"TAEHYUNG ...?!"

"T-TAEHYUNG DON'T DO THIS!"

"S-STOP P-PLEASE"

you were desperately trying to untie your hands which were tied to your back and you were chained to your chair

"I love you my princess" he mumbled and....

Pointed the gun under his chin

* SHOT *

~ few hours earlier ~

"Don't be a brat princess and eat" he fed you forcefully and you just ate silently

"I-I'm full" you uttered

"No, you're not .... this is not your regular......you eat around 15 spoons daily and this is just the 8th one"

Your eyes went large as saucers

"No need to get so surprised princess ......I know your each and every vein..." he smiled and wiped your lips with his hands and pecked it softly

Your lifeless eyes had glint of happiness after the soothing words of your husband

Since you were younger you developed a disease called PCOS which led to your weight gain

But the weight gain was not that much but still more than the standard Korean girls

Your parents always had a type of stereotype against you

Your younger sister was fit and had a beautiful body

You always envied her, but you were not at fault that you caught PCOS at the age of 16

Your parents no doubt took care of you.... took you to regular checkups ......paid your education fees ...

But the most important thing named parent affection was still missing in your life.... apart from affects affection you got only one thing from them Taunts and disrespect from your family

your marriage with Tae-Hyung was a god gift for you

Tae-Hyung's parents were looking for a down to earth girl...with very charming personality and somehow, they reached your father the owner of a renowned fashion brand

his parents liked your personality but somewhere they had a doubt regarding you but............ still they wanted their son to marry as he was getting close of age 27

so that's how an angel came to in the life of an enthusiast kpop idol

but your depression unintentionally pushed all the efforts of Tae-Hyung away in a brutal way

he loves his wife very much but his wife in the reason of her insecurity can't accept his love full heartedly

you always portraited his love .... his kindness as an act of pity

and at the last Tae-Hyung had to take a hard way to show his love and madness towards his wife

the aggressive and possessive ways were only because his wife being stubborn that she always considers herself that she doesn't deserve him

he slapped you few times because you always talk unpleasant about yourself .......you always get highly influenced by those hate comments that his fans posted online

"My princess where are you lost?" you heard your husbands soft yet cold voice which made you come out of your trail...

your eyes made contact with his cold ones

he cupped your face and made you face him...

"I'm heading out now......hmm" he whispered in your ears

you shivered and nodded

"DO NOT dare to open any online portal and take your medicines on time...and if ......" he was whispering dangerously

"If you try to do anything ......you know I wont spare you princess..." he pecked your nose and smiled which was not reaching his eyes

"Do you understand...?"

"y-yes..." he smiled and grabbed your wrist and made you stand up

"Hey, you" he pointed at the random maid passing by

"You...come here..."he indicated with his index finger

"Keep all those sharp knives and sharp cutter out of my wife reach and take care of your madame .... UNDERSTAND ?!" he glared at that maid

"i-i will s-sir"

"AND NEXT TIME WEAR PROPER UNIFORM ...." That Maide shivered knowing she fucked up trying to seduce your husband

you on the other hand standing there emotionlessly with your head down while your wrist was tightly wrapped under Tae-Hyung's slender fingers

"Fucking bitch" he muttered under his breath

he turned towards you with the raging and dangerous aura wrapped around him

"And princess.......I'm repeating......take care of yourself ......otherwise you won't like to bear the consequences...."

he kissed your forehead for good seconds

"I love you....no matter what happen" he waited for your answer but when he didn't get........ his blood boiled

"say.it.back"

"i-i l-love you t-too tae" you shuttered knowing the consequences of not saying

he left for his company .... leaving you alone in this mansion

◇◇◇◇

"See this one is better " on maid was giggling with another maid .... not knowing someone was watching them

they were giggling and passing comments about the roast videos of Kim y/n

you watched them with tears rolling down your eyes

it's not that these simple giggles of some maids will make you cry and rethink your marriage, but something really stung in your heart

'They are laughing at my pathetic self......whole fandom is laughing at me ......my Tae-Hyung would be bearing so much because I married him......his colleagues would be pitying him.... he is just tolerating me because of pity.'

you tried many times to overcome your depressive state but.... looks like God doesn't want that

you were roaming around the house aimlessly with your heavy heart

'I'm sorry I ruined your life tae'

■■■■

Tae-Hyung was practicing his choreography .... when his teammates announced the 15 min break

Tae-Hyung rushed towards his bag ......eagerly wanted to watch you as it's been 2 hours already

he unlocked his device and opened the cctv of his mansion

he was expecting you to be taking the lunch in the kitchen but frowned when he found no one in the kitchen

he hurriedly tapped the screen finding you in the whole mansion

he was getting tensed and raged

'Where is she I swear---'

he halted his fingers when he found you in your bedroom staring out of the window

But he panicked when he saw your full teared filled face

'I need to get home ...'

You were badly shaken to your core that only negative thoughts were roaming around your mind

You opened the drawer of the nightstand and saw the bottle of sleeping pills

'It's better this way...'

