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People say, Love is ...freedom
Love is trust ...
Love is non-toxic ....

But does ...this kind of love even exist? 

A kind of love without ...overprotectiveness and possessiveness?

usually, ...A love relationship ...consists of little cute possessiveness and overprotectiveness .... it's termed as a Healthy relationship

but when this little cute possessiveness and overprotectiveness exceeds a certain limit ...It's termed as Toxicity

But one will never admit ...that their relationship is toxic .... they justify their toxic relationship saying ...they love each other too much

You also never admitted that your relation with Hoseok ...was toxic

In your defense, you love your husband too much ...A love which has no boundaries

"Sweet cupcakes for my sweet Hobi..." you stirred the cupcake batter in the glass bowl mixing it properly.... you put your stray hairs behind your ear for better clearance

sighing ...happily and your eyes glinted with a strange satisfaction ....

you hummed in delight when a certain butter scent of cupcake entered your nostrils ...you always prefer making dessert first ....

you climbed up the stairs of the apartment knowing your husband was still sleeping ...after coming exhausted from work in afternoon

You guys can afford a luxurious mansion ...but never had a wish to own one ...this is why a 2-bedroom ...luxurious apartment was fine by you ...

Hoseok slept like an angel in that dark room ...he always prefers sleeping shirtless ....

you caressed his bare back with you palm and felt his hardness of his back ....

you swept off his soft hairs from his forehead and kissed it deeply ...he squirmed a little trying to wake up ...

"Wake up ...Hobi..." you whispered in his ears and kissed his earlobe

"Dinner will be ready in a few minutes .... wake up before it gets cold ..." you shook him gently He groaned and woke with a light smile ....

"I'll be there in 20 minutes love..." he smiled and pecked your cheek before getting up from the bed to refresh himself

You were vibing to a random tune that had stuck in your mind after watching the T.V

"Love?" Your husband's voice reached your ear ...he was finally downstairs ...

"In the kitchen!"

"Hi..." He came following your voice and back-hugged you snuggling in your neck ...

"Hi?" you chuckled playfully ...and nudged his stomach...

"Set the table ...this is just getting ready ...!" you playfully shoved him towards the kitchen table and chuckled

"Mm... these smells so good..." you placed the fresh cooked dished on the table ...Hoseok enthusiastically sat on the chair

you sat across from him and started serving the food....

you smiled and give him plate of noddled in black bean sauce

"let's start..." you both steadied your chopsticks and took the first bite ...

For a good 15 minutes there was nothing, just the satisfying ASMR of eating ....

"Hobi..." you dragged his name gaining his attention ...

he looked up innocently from his plate and questioned with is eyes

"How was your client's color selection?" your hands didn't stop from taking the bite .... you chewed slowly and looked in his eyes ...

"Ah! ...Kim Jennie .... she is very picky ...she took 3 hours just to finalize the color of ribbon on her dress..." He spoke with a little exaggeration

"She's a top-demanded model what do you expect?" you wiggled your eyebrows and Hoseok smiled

"And what about the meeting yesterday afternoon?" you questioned him again ....

"Which one?" he tilted his head ...

"Mr. Cheng's one..." 

"Mr. Cheng? .... Mr. Cheng! yes ...that one ...That went well too ..."

He grabbed the glass of cold water and chugged down ...quenching the sudden dryness in his throat ...

you both continued feasting on the dinner with a sudden silence ...but not for long 

"Hoseok....I was thinking of buying a new pet..."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yes, let's go for a little female dog this time..."

"But we already have mickey..." he frowned

"This is why I want a female dog Hoseok...." you blankly looked at him ...He sighed heavily and composed himself

"Sure, we'll buy it tomorrow?" you saw his plate of noodles was about to finish ...you kept your flatware aside and grabbed the covered ceramic bowl of your today's special dish

"Yes!" you smiled widely and took an empty plate ...taking out a little portion ...for him

after taking it out, you offered him the special dish ...Samgyeopsal

His eyes glinted with excitement seeing his favorite dish ... his expressions were adorable like a kid ...

