Requested by: -kimxmisaki

I'm scared.

Scared that they'll find out.

But it's eating me alive.

Isn't there anyway to help me from this position.

You'll are probably confused....let me give u a flashback

I was walking down the road after a walk with cherry, I was looking here and there to see if something new caught my eye.

But I caught somebody's eye.

I got pulled in a alleyway and I was thrown at a wall, I looked up to see a drunk man in his mid-thirties,with a big build and not too much hair on his head. I got scared. My mind started to get blank.

"Hellooo pretty ladyyy, where are yooou off tooo" he slurred, his face close to my face I could smell his breath mixed with alcohol. I moved my face on the side on wanting to talk to him. He grabbed my chin and roughly made me face him, "listen sluttt, I needdd some fun and I'm going to get it from you" he said as I felt some spit land on my face. I cringed "no" I said, he's eyes widen.

He pulled his hand back and slapped me right across my face, my cheek stung with pain and my eyes with unshed tears. "Please just let me go" I pleaded, "that's not going to happen" he said, I pulled my arm up and send a punch flying towards his face. Before it could even touch him, he grabbed hold of my fist "tsk tsk tsk, I maaay be druunk, but I'm still powerful thann u" he said and twisted my arm at a uncomfortable way. I gasped in pain and tears rolled down my cheeks.

He used for his needs, and after he was done he pulled up his pants, placed a firm kiss on top of my head and went away, leaving me in fear and pain inside the alley.

I reached the dorm and placed a fake smile, I went inside and went straight to my room.

That's what happened.

I'm sitting on top of my bed, thinking maybe it was my fault that I got raped. I let him use me. I feel for disgusted. I don't like this feeling.

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It's been a month since the case,

I got numb.

I didn't smile and laugh as I used to.

I could see the boys and ARMY's were all worried for me, so I used to smile once in a while for them and for the ARMY's.

"Hey (y/n)" I saw Jin peek his head inside my room "yea" I replied, he came inside the room, closing the door behind me. He sat Infront of me "whats wrong (y/n) u weren't like this. Please tell me, it's scaring me and the boys" he pleaded, I looked at his eyes and I felt my eyes sting, and tears started to run down my cheeks, I crawled up to him and sat in his lap and wrapped him in a hug and cried my eyes out.

I was crying like a baby, clutching his shirt tightly in my hands, tears soaking his shirt. He rubbed my back soothingly telling me sweet nothings, "i-i was ra-raped" I said in between my hiccups.

He pulled me back with shock written on his face and eyes, "baby, why didn't u tell us" he said cupping my face in his hands. "I was scared that you'll all be disgusted in me and will kick me out from the group" I sniffed "listen (y/n) we'll never do that, without u BTS would not be BTS. But we have to tell this to the others, they are all worried sick, and report this to the police. Do you remember his face?" He asked and I nodded.

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After telling the police how he looks, he showed me the picture of the man that took my innocence. I told the head office that it was him. He told us to go home and they'll start looking for him as soon as possible.

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It's been a week, and I was anxiously waiting for a call to come from the police and telling me that he was caught.

Ringgggg

I quickly received the call

"Hello"
"Hello miss (y/n) the culprit is caught and he'll be sent to jail u can rest assure"
"Oh... Thank you officer, thank u so much"
"Have a great day miss"

The office said and cut the call.

I ran up to Jin and hugged him, even though being shocked he wrapped his arms around me "he was caught" I said In his chest, I felt him let out a sigh "I'm happy (y/n)" he said and placed a kiss on top of my head.

Hope u like it 💝

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I'm sorry for keeping us waiting, it's just my exams are killing me.

It's our 100th chapter yayyyyy

I'll do the quiz next chapter....2 more requests are pending I'll finish them as soon as possible.

I love you all

-megan