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Vic's POV

This was it. I had to do this. If I don't then I won't spend the rest of my life with someone that makes me truly happy. It's been a month since I told Kellin I would break things off with Jaime and I had been stalling. I didn't want to face Jaime. It hurt just thinking about it. I had been with him forever and although he's drug my heart through the dirt there was still feelings there. Jaime was my first everything. He had what seemed like tons of relationships before me but Jaime was my first. I went through so many things with him it seemed and it seemed as if we had been together forever.

But I knew this was something I had to do. Although Jaime had made me happy at one point he had never made me feel like Kellin did. Kellin made me feel special and I couldn't help but get butterflies in my stomach when I saw him. I knew I had to do this or I would regret it.

I took a deep breath and turned towards Jaime. His gaze was focused on the video game he was playing and I just hoped that I could pull his attention away long enough to say what I needed to say.
"H-hey Jaime?" I said and he gave a little 'huh' in response.
"I need to talk to you, about something serious." I said and he nodded his head.
"Let me finish this round first babe."
Babe. That word kinda stung coming from his mouth since I knew at least one other person had been called that by him during our relationship. 

He finished the round pumping his fist in victory as he turned towards me. He gave me a big smile.
"Okay. What did you want to talk about?"
"Us." I said and his face grew confused.
"What about us? You know I love you and you're the only one for me right?"
"That's the problem Jaime. I'm not the only one. I know about whoever she is."
"Wh-"
"Don't interrupt me please, just let me say my peace. I've heard you both on the phone and I've seen the messages. You've left me in the middle of us having sex to talk to her on the phone. You've made fun of how stupid I am with her. Jaime do you realize how much that's hurts?" I said and I could feel my eyes starting to water.

"Vic, baby, that's not true."
"Yes it is!"
"How would you know anyway?" He countered.
"I looked at your phone cause you kept getting messages and I shouldn't have, I really shouldn't, but at least I know the truth now."
"Vic I..."
"Don't lie to me please." I begged and he sighed before putting his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry." He said and that's when the tears broke past the barrier. It was just the fact of him saying it out loud. No matter how much proof I had there was still a little hope in the back of my head that it wasn't true. "Please Vic baby, I'm sorry."
"Me to Jaime. I'm sorry but we can't stay together like this."
"Vi-"
"What's happened can't be fixed or forgotten. I have no clue how long it's been going on and I don't want to know, but it's obvious we both are interested in other people."
"Both of us?" He said and raised an eyebrow. "Have you been cheating on me?" He said growing angry.

"Jaime I couldn't help that I grew feelings for someone." I said in a quiet voice. "He was there when I needed him and he made my heart flutter in a way I've never felt before." I said truthfully and Jaime's fists clenched together.
"I may have cheated on you but I never fell out of love!" He yelled and jumped up from the couch. "Yea I got a little something on the side but I didn't lie about being in love with you. I always loved you Vic!"
"Jaime I love you too but I love him...more. You've hurt me and truthfully we weren't gonna work out, especially after I found out about your whore!" I yelled back and Jaime stalked towards me pointing a finger in my face.
"Don't you talk about her like that!"
"See Jaime!" I said throwing my hands up in the air. "You say you love me but you defend her. At least I am telling you the truth. I fell out of love with you and in love with someone else."

"You're and idiot Vic!" Jaime said and I watched as a tear rolled down his cheek.
"I love you." He said and moved towards me only making me move back. "Please Vic."
"Jaime I can't. I'm falling for someone else."
"Who is it?"
"Jai-"
"Who?"
"Kellin."

Alan's POV

"But Kellin I don't want to get up." I complained as he tried to drag me out of bed. It was a Saturday and I honestly didn't want to do anything but sleep. Sleep and possibly eat, I've not fully decided yet.
"All I'm asking is for you to mosey your way to my room and keep me company. I wanna spent time with my little brother." He argued and I huffed.
"Why can't you hang in here then?" I asked as I sat up, wrapping my blanket around my shoulders.
"Because my Xbox is hooked up in there and I don't want to move it."
"Fine but you've got to take me out for ice cream at some point." I bargained.
"No problem, now come on." He said hurriedly and I huffed at his excited state.

"I'm just your brother I don't see what the big deal is." I said as I got up from the bed and walked out into the hallway behind him.
"That's exactly it, you're the best little brother anyone could ask for." He said and gave me a quick hug.
"Th-" I started to say but was cut off by screaming from downstairs.
"WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!?"
Both Kellin and I's eyes widened at the sound of our mother screaming. I dropped my blanket and we both ran down the stairs. 

