Mark POV

Don't look

Don't talk

Don't feel

You'll get hurt in the end

That's what I've learned throughout the last 4 years of my life
And belive me or not , it's true .

I once read a quote from a book called "Note To Self " by Connor Franta where it said "The quiet ones are screaming on the inside "

At that time I didn't really understand what he meant with that but now I do .....

My thoughts were interrupted by Jaebum's voice

" Mark ?"

" Uh.... yes Jaebum ?"

Jaebum looked at me with a worried face

" May I sit ?" he asked , pointing at the chair next to me .
We are in the dance room . I always go there when I need to clear my mind . I don't really dance there , I just stay on a chair and think about the things that are bothering me . The sad part is that it happens to me quite a lot lately

" Mark , are you ok ?"

I saw that Jaebum was already sitting next to me . His face was paler than usual and you could clearly see that he was concerned about me

" Yes I am . Why wouldn't I be ? "

" I don't know ...... you seem a little off lately"

" Well , I'm fine ! Ok ?! You don't have to worry about me because  there's nothing to worry about !" I said almost screaming and I don't even know why

He seemed a bit hurt by my response ....
I didn't mean to hurt him..... I just wanted to be alone.....

" Ok Mark . Sorry for bothering you " he said with a cold tone and tried to walk away but I grabbed his wrist just in time .

He looked me dead in the eyes and said nothing

" Look... I'm sorry for reacting like this.... it's just ..... I want to be alone right now "

After I said that , I just ran away from the dance room , straight into the bathroom and I locked the door .

All I need right now is  peace and quiet.....

Sorry for the short chapter 🙈