I was informed yesterday that today I'll be having a photoshoot in hanbok.
I'm really excited to wear a hanbok after all these years. The last hanbok i wore was on a school play during middle school.

When manager-nim said I have a shoot wearing hanbok....i didn't have to think twice before I said 'yes'.

I woke up super early and got dressed

I went to the living room to see Jin preparing breakfast "good morning Jin" I said and he yelped in fear, and I looked at him with a shocked face "don't sneak up on me" he said placing a hand on top of chest "i didn't even sneak up on u, well, I'm sorry" I said "why are u up so early and well dressed?" He said "I've a photoshoot wearing hanboks. I'm really excited for today's photoshoot" I said and sat down on a bar stool and Jin placed a plate with egg toast

"Jicha?? Well can we come too?" He said I took a bite from my egg toast and said "bes (yes)" "I'll tell the boys, wait here ok" he said I went back to eating while nodding my head at him.

After an hour all the boys came and were all eaten and ready to go. Sitting in the car with me between jimin and joon "why did u wanted to come all of a sudden, cuz I know it's not to protect me from eyes" I said and folded my arms in front of me and looked at all of them "well to tell u the truth, us boys have a weakness towards girls wearing traditional dresses, and since we didn't saw u wearing hanbok anytime.....we didn't want to miss the chance" suga said, I blushed a little, "well u better hope that I look pretty in hanboks" I said looking at my shoe, "well u will be looking beautiful" Jin said in front of me, I looked at him and he showed his smile and did his flying kiss to which I giggled.

Reaching the shooting spot, the director for today's shoot told us that we'll be changing venues for the shoots, to which I was okay with. I was sent to the dressing room quickly to change in my first hanbok and my nerves were starting to work themselves up, my palms were getting sweaty and I was perspiring a little, "don't worry (y/n) you'll do great" my dressing girl said putting the top over my head "well the boys are here, if I look or do bad I'll be really embarrassed" I said and put my palms on my face "well they'll love u no matter what" she said I removed my hand from my face and looked at her "thanx for the words, I think I can do it" I said and smiled at her to which she smiled back.

"Okay (y/n) u can come out and we'll start the very first shoot" the photographer said, I took in a deep breath and walked to the balcony of a temple (maybe?)

After many poses and praises the best picture

For the next shoot, I was again sent back to the dressing room to change, and a water bottle was handed to me, I chugged it down and thanked the person for giving me the water, I went out the dressing room and we were standing in front of a flower bush

The third photo came out like this

The fourth one

The fifth and the last one was

"Okay packup, very good (y/n) the pictures turned out great. I'm really happy u agreed to this shoot." The director came to me and said these while shaking my hands, the camera man by his side. "This is Bang kihyung, he's the photographer for today and he complimented u on your posing skills" the director said and Mr.Bang nodded his head "thank u Mr. Bang, I look forward to working with you." I said and bowed to him "oh no, please call me kihyung u and I are the same age, u shouldn't be so formal, otherwise I would feel old haha, well...I uh....I also look forward to working with you again miss (y/n)" kihyung said and scratched the back of his head.

By now the director has gone to god knows where and I could feel the eyes of the boys drilling holes in the back of my head "well kihyung u could also drip the formalities" I said and laughed and he also joined, "so umm can I see u again sometime?" He said still scratching his nape and looking at the ground, "well I'm sorry to say kihyung I would love to date u, I know that's what u are asking, but I want to focus on my career now. But u can give me your no. and we can be good friends. How does that sound?" I said. (Btw I've changed into my normal dress)

"That sounds lovely" he said "okay let me go and grab my phone, can u wait here for me?" I said and he nodded, I jogged towards where the boys were sitting, and soon as I reached them they started bombarding me with questions, I didn't reply to any of them. I simply grabbed my phone from my purse and ran back to kihyung and handed him my phone. He ranged his no. on mine and I added him on my phone as "kihyung photographer". We bid farewell and I went back to the boys.

"(Y/n) that was really rude we were asking u some questions?" Jin said and placed his hands on his hips. Yup just like a mother. "I'm sorry ok. He was waiting for me, so I couldn't answer u. U know it disrespectful to keep somebody waiting" I said and looked at him "umm....well that's true" suga said "so why were u two talking for so long?" Kookie asked "well he wanted to see me sometime-" I didn't got to finish before I was rudely interrupted with "WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTT?????" from all of them "WILL U LET ME FINISH?" I yelled and that shut them up, I couched a little "so, before I was rudely interrupted, I said that since I want to focus on my career now and am not intending to date anyone......I said we should exchange no. and be good friends" I said and clapped my hands once "well everything's fine except the exchanging of phone numbers" jimin said "well you all can't control me forever, u all gonna find someone someday, same goes for me. Guys stop worrying about me all the time and please worry about yourselves. The amount of time u worry about me makes me thing u will all fall sick" I said and massaged my forehead. "We're sorry (y/n) it's just that.... When we saw you you're just 15 we all took up the job to protect u from the guys cuz we didn't want u to get hurt, but we're so focused on u all the times we forgot that u also need some space for yourself. We're truly sorry (y/n)" joon said, I sighed and took hold of joon's hand in mine, his big warm ones in my tiny ones compared to him, I interviewed our fingers and looked at him in the eye, his were on our fingers "don't be sorry, it's okay I know you all were having the job of a overprotective brother. But u should also worry about yourself sometimes, u all should be selfish sometimes. For yourself" I said and looked at each and one of them. I smiled a sad smile at them, all the boys returned me a smile and jimin came and put me in a hug and the rest also joined soon.

"Shall we go to a good place to eat, cuz man I'm starving from all of today's work. What do u say?" I said and they cheered "Tae paying today so eat anything u want" I said and ran "yah, I didn't.......yah (y/n) come back here I'm gonna whoop your ass" Tae yelled and ran after me "language" Jin yelled and all the others started laughing even me and Tae.

Man I need food in my system after all that emotional talk

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Updated after so many days......and I'm sad.

U wanna know why.....cuz I didn't get any stories....for choosing myself a co-author.

I'm so sad I could cry myself a river.

Even though I'm sad, I'll let it pass and gave you an update. Sometimes I hate myself because I'm so good.

Even though I'll tell u this.....I love u all.

Megan