He picked up his rested chopsticks and dipped them in the sauce of the dish.

"What would be the name of our dog then?" he took a handful bite of the meat piece present in Samgyeopsal 

"How about Clara?"

coughs ...

Violent coughs emerged from Hoseok's side .... suddenly his favorite dish was making him uncomfortable

You passed him the glass of the same chilled water .... he nodded in thankfulness

"I-Isn't Clara a common name ...why don't we try some unique name?" He cleared his throat and spoke ...without breaking the thread of the conversation 

"But I like this name so much ...it gives me so much familiarity ..." you pouted and made your infamous puppy eyes ...

"H-how about the name Minnie?" he picked up his chopsticks again and mixed the rice with pork belly curry ...

"But Clara is way more beautiful-"

"Babe ...I don't think ...this meat is cooked properly ...see? It isn't even getting chewed properly"

"Oh... I actually used a different kind of meat today..."

"But this is not going down my throat...what kind of meat is this?" He spat the unchewed meat from his mouth ...and gargled with the water nearby ...

"You actually had this ...very often"

"Is this beef?" 

"No...it's Clara Reid..."

Why actually a man cheats on his woman?

lack of love? lack of communication? Lack of attention? or is it lack of Sexual pleasure ...?

These were the Top-most grounds on why a man cheat on his women...

But...none of them was valid in your case ...

Lack of love? ...you love him more than he will ever know...you always did ...and always will ...

Lack of communication? .... You call your husband about 50 times a day ...and not a single time went that he didn't pick up ...

you know everything about his life ...when he is away from your sight.... from the company he works for ...to the house address of his secretary ....

Even Hoseok tells you everything ...at the end of the day...

Lack of attention? .... Hoseok is the center of your attention .... nothing comes first ...but him ...your world roams around him ...and only him ...

Lack of sexual pleasure? Even this point is not valid .... because you both get cozy frequently ...

What could be the reason then? ...

You knew ...his innocence ...

Naivety

Jung Hoseok is naive enough to get manipulated by ...literally anyone ...

Naive because you protected his innocence...right since you became his friend

Clara Reid 

Yet another silly woman who got charmed by your Hoseok ...

but one thing you didn't know about her was ...she was cunning and sleek.

Basically, she didn't manipulate him ...just told him some truth...

"Sir Hoseok....what are you doing on your mobile?" she asked, placing his coffee on the desk ...as her job of being his personal assistant allows ...

"Messaging my wife..." 

"Sir ...it's 2023 .... you still message her like in 1920's" she laughed and took the chair across him...

Hoseok and she were getting along really well...

"But aren't I suppose do inform her what I am doing?" 

"Sir...everybody in this country is independent enough to take their own decision ...and work by themselves.......you are not supposed to tail your wife like that... " She chuckled and started designing the latest order

"Am I not supposed to? ...but she said-"

"she said it.... but you are not her slave, right?" 

That was the first time ...she showed the new side of this world to him .... Hoseok was not supposed to drop you a message every 30 minutes ...informing where he is...

Being over-possessiveness is toxic ....and this toxicity was showed by Clara

 Slowly, she started to play a big part in his life...

"Sir...let's go ...there is a new cafe down the streets...!" she held his hand and dragged him outside ...his office ...

"Wait let me-"

"Oh my god sir! ...try to live your life without your wife one day, will you? " 

Hoseok hesitantly placed his mobile back in his pocket and got dragged by her ...

she taught Hoseok how to lie to you...

"What will I say now ...why am I not in the office?" 

"Tell her that you wanted to relax and have a coffee alone...simple!" 

"She will believe me? "

"100% sure ...she will..." 

That was not the first time ...Hoseok lied to you ...

many times, after that...he experimented his new adventure 

Hoseok slowly, stopped telling you what he did all day...and after some days ...that completely stopped ...

"Hoseok ...how was your day today?" 

"I'm very tired today love...let's talk tomorrow?"

 You relaxed a little ...and there were hungry eyes ...roaming over your husband's head...