As we walked down the hall there was a laundry basket knocked over, clothes strewn everywhere.
"Calm down honey, please. I don't know what those are." I heard my Dad say. We made it to the living room and when we walked in Kellin pushed me behind him a few steps.
"Better question," my Mom said in an anger filled voice. "Whose the hell are they!?" She screamed and pushed my dad, who stood still as a brick wall.
"WHOSE ARE THEY?!" My mom yelled again and then threw a balled up piece of fabric at my dad. He quickly chucked them away from him.
"Are you sure they aren't yours?" My dad asked calmly.
"I don't wear fucking lace panties!" Mom yelled.

My eyes drifted to the piece of thrown fabric and my heart stopped. They were mine. It was one of the only pairs of panties I had. They were light blue and I wanted to cry at the sight of them. I had been wearing them more recently and I always did my own clothes to make sure something like this doesn't happen, but apparently my mom had decided to be the nice mother she is and wash them for me. She had a habit of washing mine, Kellin's, and our Dad's clothes together so that's how they ended up with my Dad's.

I saw Kellin glance down at the pair of underwear and he stiffened. He knew they were mine. He had seen them before when he had been helping me with laundry. I was frozen in my spot. If I didn't tell them whose the were then my Dad would get blamed for cheating and if I did tell them who knows what my Dads reaction would be.
"They're mine." Kellin tried to lie.
"Don't you dare try to lie for this bastard Kellin. I know they're not yours." Mom said and pointed a finger at him.
"Mom I was experimenti-"
"Don't lie to me!" She screamed and I watched as tears started to fall down her face. "Don't lie to me please." She repeated in a small voice.

"Honey," my dad started towards her only to be pushed away.
"Get your cheating hands off of me!" She screamed and backed away from him.
"How coul-" she started but I interrupted her.
"They're mine." I said in a quiet voice.
"Alan!" Mom said and threw her hands up in the air. "Don't lie to me! You're gay, Kellin's gay, I know this! I'm not that easy to trick!" She yelled at me and I took a step back. I didn't do well with yelling.
"I mean they are mine." I said and put a little more emphasis on the words, hoping I wouldn't have to just come out and say it.

"What do you mean 'they're yours'?" My Dad questioned and his face scrunched up and his fists tightened. Kellin looked back at me and shook his head.
"Guys he's joking, I told you I was trying to see if I lik-"
"Kellin stop!" I said. "You take the blame enough." I said and he just shook his head at me, stepping in between me and my Dad and turning to look at me. "Alan please just stop." He said and I shook my head this time.

I took a deep breath and moved beside of Kellin so both of my parents could see me. I picked the pair of underwear up off of the floor and look down. "They're mine....As in I wear them." I said.
"You what?" My Dad said in a voice I couldn't really describe, but it sent shivers down my spine.
"I like to wear them." I said in an even quieter voice. The room was silent for a moment but then the only thing that could be heard was the sickening crunch that my nose made as it connected with my Dad's fist.

I fell to the floor and curled in on myself waiting for another blow.
"How much more of a fag can you get!" He screamed at me and I felt the vibrations of his footsteps as he walked closer but he never made it to me.
"I told you to never lay a hand on him!" I heard Kellin yell. The rest was a blur and all I saw was Kellin and Dad fighting, my ears were numb from all the screaming and the sound of the door slamming shut  resonated throughout my whole head.

"Alan, Alan are you okay?" I heard Kellin ask as he sat me up. I nodded my head and he sighed. "You are not okay. Come on." He picked me up and carried me up the stairs.
"I can walk Kellin." I said quietly, slightly sniffling from the pain caused by my nose.  "It's only my nose. I'm fine."
"Bullshit." He said as he sat me down on our bathroom counter. He started cleaning the blood from my face and I kept my eyes casted downwards. As he checked my nose to see if it was broke I wouldn't help but let fresh tears fall down my face.
"It's busted bad, but not broken as far as I can tell. We still may need to take you to a doctor." Kellin told me and I shook my head.
"I don't wanna go."
"Come here." He said and I knew exactly what he meant as I flung my self into his arms.

"I'm so sorry." He said into my ear.
"It's not your fault." I told him as I cried.
"I could have stopped him."
"You couldn't have. It would have came out sooner or later. You tried Kellin. I couldn't ask for a better big brother." I said as I clung to him for dear life. He picked me up carefully and carried me to his room where he laid us on the bed.
"I love you Al."
"Love you too Kells."