Taehyung ignored his best friend for the rest of the day, he was too angry. He can't really comment on who he should date or not. That too after he dated his ex- he totally can't after what he did.

"Tae-" Jeongguk called walking into their shared room. He was waiting outside for a good amount of time as he didn't know how to pick up a conversation.

"Don't you dare talk to me. You're insane!" Taehyung shouted but then again calmed down, "Why did you do that? Now come on, call Namjoon hyung and say sorry."

"Tae, he is a coward. You can't really date him. How can he give up on you when he claims to like you?" Jeongguk quoted, rolling his eyes while his best friend sighed, "Not everyone is like your ex girlfriend."

"Tae, please." Jeongguk threw his backpack on the floor and crawled on top of his best friend, "You are so desperate to get a boyfriend, Tae. Like stop being a hoe."

"A what, bitch?" Taehyung asked glaring at the raven head who caged Taehyung in between his arms, "Stop being so desperate."

"I just want a relationship where the person is sensible and not toxic. Namjoonie is perfect." Taehyung looked away when Jeongguk looked just into his eyes, "Oh really, he is perfect?"

"What's your damn fucking problem?" Taehyung huffed, causing the hot air to hit the other's lips, "I am so tired of your bullshit. Why can't you see me happy with someone else?"

"Be in your limits, homie." Taehyung warned as soon as Jeongguk rested their foreheads together, "Why don't I want to see you with anyone, bro?"

"What's that supposed to mean?"

Taehyung was so confused on what Jeongguk actually wants. He ain't clearly saying that he likes him more than a friend and ain't even letting him get together with someone else.

"I don't know what's going on but lately― I am so confused on what you are to me. Help me figure this mess." Jeongguk almost whispered and pressed his lips on the tip of the other's nose, "I am so fucking confused."

"You're straight, Jeongguk. Remember?" Taehyung said but ended up laughing, "Straight boys don't think about their bros in this way. There is no space for confusion, it's all clear, they like girls."

"Maybe I am not actually that straight." Jeongguk finally says those words making the other laugh even more loudly, "Oh really? And what made you realize that, bro?"

"You, it's all your fault."

Jeongguk after classes went to spend some alone time and thought about everything happening recently. He had been thinking about this from last night cause Namjoon never actually did anything wrong that he disliked him this much.

Okay he couldn't see Taehyung with Namjoon, then why couldn't he just approve Hyunjin.

That's where he knew, he couldn't see Taehyung with any boy in the campus.

"Why the fuck are you so gorgeous, hot, handsome and ugh― all in one. You've been much more beautiful in my eyes these days and that's disturbing." Jeongguk smiled, caressing the other's cheek.

"Stop it, Gguk. If you are saying this just to keep me away from Joonie, then stop, just―" Taehyung was interrupted when Jeongguk pressed his lips on the other's soft ones.

Taehyung immediately pulled away and there was a moment of silence between them before he decided to speak, "What are you doing? Yesterday, wasn't it you talking about limits and how we should not kiss?"

"I did, but to be honest, liked your lips against mine." Jeongguk remembered how much he was surprised to have the other's lips on his yesterday, he thought he would feel bad about it but no he didn't, he kinda liked that small moment. The reason he pushed away was all his confusion about that thing being right or wrong.

"You pushed me away, I remember it hoe." Taehyung reminded the other once again to which he sighed, "I was so confused, I am so sorry."

"No, Jeongguk. I want all this to be very clear. Do you really like me more than a friend? Don't suddenly make a decision. Think carefully."

"I was taking my time― I was figuring this out but you didn't leave me a choice to tell about my messed up feeling right now." Jeongguk let out a small sigh, "You already were about to date Namjoon."

"This ain't making sense. Last day you were all like no homo bro and today look at you, you're going all homo for me." Taehyung rolled his eyes and Jeongguk sighed for the second time.

"I know I said all those but trust me Tae, I've been thinking about you a lot in my mind. The limits were already crossed in my mind, just wanted some time before I was very sure."

"But you, you sounded as if I was so wrong. You made me feel like I ruined our friendship, I was so embarrassed―" Taehyung was cut off when Jeongguk spoke.

"Yesterday was yesterday. Listen to what I am saying right now. I wasn't gonna say this so soon, I wanted to take time until I am very sure about us, but your desperate ass just didn't let me." Jeongguk whispered against the other's ear and kissed the place, "After all those thesis, I came to a conclusion."

"That you can't be just my bro."

"And I wanna kiss you so bad." Jeongguk kissed his best friend's forehead again before mumbling,

"Can I?"

-

first when i published bbh,
it wasn't getting good reviews
and so i unpublished it but again
i was like fuck it― let me just write for myself and i did, oop!

i am glad i did but still
jeongguk still needs to work
hard, needs to make everything more clear