Jackson POV

I have a big problem ! I've run out of ideeas for songs for the comeback !
Now I'm working at this song called "Never Ever "
I already wrote half of the lyrics but I'm not sure if someone will like them ....

I looked at the clock from my desk and I saw that it was 2 am !
I need sleep but I need to finish this song too !

Suddenly , I heard a knock at the door

" Who is it ?" I asked tiredly

" Mark "

" Come in "

In the next second , an angelic face came into my sight

" Jackson , why aren't you sleeping ? It's 2 am..... "

" Well I can ask you the same question" I said smirking

Mark just rolled his eyes

" Whatever "

" What did you want anyways ?"

Mark looked for a few seconds at the ground then answered

" Well , I wanted to ask you if you needed help with the new song " he said smiling

I glanced at my notebook then back at Mark

" Well.... yeah .... I don't think it turned out well " I said with a disappointed voice

" May I see what you wrote ?"

" Of course !"

Mark came next to me and took my notebook . He sat on the edge of the bed and analyzed the lyrics carefully .
His face lit up and he looked at me happly .

" Jackson ..... this is amazing !" he said and hugged me

" Really ?" I asked surprised

He nodded and smiled like a little child
Suddenly , his face became serious and that worried me a bit . Did I do something bad ?

There he was . In front of me , not saying a word

"Can you hear my heart beating? "

Um....... what is wrong with him ?

" What ? No "

Ok . I don't know what happened to him but it's kinda annoying

" Because it stopped "

What the hell is he talking about ?
Did he do drugs or something ?

" Why ?"

He came closer and whispered

" Because of you "

What the heck ? What does he mean with that . Yup . He's on drugs
He came even closer and for a second I thought that he was going to kiss me but he ended up laughing like crazy

" What's with this face Jackson ? I was just joking " he said laughing even harder and he fell on the bed .

Oh well MY heart stopped for a second because of HIM ! But not in a romantic way . In a " You fucking scared me" way .

" Seriously now . The song is really good !"

I sat on the chair in front of my desk , breathing hardly . Aish , this boy . I don't care that he's my little brother , I'm going to kill him one day

" I hope our fans will like the songs " I said smiling

" Of course they will like it !"

Mark hsd always been the optimist one
among us and that's a good thing because sometimes I feel like that all the people around me don't really like what I produce .....

Mark is always next to me and that's why I can't live without him . Without my little brother  .  I remember when he was 7 years old and  he hit his head  in a tree , while playing in the garden. 
I was only 9 years old at that time and imagine what I felt when I saw an unconscious Mark with blood dripping from his forehead .
When mom and dad heard me screaming Marks name , they came running and they saw Mark .
I remember crying for 2 hours . I thought that Mark was dead and I felt dead too . 

I didn't realise that I was crying until I heard my brother's voice calling my name

" J-Jackson ..... w-what happened ?" he asked with teary eyes

" N-Nothing..... I just ..... rememberd that incident w-when you where 7 years o-old " I said sobbing

He hugged me and I started ro cry even harder

" I thought you were dead Markie ...."

He kissed my forehead and looked at me , straight in the eyes 

" But now I'm ok Jackson " he said smiling

" I k-know that but..... I- I......"

" You what ?" he asked with a calming voice

" I don't wanna know who we are without each other ...."

Now , Mark was crying and it was my turn to hug him

" I-I love you Jackson "

" I love you too little brother "

So.... this was the first chapter 

I hope you liked it :))

Oh and please listen to the song from the media ❤

It's from Ruelle and it's called  " The Other Side "