You knew it ...

you knew it from the very first time ...

but you ignored ....it was not the first time for Hoseok that people coming and telling him ..this his wife is over-protective and toxic

He always ignored them....

This was your mistake ......you mistook this Clara bitch ...like every other admirer of your husband 

Like a doll used in witchcraft...soon Clara had your husband out of your claws ...

Your husband finally stopped obeying you...

You were about to do justice to this new butterfly named Clara ...but it was late ...

Late enough to mend mistakes

"S-stop ...this is wrong" He whispered nervously when he felt a hot breath near his neck...

"Come on Hoseok you do realize how Toxic your wife is? ...it's like you have to take permission even to breathe..." 

she continued placing kisses on his neck ...he didn't want to touch her inaapropiatly ..this why is why she was not yanked away from him until now...

Today was nothing special ...it was a normal day ...

Clara really wanted him to show his only friend her favorite place .... Hoseok followed her ...to her apartment ...

"She cares for me" 

"Caring?!" she laughed out loud 

"Dear Hoseok-ie. .... That's not caring ...that's called making a fool of someone..." she grabbed his collar ...

"She doesn't want you to enjoy life Hoseok...you think she is the same women as she shows ...No! ...she lives her life in her own conditions ...and here you are...a little puppy of your wife...who barks when she orders to ..."

Something came over him ...that day...was that humiliation ...masculinity? 

he doesn't know ...but he did ...what was called a mistake 

Clara was aggressively kissed by Hoseok ...and the shit went ...dangerous after that...

The very next morning when your husband came back home ......after his emergency work .... you understood what kind of work that was...

hickeys on his neck? ...his shirt smelling of a woman ...all proved you right...

Your husband has cheated on you ...

You wanted to punish him .... but stopped yourself from taking any action...

confession and guilt are better than force, right?

So, you waited ...waited for him to confess to you ...guiltily then maybe. .... Maybe you will go easy on him ...

one day......3 days....one week....3 weeks? 

How long was he going to confess?

It's because he never wanted to confess ....

Your husband started to enjoy his little secret .... he started meeting that home-wrecker more .... behind your back

Then what? .... you had to go the hard way....

Oh, she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night, she's screaming'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind

whistling with the tune and tapping her feet lightly ...she was enjoying her night routine ...

Oh, she's hot but a psycho
So left but she's right, though
At night, she's screaming'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"

She squirted some of the night serum and dabbed it on her face...still dancing lightly to the song on her playlist...

"Grab a cop gun" kind of crazy
She's poison but tasty
Yeah, people say, -

"Run don't walk away~" A whisper completed the rest of the lyrics ...in her ears ...

The glass bottle that was in her hand ...suddenly shattered on the floor ...and she let out a shriek...

"W-who are you?!" Clara clutched her bathrobe tightly when she turned 

"A death ...which you shouldn't have come across..."

"You thought ...I wouldn't know..." you laughed maniacally and watched her trembling figure scooting back from you ...

"I know everything ...Nothing stays hidden from me sweetheart..." 

"L-listen to me Y-Y/N.." she tried speaking something ...

"Shuh...." 

"Take your punishment like a good girl.... I can't punish my Hoseok ...he's my heart .... but I can do that to You..." 

"W-What?"

"Buckle up ...sweetheart..." 

"AHHH...!!" 

A loud terrified scream resonated in the dining room ....

Expensive cutlery ...that were imported from Germany ...shattered on the marble floor ...that they were originally dust ...

Hoseok looked at you in pure horror ...and gaged ...

He desperately fingered his tongue ...to spit out the food he had just eaten ...

"Y-YOU-"

"What happened Hobi?" you tilted your head ...innocently 

"Is it bad? ...but I tried my best to make it..." you titled your head innocently ...

"I knew it...she was good for nothing bitch..." you spat and looked at your pure-horrid husband with heart eyes ...

"I'll make you something else..." you smiled and took that plate and turned to put it in the sink ...

Sweat and shivering were only emotional ...Hoseok was feeling ...

