Mark's POV

I feel wierd

I don't feel good

I feel like I'm going crazy

Not over a stupid heartbreak

I feel like I'm turning into a psychopath and that's fucking scary
Or maybe is me being a hybrid and this is the feeling

I have so much more power than everyone and I like it

Why should I suffer when I can make people suffer?

I can kill anyone right now and don't feel a thing

Jackson is so stupid if he thinks that I'll leave him alone

I bet all of you think that I'm doing all oh this because I'm hurt. Fucking. Bullshit

I'm doing this because he doesn't see that I need help. That I'm mentally ill. That I'm a psychopath
He only cares about himself and his boyfriend, Jaebum

Wait.......

What the fuck am I talking about?

Fuck the whole "psychopath" thing or the "killing someone and not feeling something" thing

You actually believed all of that?
Ha!

( He's not psycho calm down )

Yeah, I may be hurt but I don't care anymore
I'm used living like this

I'm going to be Jackson's worst nightmare

I see the iGot7 everyday
And I think....
They show us so much love and support. I love them
They deserve someone powerful. Someone that is going to protect them from all the bad things
Jaebum is weak
I'm strong
They need someone that is always going to tell them the truth
Someone that won't lie
Someone that actually cares
Me

I feel like......

The old Mark is dead

And the new me is stronger
I may be a monster
But I'm better than I was before

I think for the others this is just a game where I'm the bad guy and Jackson with Jaebum are the innocent lovers

Oh how wrong they are

Surprise!

Double update!

Also, this book is going to end soon
Well..... the first book

Next up is the sequel ;)

вye