You opened the bottles and just when you were about to swallow those pills

The pills dropped from your hands and a stinging pain made contact with your cheeks

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND RIGHT ?!" you heard Tae-Hyung's raging voice

"YOU DID THIS AGAIN ......I WILL--- "

He grabbed your upper arm and dragged you outside the room

All the workers were shivering witnessing the rage of Taehyung

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE BEFORE I KILL YOU!" he yelled at those workers who were watching

"Did a big mistake princess ...I gave you last warning still......" he throwed you in the basement and tied you on the chair

"T-Taehyung what a-are you doing ...?" He clenched his jaw glared at you

"SHUT UP ?!"

He tightened the grip of chains on your hands

After tying you to the chair he dragged the chair in front of you and sat on it

"you're heartless, aren't you ?!"

he grabbed your jaw digging his nails in your jaw

"So heartless that you want to leave me alone in this world...."

"WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND I LOVE YOU AND I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE YOU ?!"

"T-tae"

"You say you love me but still try to take your life ......" Tae-Hyung said in a deep raging voice

"Have you ever imagined what will happen to me after y-you..........no right? because you're heartless but don't worry today I will be giving you your biggest punishment...." he sat back on the chair and took something out of his coat

a switch blades

"I know you have given up your will to live ......but today......I'm not going to touch you......I will punish myself......you said you love me, right?" he grinned like a maniac and made a deep cut on his arm

you screamed witnessing the pain of your husband

"Why screaming princess ......you didn't want to live right......I also don't want to live without you...." he made another cut on his hand

"TAE DON'T DO THIS...."

he ignored you and continued making deep cuts on his arm without making any sound

your pleads were echoing in the basement

but Tae-Hyung was not showing any reaction other than cutting himself brutally Infront of your eyes

"P-PLEASE DONT HURT YOURSELF TAEHYUNG, I BEG YOU ?!"

You cried and desperately tried to open yourself, but nothing was working at that time

".... this is the pain I feel every time I see you trying harm yourself......are y-you feeling the same princess .... or not?" he said and smiled and made a deep cut on his chest

"PLEASE I BEG YOU TAEHYUNG STOP ....PLEASE"

"you're heartless aren't you then why are you showing pain of losing me princess...?"

"P-PLEASE STOP"

"You n-never understood my love for you right ......never understood my possession and obsession over you ?!"

he was continusly cutting himself on his different body parts

you were desperatly pleading him to stop

taehyung knew his aggressive methods will not work on you anymore because you have given up your will to live....so he is torturing himself because he knew that you love him very much but don't consider worthy for his love

"And this is my last punishment princess......if you want to die then you have to watch me die first...." he said firmly

and opened the holster of gun which was attached on his belt

and straightly pointed that gun under his chin

"i love you my princess........only you can love me at my worst......if you can't love me like i do ......then no one else also can't...." he pulled the trigger and loaded the gun

"TAEHYUNG STOP STOP......I BEG YOU !!"

you panicked and tried to open your hands

"I LOVE YOU TAEHYUNG ...PLEASE DONT DO THIS ?!"

"i love you princess..."

"I'M SORRY TAEHYUNG I WON'T DO THIS AGAIN......PLEASE DROP THE GUN "

" i already said princess if you can't love me like I do.... then no one else also can't "

"TAEHYUNG DROP THE GUN!"

he closed his eyes with a soft smile and put his finger on the trigger and pressed it

*SHOT*

Your heartbeat stiffened .......

you sighed in relief when you grabbed his hand and pointed the gun at the wall behind him

you grabbed the gun harshly from his hand and throwed it on the floor kicking it away

you immediately hugged him tightly like your life was dependent on him (which was practically true)

he viciously laughs and hugged you back......

you glared at him with a furious demeanor and slapped him tightly ...not once but twice

he was still smiling while his cheeks were red

you held his nape and smashed you lips on him angrily

he kissed also kissed you back with same passion

"I'm in madly in love with my wife Kim y/n and I will love her till my end....no matter what happen"

you broke down in loud sobs and hugged him again

seeing someone who loves you too much .... you never expected .........

and you on the other hand rather than returning him love......you were degrading yourself because of some strangers outside

"i love you too....i love you so much" you whispered and wiped your tears

"Will you ever repeat this again?" taehyung asked

"n-never...ever"

"Good...because next time I'll not hesitate to pull the trigger "

he smiled brightly and hugged you

A lone tear escaped from your eyes......you understood no matter what this man is madly obsessed with you regardless of your outer shape....

-- 2 days later --

you were feeding taehyung his food as his arms and chest were bandaged

whole mansion was utterly quite because taehyung has fired all the maids and workers

"did you eat ?" he muttered coldly, and your hands came to halt

he glared at you knowing you didn't

"Go bring your food also...." you nodded and went outside to bring food

Taehyung closed his eyes and leaned backwards

he opened his eyes when his phone rang loudly

"Boss we tortured those maids continually for 2 days what to do next ??"

"Burn them alive like han family"

"He's obsessed with your soul not with your outer body "

'SOMETIME A LOVE DEPRIVED PERSON JUST NEED A PERSON WHO CAN LOVE THEM LIMITLESS'

------ "I love you since the day you became han y/n to my kim y/n" ---

"I'll love you princess....no matter what happen .... cause I'm in love with your soul not with the SHAPE OF YOU "

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THE END

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