I went back to our dorm. I was feeling proud of myself because we finished the Fake Love Music Video. I got a call from my mom. I picked it up of course.

"The best thing about having a K-pop star as a kid. Is that our son make us proud." She to me as I sat down on the couch.

Son. The word echoed in my mind, making me feel... Uncomfortable. I mean I would have to get used to being recognized as a boy after being misgendered by baby ARMY's. But the feeling kept returning to me.

"Seokjin"

"He"

"Him"

"His"

I thought I would be getting used to being a man, but the more I got referred to one the more I felt uneasy. The next day I went out to get some fresh air and to clear my head. I don't know what was going on with me. How long is it going to take for me to get used to my old lifestyle?

I stopped walking when I got to a glass window of an old store. I stared at my reflection for some minutes. I wanted to scream so loud because the person I was seeing wasn't me. It couldn't be. I felt like I was uncomfortable in my own body.

I ran a bunch of different ideas in my head. Until I stop at one. Transgender. I immediately turned down the idea.

'Nah that couldn't be it... Right because there is no way. Right?" I thought about it as time went on. Could it be the possibility? But if it was my father would kill me.

"No child of mine will be Transgender," My father said to me. Will I saw that coming.

My mother sat there quietly as this went on. I had tried to look for help from her.

"You are a boy, as you were intended to be." He continued. "Now let's not bring up the subject again"

"Yes, dad." I bowed down hiding my tears in me.

This didn't stop me from thinking about it. Eventually, I came to terms with who I was. I knew I was a girl in my soul.

*Narrator pov*

She referred to herself with the nickname Rose, because she loves roses. After she was dressing like a girl She then dyed her hair pink like it was during the Blood Sweat and Tears music video. She looked in the mirror and smiled, feeling more comfortable.

"Finally." She whispered to her reflection "My reflection is who I am inside."

Her father didn't like it, but he didn't have the heart to disown her. He wouldn't look at her for more than five seconds.

"He'll come around, dear," Her mother said. "After all, he always wanted a daughter"

She laughed lightly, trying to cheer her up. Rose cracked a smile.

"Thanks"

A few days later Rose headed back to the other members. She noticed them and walked up to them.

"He a girl now?" Jungkook observed "I never seen a girl so handsome"

"Hey guys long time no see," Rose said cheerfully before sitting with them. "I decided to reinvent myself."

"Every time she speaks, she makes me want to sing," Jimin said kinda flirty. "I'm so confused"

"Be quiet! We'll get caught and she'll know we're talking about her." Yoongi said to his boyfriend.

Then Namjoon not even trying to be quiet.

"Maybe one day she'll screw me!"

Rose noticed this and knew he was talking about her.

'Now I get why my nickname is Pink Princess' She thought to herself.

They talked and caught up before one by one they left to head back to the dorm. Then, it was Namjin together.

"Do you mind?" Rose asked her boyfriend.

"It's not like seeing my boyfriend as a girl" Namjoon chuckled. "No of course I don't mind"

"I feel more comfortable like this. And I felt its time to have some breast" Rose said.

Namjoon smiled encourage.

"Good for you." He replied