hurts a lot but not more than seeing you cry. See you cry is the most painful thing for me. (He said look at me and Kiss my forehead. Tears rolled down he whipped my tears. I hugged him tightly. He hugged me back)

4months later.

Author pov.

Namjoon Enter the living room after a tiring day.  Now he wants to look at your smiling face. He enters the living room sees you sitting with a woman her age is around 20-25. You both talking to each other. He looks at that woman in confusion. He never sees her. )

Namjoon- honey. ( He said while removing his shoes. You give him a beautiful smile.
He comes to sit beside you. Then look towards that woman and smile.)

Y/n- love She is my friend.
(she said namjoon bowed towards her she did too. )

Namjoon- okay enjoy your time I will be back after showering. (He walked away giving them time to talk After 2min. he rush towards you all panicked and said )
Namjoon- y/n there are small babies in our room. (He said being confused you chuckled. )

Y/n- yea it's my friend babies. They are sleeping that's why I put them In our room.

(He nodded smiled and again walk away.)
Friend- Your husband is so adorable. He freaks out when he sees babies (laugh)

Y/n-*chuckled* yea he is. Thank you so much. You give me the most beautiful thing. I don't know how to thank you.

Friend- no y/n. Infect I have to tell you to thank you so much I am so depressed because of this I am afraid of how I will raise kids. ( they both smile at each other and spend some time together)

Time skip.

Namjoon comes after taking shower. He shows the most beautiful view. he saw you playing with babies he smile to look at you and the baby. He sadly chuckled. Thinking you both never have yours.

Namjoon- hun what are you doing here and where is your friend?

Y/n- she is gone! (you said simply)

Namjoon- oh- wait what? She leaves her babies here? ( his eyes became wide.Y/n come towards namjoon held his hand takes him with her making him sit beside the babies. He looks towards babies. They look at you cute.)

Y/n- they are twins. A girl and a boy. (s)

Namjoon- they are cute (he said while admiring them.Y/n hold his hand he looks towards her. Tears roll down from her eyes. she smiles.)

Namjoon- honey what happened? Why you are crying?.(he said looking at you.)

Y/n - love I adopt them.

Namjoon- what?? (He asked again can't believe what he heard)

Y/n- yes I adopt them. I can't live all life without the baby. I want a family with you but sadly I am not able to do that. I cant see you being sad. The Friend you meet a while ago. She is babies biological mother. For her it's a mistake she has no one and she doesn't have enough money to raise babies. I meet her 4months ago in the park. she is crying Because she doesn't have money and she can't abort them it's not good for her health too. I comfort him that day and after that day We become friends one day I asked her if I take her both babies, I asked her and she agreed. She is happy.

(He is all shocked can't believe that he is a father now it's doesn't matter that they are not his child. )
Namjoon- Omo! I can't believe I m a father now. Omo! Thank you so much y/n. You give me the most beautiful gift. (He hugged her. she hugged him back. Tears rolling down)

Namjoon&y/n - I Love you.

THE END
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