Gulf's POV

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Everything returned to normal, P' Atid came to my work place and apologized, he even did it in front of everyone making me a bit embarrassed but he looked sincere so I forgave him and told him to begin again as simple friends, Mew was there too looking happy smiling all the time.

Since I met the chef, my life turned upside down, the free time that I usually spent either cleaning or meeting some friends became exclusively Mew's time, he would come like a sudden storm, laze around at my place then leave, he would even message me from time to time telling me about a frustrating client or the fans who keeps following-stalking him, honestly whenever I look I find him either in front of me or in my thoughts.

Because of him I didn't even had the time to visit my parents for 3 months now yet I can't deny that I enjoy his company, he also makes Kusa happy when he visits, the older would help my son writing or drawing or memorising while I'm in the kitchen, helping Kusa is smth that I unfortunately couldn't do because I needed to take care of the house chores but now Mew is doing it every time he visit and I'm so thankful for that.

See, even now I'm thinking about him, I should be focusing on my work right now but I can't help worrying about Mew who recently told me that he is being stalked to and of work, not just that, although it's dangerous for him he is going to a party tonight, what if he get drunk and end up being harassed on his way back? That if he could even go back.

After shopping with Kusa, we got back to our place, I was surprised to find my parents there waiting for us, they had a small suitcases and there was a couple of bags on the kitchen counter, Kusa ran jumping into their embrace while my parents greeted he with open arms, accepting him as their grandchild makes me overjoyed and so contented.

"are you going somewhere?" I asked

"yes, we want to rest for a couple of days away from the city noise so we are heading to my house in the countryside"

"it's been a long time since I visited it, not only it's beautiful and surrounded by a forest and a river but also a perfect place to relax and recharge, there a lot of flowers and green trees that makes me want to draw a lot"

"I know you loved the place since you were a child that's why we thought about taking Kusa with us" mother said as Kusa looked confused

"that's a great idea, he never got the chance to be to countryside, but is it alright for you? I mean I'm sure you want to be alone right?" I smirked

"stop teasing Gulf, Kusa is our grandchild we want him to see more of this world and spend more time with him as much as we could so don't worry about it" father answered patting on my son's head

"alright, thank you a lot, I will prepare the bag for him" after seeing them, I started cooking dinner for me and doing the accumulated laundry, at times like this I wish that Mew would visit, I got used to having someone with me at home so I get lonely quickly thus I try to keep myself busy. By the time I sat down to watch TV it was past 10 pm.

"I have a lot of movies to watch" I thought choosing from the long list, just when I was about to start I got a message from Mew

// m gattin dronk helpe//

Seeing how he misspelled every word I w convinced that he really is drunk, following the location that he included I went to pick him up, honestly I was a little happy that I will get to meet him and talk to him although I know it will end up being either funny or embarrassing conversation.

"get away!!!" I heard Mew yelling when I was close buy, I ran to find him facing a big man

"P' Mew!!" I jumped next to him holding him since he was staggering a little, he looked to me trying to focus his vision

"you're late Gulf!"

"sorry, this place a little far from my place"

"let's go home!" he said leaning on me

"who the hell are you?! Why are you hugging my Mew like that?!" the stranger man screamed making me flinch for a moment, his death glares were so sharp and he obviously looked furious

"I'm his fr-"

"this is my fiancé" Mew suddenly said being both of us shocked, is this the continuation of last time?

"fi-fiancé really?" the man uttered as I glanced to him, what should I say? If I agree he may go and spread it around and if I don't he may kick me and take Mew away by force and he may... nononono I can't let him take this drunkard with him

"answer me!!!" he yelled making some passing people look at us

"tomorrow we getting married! We will always be together!" Mew blurted out again making me chuckle this time, how did he even remember this? Or is it smth he does only when drunk? The big man looked to us in disbelieve, I could see terror and anger

"you must be that stalker that P' Mew told me about, please don't follow him again, it's troubling him, besides he will never look your way" I glanced to the chef who was grinning and hugging me, I sighed

"stupid, I told you to never get drunk like this when you are alone"

"I'm sorryyy..."

"come on let's go back" after glancing one more time to the frozen man I held Mew tightly and we walked slowly to my place, I left him on the sofa and brought him a bottle of water

"you're going to wake up with another headache tomorrow, idiot drunkard"

"no headache, tomorrow is happy day! Our marriage"

"yes, yes, come on let me put you in bed" I helped him change into my clothes

"baby, where is your ring?" he asked holding my hand before I could help him wear his shirt

"I gave it to you" as if he remembered, he took the ring he was wearing and put it on in my finger, again, I was having fun watching him swinging to the sides a little hardly keeping himself steady but because I wasn't on my guard I quickly lost my balance when I pulled me toward him, not having time to react, I found myself on top of him, my face resting on his wide muscular bare chest, I tried to stand up but he locked me so tightly while giggling

"P' Mew, let go"

"I'm so happy Gulf"

"me too but let me go and wear your shirt"

"no! it's warm like this" still holding me he turned to the side making me face him, his cheeks were dark pink split by a tender wide smile

"your eyes are beautiful baby"

"thank you" he slowly reached brushing my hair, the moment I felt his fingers, my heart skipped a beat, I was shocked, not just that, I felt myself blushing as blood rushed to my head, why am feeling like this? Did I get too caught up in this situation?

