walking in hand in hand smiling at the sky, Tae dropped me off at the house. I saw him hesitating to look at me in the eyes. His hands held onto my mine very tightly.

"whats wrong babe?" I asked studying his face.

"I never knew how scary it is to let you go" he whispers, I giggle and squeezed his hand assuringly.

"then you can never let me go, I'm yours, baby," I said winking, he shook his head pulling me into a tight embrace, I was confused about these sudden acts. Something didn't feel right, I felt a gap in my chest, I pulled it aside and held him tightly. Ingulf by his sweet smell of lavender and coconut butter.

He slightly push me back holding my shoulders, I saw his eyes become watery staring at me. He then cupped my cheeks stroking eyelids then to my cheek and lips, he was always gentle when he touched me.

He made feel safe and loved.

He gave me a gentle kiss on the lips, our lips cascading one another like a puzzle piece. as we separated a moment he looked at me again then dove back to them. Our kiss became more passionate and meaningful as if this was the end and the last thing he wanted was us to be together in our last moment. I felt like his lips molding with mine tickling my them like a soft paintbrush painting my lips with his love.

After the intimate moment of us together. I saw him smiling at me mournfully, a tear escape down his left cheek.

"I don't love you anymore," He says voice cracking

"w-what," I said dazed by everything.

"I don't love you, I realized this a few weeks now. I was looking at other women in ways I should only look at you. I promised you to love only you, but I broke it. I decide to end things now so that I cant hurt you any more then I did already" He says sniffling, he was trying so hard to keep his composure.

"I'm sorry." was all I can say to him, he gently touched my face and kissed my forehead.

"no, my love, I'm sorry," he says weakly. With that, he walks away into the darkness. I stood there alone feeling empty and broken. How can someone you spent 8 years loving just lose interest in loving you?

I ended up going to my car hitting the steering wheel in frustration, hot tears rolling from my cheeks, cussing out the world and to myself.

"why was I not good enough," I said sobbing holding the ring he gave me, that he promised to marry me someday.

A/N tempted to make a story with this XD