I was in my practice room dancing , since i was bored i thought why not just dance to different songs, i was practicing "Boombayah" by black pink, i was having fun until now but suddenly my head felt dizzy and i stumbled a bit, i placed a  hand on my forehead to see if i had any kind of temperature but there was non. soon another wave hit me and i fell down on the floor with a 'thud'.

I had enough practice for now and went to room for a shower. I reached my room and started to undress myself and went inside the bbathroom I passed my mirror and thought I saw something  and I went back in front of me I saw tiny red spots all over my body some were on my face also, I always thought they were freckles but these are same as the ones on my body. I also saw that some of my ribs were also showing.

For the last few days I'm excessively sweating at night there's pain in my bones and yesterday while of acting our dance routine together my nose suddenly started bleeding, the guys were quite worried about me and told me to go see a doctor, they saw my freckles were increasing day by day and I was somehow thin as stick.

I decide to call my mom since she is a doctor,  After 5 rings she pick up

Conversation :
Mom: (Y/n) u remember me know? Girl I thought I taught u better

Y/n: mianhae omma its just I wanted to tell you something related to me

Mom: wae....ommmo you are not pregnant. Are you?

Y/n: yah omma....its not that.....its just let me tell you that I've been getting some symptoms identical to leukaemia  such as red spots on my body, node bleeds, bleeding and bruising, fatigue and I lost a lot of weight even without trying, I lost so much weight that some of my ribs are showing. The boys are really worried and forced me to contact you about this.

Y/n: ..........omma I'm scared. :’-(

Mom: meet me tomorrow at the hospital well run some tests, and don't come alone, bring the boys.

Y/n: please save me omma. I'll  talk to you tomorrow. Saranghae omma

Mom: saranghae 😘😘
Conversation over:

I turned off my phone and looked and the ceiling

I'm I seriously gonna die?

I shaked my head to get rid of the thoughts cause maybe after all its just some small disease.

Will the ARMY's miss me if  I die?

Will the boys miss me?

Will omma miss me?

As soon the thought came my eyes started to water. I thought of getting some sleep.

Tomorrow

I reached the hospital with the boys and told them to wait in front of her office and i went inside mom's office, I pushed open the door and saw mom sitting behind her table in her white doctor's coat. I walked up to her desk and sat down in one the chairs in front of her desk "hi mom" I said and mom looked up from the papers she was signing and gasped in horror "(Y/n)....dear what happened to you? Y-y-you look awful. I think we should do some tests" she said and got up from her desk. "Can you open your shirt?" She asked I nodded my head and started to unbutton my shirt.

She shrieked and covered her mouth, I know my body is covered with tiny red dots and some of my ribs were showing dangerously.

After doing lots of tests she called the boys in and called my manager, after manager-nim picked up the phone she put it on speaker.

"Okay so I did the tests and (Y/n) the details you told me is what you have but its the acute type" she said while sstruggling to keep her tears at bay. I gasped and covered my mouth in shock.

No I can't die, I wanted to roam the world, have a boyfriend, get married, have 2 kids and 2 dogs. My dreams were all coming to an end

"What? What is she having?" Suga asked my mom "she's having acute leukaemia" my mom said and tears started to pour down her eyes, the boys staggered back a bit as if someone punched them "no, this can't be happening. NO. Please tell me you are kidding Mrs.kim" jin said while taking a hold of her hands in his and by that she broke down again.

"She's in her second stage already" my mom said after she gained control of herself. "What?" Suga whispered to himself "why (y/n)? Why are you leaving us" Suga walked up to me and grabbed my shoulders and shaked me, then tears welled up in his eyes, then he buried his face in my neck and wrapped his arms around me & started to cry like a baby. Seeing him cry I also started crying wrapping my arms around him.

***

After 10 chemotherapy my hair eyebrows lashes all were gone, but I've never felt more prettier I was able to beat leukaemia. I'm able to go to fan signing, ARMY's gave me head scarfs as gifts in different style and patterns and I loved them.

Walking out of my room and to the living room everything went black around me and I went to darkness.

***

It was cold in here. I'm feeling very alone. It's dark everywhere not a speck of light can be seen.

Hello can anybody hear me?

Am i dead?

Why is everything so quite? I can't seem to move about freely.

"Her leukaemia got back"

Mom is that you? Why did my disease got back.

"I-its stage 4 its her l-last stage, chemo can't be put on her, h-her body is not ta-taking it"

Mom why are you saying that I can take my chemo I can fight with this.

"How long is she with us?"

"T-two to th-three d-days max"

MOM!

MOM!

I opened my eyes and saw blinding white light

Am I in heaven?

Someone rushed up to me and grabbed hold of my hand "oh thank god you woke up, I was getting scared" joon said I smiled at him.

"I'm going to die aren't I?" I said to him and he looked taken aback "umm...the boys are outside shall I call them in?"joon.said changing the topic, I simply nodded my head, he walked out and soon walked in with the boys behind him "hey boys" i said in a small voice, I could see they were all crying, their eyes were all bloodshot and glassy, and their noses red like Rudolph.

"Hey guys don't be sad its not like I'm going away I'll always stay with you in here" i said and pointed to my heart. "Dry up those tears you'll have to stay strong for the ARMY's remember, you have to make them keep smiling for me that's my last wish. I'll always look upon you at all times. If you ever miss me or sad about me, just remember I'm beside you, and say your worries in the air I'll always hear you even if I'm not their.....l-lastly I love you all with all my heart you seven hold half of my heart, for you guys I was always single" I said and giggled with tears in my eyes they also chuckled and sniffed.

"You know I always wanted to roam
the world, get a boyfriend get married have 2 kids and 2 dogs. I planned everything, but seems like my planning didn't go accordingly. Life is surely messed up. And also my last wish" I said and looked at every single one of them, they nodded their head for me to continue "always remember me.....cause I want to stay as a ghost so I can be near to you guys" I said and they laughed not so brightly as they did before, their smile didn't reach their eyes and I felt as if I was responsible for it.
Oh wait I'm responsible for it.
Touché.

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Author's POV

Its was y/n last day she could see light feel the warmth of the sun and smell the flowers that were presented to her by the ARMY's. The boys were here so was manager-nim, her mom was also here but standing outside her room.

A few minutes later she heard crying from inside (y/n)'s room she knew her daughter was no more in this world she started crying like a baby, her only daughter lost her fight to a big villain but she died honorably.

The funeral was held a few days later. Members from SHINee, blackpink, IU, NCT, EXO, GOT7, AOA, TWICE, K.A.R.D, and many other artists came BTS was dressed in all black not talking to anyone, they all went to her basket seeing her for the last time in her favorite red dress lying lifeless yet beautiful, inside her coffin.

After speech's from (Y/n)'s close one's, it was time for to say goodbye once and for all,  the casket was brought lower to the ground and everyone threw some soil on top of her casket and the hole was filled up.

The whole k-pop lovers from all over the world were deeply traumatised after hearing (Y/n)'s death. But BTS lived up to (Y/n)'s 2 last wishes, they always put smiles on the ARMY's faces and they always remembered her. Every. Single. Day.
They even told their worries out loud inside their room believing (Y/n) was listening to them.

Hope you liked it 💜
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Wahhhhh.....I was so emotional writing this, and I wrote this cause today one of my grandpa's brother's wife died fighting leukaemia. After hearing this I was completed shocked cause she was really fine the last time I visited her.
2018 is really fucked up for us. Anyway do vote comment and follow me.

-megan