Mark POV

Jackson was getting closer with every step taken
And my heart is beating faster than normal

Why does he have such an effect on me ?

And why do I like it ?

Jackson was in front of me and with his right hand , he caressed my right cheek

His lips were on my earlobe , tracing kisses down my jawline to my neck

" Markie.... " he whispered

His voice sent shivers down my spine but I liked it

I was so turned on that I couldn't even think straight

He put his hands under my T-shirt and that's when I realised what was going on

" J-Jackson,  stop "

He stopped kissing me and he looked right into my eyes before leaning in so he could whisper in my ear again

" Do you really want me to stop Markie ? "

I nodded in agreement but he didn't seem to buy it

"I know you want me..... and I want you too"

Oh no...

" AAAAAA !"

" AAAAA !"

" WHY THE HELL ARE YOU IN MY ROOM JACKSON ?"

" WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SCREAMING ?"

" I ASKED YOU FIRST !"

" OH WELL I ASKED YOU SECOND !"

I looked at Jackson with an annoyed look . What just happened? 

" Uh..... did you have a nightmare ?" He asked me

" Yeah..... you can say so . Anyways, why are you in my room ?"

" Well..... because I wanted to wake you up to tell you that breakfast is ready ..." he said almost whispering

" Oh..... oke.... I'll be down in a minute"

" Ok but ..... what did you dream about that made you scream like that ?"

Well shit

" N-Nothing important. You d-don't want to know ....."

" Actually I do . I want to know what's bothering my brother" he said smiling

" Please stop saying that word....."

" What word ? Brother ?"

" Yeah..... it's a bit wierd for me now...."

" Why ?" he asked with a sad look on his face

I don't want to make him sad....
I want him to be happy ,unlike me...

" A-Again . You don't want to know "

"Oh come on ! Tell me ! Please! "

" Ugh , you really want to know ?"

He nodded while smiling like a little child

" Um..... I dreamed that..... we almost did it " I said embarrassed

Jackson blinked twice without saying a word .

Oh god..... why did I say it ??!
Ugh , I'm so stupid

" Jackson ?" I asked , hoping he would say something

" I'm going to church . Bye "

And with that , he left my room .

I don't blame him . I would have react the same if I was in his place .
Why do I keep on dreaming all of this ?
And why the fuck was I turned on ?

I actually want to die

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