Another fight. Another emotional breakdown. Another forgiving hug. When will it stop.

"I'm just a man Y/N I'm not special. You wouldn't deserve me if I was special!" He yelled after you made a remark against his flaws. He was perfect in your eyes. 100% perfect.

"Yoongi please." I said as he stood in the doorway.
"Please don't leave me." I pleased looking at him years of pain pulling at my eyes. I'm sick of you Yoongi but I'm deeply in love with you.
He left the door slamming behind him.

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"How long will I love you?" Yoongi asked me.
"For as long as you want to love you Min Yoongi. Just say the words." I said reassuring him he can leave me. I know our relationship was coming to an end. So was my life.

I have stage three leukemia cancer. I got weaker day by day. But I made efforts to see him. He said 'I can't live without you.' Yes you can Yoongi. You can live without me. You even said so. It's funny. What's your true feeling?

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We don't see each other any more. You broke it off for work. I kept on with my life. Hiding my true feelings. You said one day you would come back to me. You said you wouldn't move on. Do me wrong Yoongi. Just please let me out of this misery. I miss you.

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I'm slowly dying. Without you. Your famous now. Sometimes you will chat with me. But it's not the same.

'Hey Y/N won't be home for a while. Ily~"
-Three months ago.

'What's Up?'
-Two Months ago.

'How are you Y/N? I miss talking.'
-A week ago.

'Hello?'
-2 days ago.

'I'm sorry. Just busy ya know. Dying.'
-Delivered 20 seconds ago.

'Y/N?'
-10 seconds ago.

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I'm sorry Yoongi. I can't fight anymore I'm going to a happier place now right? The place we dreamt off. I wish you happiness. But don't forget me. Don't ever forget me.

__ Yoongi Point Of View

'BREAKING NEWS:GIRL FIGHTING LUKEMIA CANCER UNPLUGS ALL SOURCES OF LIFE.----- SHE IS STILL----- SHE WONT------- HER NAME IS Y/M/L.' What.

Well I haven't seen you yet. Didn't have a chance to visit you. I'm only a man ya know. Why didn't you tell me.

I heard you died. I might as well visit your grave. I must see you one last time. I'm sorry.

"Im sorry Y/N?!" I yelled at her grave.
"Your really gone..?" I said kneeling down at her gravestone.
"Why, you didn't fight for me?" I asked caressing her grave.
"I didn't fight for you." I sighed. Realizing it was both our faults.

"Excuse me sir? Y/N/L isn't here. That's her mothers grave. Y/N is currently at her house." A young man told me. I sighed in relief.

"Being brought to her funeral." He said shaking his head and putting it down.

When reality hit me that you died the same was as your mother. I let it out.
I cried.
I'm just a man Y/N. why did you do this to me.