NO meter in this world could measure ...how petrified he was ...

Just as you turned to the Kitchen ...he immediately stood up with his wobbly legs ...

He opened the first two buttons of his shirt...because he was feeling claustrophobic ...

Taking a chance ...He ran in the opposite direction .... The main gate 

"HELP! ...SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP !!"

"Tsk...wrong move..."

"HELP! HELP!" 

barefooted in the near middle of the night ...a petrified Jung Hoseok ran out of the apartment.... escaping from the psychopath ...whom he used to call his wife 

He successfully ran out of the penthouse ....and the chilly breeze and starry sky of night ...welcome him ....

Besides the chilly weather outside .... Hoseok was sweating ...inhumanely 

He was panting audibly ...and his legs were a shivering mess ...

He sprinted towards the adjacent apartment across him and beating that Mahagony door ...rapidly 

"PLEASE OPEN UP ...HELP!"

listening to the obnoxious knocking on the door ...the owner of that house opened the door hurriedly 

"What happened?!" 

"M-Mr. Kim ...P-please help me ...c-call the police!" Hoseok delivered it somehow...

"Police? ...but why-" 

"No need of that Seokjin..." 

Hoseok shrieked loudly and tried to hide himself from that familiar voice ....

His wife's voice

"Oh Y/N ...what happened to Hoseok...?" Seokjin saw you walking calmly towards his door .... he gave a strange eye to the terrified figure of Hoseok...

"Nothing serious Seokjin...I told you Hoseok is experiencing High fever ......he is just hallucinating ...badly..."

"Hallucinating- I can understand that...it happens in high fever ..." Seokjin chuckled softly 

Hoseok who was shivering ...now, was whimpering 

"See? he is even shivering with cold.... this man is never taking his health seriously... " you chuckled and grabbed Hoseok's wrist lightly .... or rather ...harshly

"I'm a chemist remember? ...I'll give you the best medicine ...wait here" 

with that your Neighbour Kim Seokjin went inside his house to the medicines 

you wordlessly pulled your husband to you ...who was now witnessing everything around him in blur...with heavy exhaustion 

"here" Seokjin came back and handed you the medicine ....

"Thank you so much!" you smiled and took the bottle of pills with your free hand ...

you turned around carefully helping ...Hoseok to walk back again in the house ...

"Wait!" 

your ears perked up when your Neighbour called you ...again... 

Seokjin came out of the house ...making you alert than ever ...

He grabbed the wrist of Hoseok ...and examined his pulse ...

"Oh my god Y/N ...his body is so cold ...you better give him these pills three time a day..." 

Relief washed over you ...you smiled stiffly and thanked him once again...

You placed an extra pillow underneath his head ...for support ...

Hoseok vision was blurry ...and he was letting out some incompressible words 

"Leave... me " 

His mind was alerted but ...not his senses...

"Nobody will believe you Hobi..." you caressed his head ....and kissed his forehead ...

"You will be proven ...insane..." chuckling you grabbed the hem of his sweaty shirt...to change it

"Nobody will believe ...that I'm a psychopath.... "

Hoseok whimpered with his eyes closed ....

It was no lie that nobody will believe that ...Jung Y/N is a psychopath .... you hold the power in this Industry ...All of them will ignore those statements ...calling them rumors to tarnish your image...

Hoseok was defenseless ...

He may be a powerful personality of this country ......but the daughter of .... The chancellor of Korea holds more power than him

"The only solution you got is to.... stay with me like a good hubby..." 

You took off his shirt and made him wear a ...fresh one...

"Answer me ...my Hobi .... You will stay with me, right? ...I promise ...if you will be a good husband ...then I'll be your best wife..." 

"ANSWER!" you clutched his wrist and gazed at him ...darkly 

Everyone loves their life ....and besides you promised you will not hurt him, right? ...

At last, like an innocent man Jung Hoseok is.... he got no response other than

"Y..Yes.." 

Taming a Desire....is also an art ......

And thankfully, you were an expert in this....

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The End ...

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