STRESSED (request)

Requested by : _JKA1997_

With the pressure of getting a new album out and writing songs and making choreographs for the songs, everyday is getting so much busier than the other that I can't even sit and think about myself. I can see that all of us are on all nighters. I myself have become a night owl. I lay down in bed thinking of sleeping but sleep doesn't comes.

The days are like as if we're on a marathon, we can't even sit and talk for a minute and take a break. I've been so stressed with all these that I've lost weight and my bad thing is that whenever I'm stressed I go into depression cuz, when I'm stressed I tend to make mistakes a lot and make everyone slow so...I feel depressed.

As always today I was practicing on my own the choreography of airplane pt2. I'm feeling so pressurised that I don't even know what to do anymore. I started practicing for the 5th time when my mind went blank.

I sat down on the ground and started to cry my heart out. I was wailing like a baby. And at this time I really missed my mom. I heard the door to the practice room open and there stood a frantic looking Kookie. I made grabby hands at him while crying. He ran up to me and wrapped me in his arms.

I started to cry even more, he patted my head and sometimes will caress my back and say sweet things in my ears. He sat down on the ground fully and pulled me in his lap and hugged me tighly. I placed my head in the crook of his neck, his smell and his words started to soothe me and my crying stopped. "Hey, why did u started crying?" Kookie asked "i- I don't *hiccup* don't k-know. It may be because I'm stressed and I need my mom" I said and sniffed and looked at him "oh (y/n)" he said and pecked my forehead.

"it's okay to need your mom at this time. But you're strong, I know you can do it. We're here for u. So stop practicing for now and for the rest of the day, we'll are taking break for the day let's go and get u all happy again" he said and squeezed my cheeks.
I giggled a bit "okay" I said and pecked him in his cheeks "thanx for being here Kookie" I said.

We went to the living room and saw all the boys sitting and watch a movie. I ran from Kookie and sat down on jin's lap and hugged him, he instantly wrapped his arms around me. The movie was paused and everything went quite. "She had a breakdown" Kookie said, I guess Jin asked him within any words. "Oh my baby, please don't overwork yourself. You're the only one who overworks herself to the brink of collapse. Please (y/n), for us don't work so much" he said and soothed my hair "okay" I said closed my eyes with my face on his neck, he moved his head a little and kissed the side of my head.

The movie was started once again and sleep also starts coming to me after a long time and I opened my arms to it and hugged sleep.

JIN'S POV

I felt her steady breathing, indicating that she was asleep. I pulled her down a bit and laid her down with her head in my lap and legs over jimin. I patted her head and looked at her peaceful sleeping face. There were visible dark circles her eyes and looks like she lost weight. She really doesn't take pressure to well. "Is she asleep?" Suga asked "yea" I replied "she really does overworks herself to the brink of collapse. She should take better care of herself" Joon said "well....she really should....but she's only a kid compared to us...at this age she's supposed to be in college, going out with friends and families, going to trips from colleges. Instead of going up on a stage and singing and dancing and having to live in fear from saeseng. She's doing her best she can. We've to take care of her." I said and all the boys look at her sleeping form. "She really does work hard from the rest of us" jimin said and patted her leg. "She does" Tae said and smiled a sad smile.

"Let's continue watching the movie, she should sleep here, kookie can u bring a blanket from her room" I asked, he nodded and went to bring a blanket.

He placed the blanket on her sleeping form and we saw her snuggle deeper Into it.

So cute!!

You're doing great (y/n) u make everyone proud on yourself. We're here for u always

Hope you like it 💗

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It's a small chapter....but I guess it turned out like a fluff chapter. I'm happy with this chapter.

I love u all

XOXO megan

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