"your smile is charming" he said again taping once with his index finger on my nose making me more and more shy

"thank you P' Mew but come on let me go so I can prepare the bed, then we can sleep together" I said struggling to free myself but he refused to release me, I was dispread at this point, I kept trying to free myself feeling like smth outrageous is going to happen if I don't move away right now... I was late

Without a warning and swiftly, he came on top of me pining me down with one hand, locking my waist between his legs and cupping my face with his other hand making me stare at his face, with a kind and gentle voice

"I love you" he said making my heart stop for a second, with his eyes that somehow looked serious and honest made me completely lose the ability to move or even say anything, he leaned closer whispering the same words into my ear, feeling his breath sent shivers down my spine and I felt butterflies in my stomach, I've never felt like since I was born.

He moved from my ear to stop his face in front of mine, our eyes were locked into each other, I didn't even notice when we started holding hands, intertwining our fingers, he uttered the same three words one last time before he erased the tiny space that existed between our face, stealing my first kiss.

My mind stopped working, my whole body became a statue, I lost the ability to do anything as I kept starring at him, feeling his milky warm lips on mine, it felt like even time stopped and only Mew was the only one who could move planting slow little long kisses, he looked like he was enjoying himself placing chaste kisses on the corns of my mouth and cheeks.

I was supposed to feel disgusted by this and even kick him out of my house but no, I felt nothing, my heart was getting louder in my ears and my face felt so hot while my body was still locked under him... I need to stop this, this isn't right, he is my friend, I tried to move away my face but it didn't work, instead of stopping he leaned down my neck planting trailing it with his lips, it felt ticklish and weird then suddenly he started sucking on one spot making me tremble.

"P- P' Me-Mew" I ended up moaning his name without my intention, hearing my voice made him more excited, after sucking a little more he came back and sealed our lips in a long and passionate kiss, I could even taste the liquor that he was stuck to his lips... this isn't good, if we don't stop now we may end up doing smth we will regret for life, with all strength I have I managed to push him a little away from me to give me space so I can talk

"P-P' Mew, euh... umm... we shouldn't do this today, let's wait until tomorrow since it's our marriage" I tried to come up with the best thing that may convince him to stop, luckily he nodded

"you're right, we must sleep now to wake up early" I don't know how, but he quickly changed our positions, we are now laying normally on the bed under the covers and he was still holding me by the waist, I felt him kissing the back of my neck that made me shiver

"let's always be together, Gulf" he whispered as I kept listening not knowing what to say, when I noticed several minutes of silence already passed, I glanced behind to find that he was already sleeping... that's when I felt relief and relaxed, thankfully nothing more happened, how am I supposed to face him tomorrow? What if he remembers everything this time? if he does, our relationship won't be the same again

Most importantly, why did I go with the flow? Why did I let him kiss me? Both my body and mind betrayed me and let him get me...

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I slowly woke up feeling a little cold, I reached my hand to get the thing that kept me warm all night, finding that the bed was empty I realized that I was alone and soon after the memories if yesterday came rushing to the front of my brain making me jump with wide eyes, I looked around but Mew was nowhere to be found.

"that's it huh" I murmured out loud, he must have woke up earlier and remembered everything so he decided to leave, I can't blame him, no one can get over what happened yesterday, even though he was drunk he still did an outrageous thing and I who was completely sober didn't even try to stop him from the beginning.

I laid back feeling depressed and hurt, I can't believe I'm losing a friend in this way, Mew became a precious friend who I enjoy being with, as if he added a sweet touch to my routine exhausting life, for me and Kusa too who even started asking when will Mew visit us, he even became a part of my life, a family, a person I don't want to lose...

"good morning Gulf!" a familiar cheerful voice made me sit up in shock

"P-P' Mew?" I stuttered looking widely at him

"I woke up half hour ago so I took medicine and a quick shower to freshen up" I gulped still staring at him making him confused

"do you remember... yesterday... do you remember anything?" I tried to ask, he sat on the bed facing me

"honestly not much, I must have caused you a huge troubles right? The only thing I remember is fighting with a big strange man who is actually my stalker and then you came and... we came here, you helped me change, I gave you my ring again for some reason and... nothing" he said holding his head

"really? Nothing?" I asked wanting him to assure me

"unfortunately, but I do remember feeling happy and excited about something and it seem I did something embarrassing to you too" I looked confused as he pointed to my neck that's when I remembered the hickey he left so I quickly covered it, I felt a little shy looking away, I could tell he was also feeling a little awkward drying his hair

"don't worry about it, I... because I used strawberry bath wash, you got attracted to the scene and jumped sucking my neck and even almost bite it, just how much do you like strawberry" I blurted the first lie that came to my mind

"I'm sorry, because I like sweet things my body reacted on its own"

"I'm glad" I said looking down

"huh? What do you mean?" I smiled glancing to him

"nothing important, I'm so glad we are still this close and can talk normally"

"Gulf, please tell me already what happened"

"no! I had fun watching you drunk and I want to keep it to myself" he pouted ruffling my hair

"it's really unfair, next time I will make get drunk and then I won't tell you anything" he said full of determination

"good luck with that!" I giggled standing up

"well to make it up for yesterday's troubles let me cook breakfast"

"alright, you go cook and I will clean the room" with a smile he went out of the room as I feel back on the bed feeling relief, I really wish he never remember, I will never understand why does he become like that when he gets drunk but I surely must figure out my own feelings that overwhelmed yesterday and let me unable to stop him.

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I wanted to add a French kiss there but then decided to leave it for another time ;)

It's going to get more interesting!!!